Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Tuesday, November 25. I had some thanksgiving food and feel thankful. I had a good time but kind of felt bothered before the meal, like I am so unhappy at program and feel a weird boredom and racism that seems on purpose.  But people were nice to me but I always feel like staff is making me feel bad on purpose and using me as a dummy. 

Anyway I called Medicaid and that helped me wait in line for food.

Then I came home and cracked the code on the conference. I really want to go to the virtual conference and only go to the meet and greet for in person. I hope they will let me. It might be too much trouble for them, but I thought it was a good idea and I felt peaceful after figuring that out.

Today I texted my sister but did not hear back just now but hopefully it is okay and she is not mad.

I am thankful for my life and family and our lives are more than just our problems. However wow some of it was lifelong and hard to believe.  

But I think that my books are reaching people, and my family is part of that gift so good for them. 

Gice I will try to pray for people but I am leaning more towards thinking this holiday is in God's hands. I mean in terms of praying for other people, a lot of it is other people living their lives and people make choices sometimes and I can't control everyone by closing my eyes.  Some people are alike hey about time you figured that out, but prayer makes a difference and some people say that is everything.

Anyway have a good day everyone.