Hello everyone. This is Refried. I just wrote a nice blog post but decided to keep it to myself for now.

It is 1:30 Sunday morning and I just drank afternoon coffee. I will try to take my medicine at 2 am.  I probably won't go to sleep until 3.  Then I will try to wake up at 9 and leave for church at 10.

I have had some loneliness and boredom but mostly it is a good thing because I am thankful for my health and safety.  And I have had plenty of socializing this week.  Something interesting every day without even phone a friends.  But I need to catch up with phone a friends soon. I think the medicaid crisis distracted me for a while after the hospital. I might go back to Jewish Board Pros program this week but I do not know.  They were nice to me sometimes and mean to me sometimes because they think that is healthy.  I don't think it is.  I think being nice is healthy.

I read my mad blog book yesterday and was a little disturbed by some of it but couldn't read everything because my attention span can only read half a book.  But that is better than last year when I could not read at all for many months.  Actually that was this year.

So anyway I think I am okay with my medicine and need to not have any symptoms so they won't torture me and raise any doses.

Weirdly I am not able to easily see a doctor but I think if I get on the waiting list I would be seen soon enough.  I think they are still helping me but tonight when I scratched my eye I felt disturbed.

Then I saw a small bug and remembered these other bugs from a week or so ago and I started fearing an infestation. Well I think that won't happen but it gave me the idea of throwing away the giant stuffed bear behind my chair.   I could move my furniture around some and start treadmilling more easily.  So I think I will do that for inspection next week.

Well, that is all. I might post the other post too but I do not know.