Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday, Nov 19. I went downtown today and got my rent check and printed off some medicaid materials. I also stopped at my favorite restaurant called Kaboozles. It was a good deal and felt cheaper after a couple of other recent meals that turned out kind of expensive. I am wondering if they gave me a discount that I did not notice. 

After that, I went to a meeting at Nami. It was great and I saw some favorite people. On the train there was someone who dumped out some trash looking for food and I think I should have given her a croissant that was in my bag. I just didn't. You get used to having to say no a lot but I have just been to a support group where people were there for me in my suffering so why couldn't I share? Well actually there was a reason which is that she got off the train and I needed to make sure I stayed on and did not get stranded somewhere.  So hopefully that person and others will be okay. 

Tomorrow I will fill out the rest of the paperwork and maybe friday I will take it to the office. I already did all this in September and October but my therapist is helping me be patient and accept that I might be on medicare sometime.  I think that is a secret message: I accept medicare.  So I am secretly working.

Well that is great, I am glad about that. I wish I saw more hallucinations though.

Have a good night everyone.