Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 11 pm on Nov 15. I am doing okay. I had a solitary day today except for two phone calls and a zoom.  Other than that, I mostly created new ai images. I wasn't planning to but I did about 7-8 new images, maybe even 10. One is really funny and is a blob nativity scene.

The memes I sent around are good and I think I will be at a cool mil by the end of it. But it is not a guarantee.  These numbers are only okay. I did a meme that is mostly text like my jokes and I think it is doing okay.  Sometimes I have two easy strong posts and this time I only have one post like that and it is not doing as well as I expected. I do not know why.  Possibly it will pick up but I think it will be 500k at the end of it and I did a higher budget for it so I expected about 200k more than that.  It is a big difference so my mood is not as good while these posts are running.  But actually the past few times have started slow and sped up later, and I usually go past a cool mil when I do three posts.

I felt the bad feeling earlier but not that bad.  It went away after a while and I think I can be okay.  I am planning to try to go to church tomorrow. I think I will miss the meeting for queer kid lit.  I just have to be on the train at that time.

I did not eat that well today. I think I ate too many snacks when maybe I should have cooked rice again. I need to wash the dishes in the fridge and make some casseroles. Or I could cook hash browns. I could actually still cook some hash browns. Maybe I will do that and feel better.

I am worried about the medicaid thing.  It is a big deal for it to not have gone through and I have been waiting all this time for a decision when they did not even have my renewal packet.  But I think some thing went wrong. I am not going overdo it with trusting God and not idolizing health insurance. I think I am going to let myself freak out a little bit and try to get it fixed. I think the service I got on the phone was really bad and it made me believe that I was part of the problem when I wasn't.  Anyway I heard a good law firm is Bender and Bender.

My facebook friends really cheered me up this week with a lot of support on my inspection post. I was not expecting that.  My content that I share from other pages does not do as well. I do not really know why but I have enough encouragement. 

Well, that is all. It was kind of a weird day.