Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Saturday, Nov 1. I just went to the grocery store. It was mostly successful but I wish I had gotten some rice krispies.  I guess I will make another trip soon.  I am thinking Monday.  I also refilled the snacks I got the other day: granola bars, kettle corn, and gushers. I used my OTC card on what I could. But it was still kind of an expensive trip and I paid 46 dollars myself.  So I am up to about 63 used on OTC. I got some potato hash browns and I can make that kind of casserole soon. And I got some pasta and alfredo sauce. So that is good. And some chicken.  I can use the polynesian sauce on it. So that is about 5 times 2 meals.  Ten meals.  Plus eggs and cheese and butter.  

I just watched a video from Connie May Fowler.  It was about getting an agent.  I think it is too hard to get an agent right now and it is a lull in the business.  The business does not reflect the writer success.  That is my opinion. I am about to pass the too late finish line for agents. Some would say never say that but I will say what is true.

I do not know what involvement the conspiracy has and if some people know I am going to succeed and if some people really think I won't. I don't know how people can read my jokes and think I am not legit. Like it is obviously of a certain quality. And if there are even three books at that level then that is a whole great career.  And there are about twenty books at that quality, and 50 other fan level interesting material. And then easy art for people who just like cheap cute books. I mean do people think it is fun or something to bully me? To turn me down and think that they are on another level? I am just not sure they are. But I am not that professional but I did maintain due propers and I don't have to wear a fake facial expression like an interview for twenty years. Do you think there won't be another social justice movement at the entrance to heaven? Do you really think I can be in the blind spot of so many liberals and it will never be seen for the hypocrisy that it is? 

Anyway, that is enough. I think agents are having a tough time too, but there is such thing as intergrity in the material that inevitably is more important than industry, politics, money, and bookstores. Do people really not have faith in truth? 

That is all. I suppose I will eventually say more. This was much more civil than I expected when I felt the immanent decision to go ahead and call it. To say, too late, carpetbaggers.