Well everyone, happy thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is not a big deal to me, so I don't feel tortured to miss it.  my first time missing thanksgiving was one of the best holidays of my life, but later on I did wait for it to be over in a sad way.  Today I went to Starbucks. I decided a few years ago that if they were open, I might as well. So I had a good gingerbread latte. Tomorrow I might walk to the grocery store. I mean one walk a day might get me ready for more exercise and then get back to normal.  I think it is possible with this medicine even though it does make me lazier. You really only need a few good hours a day to walk off some weight.

I still think no one really understands what kind of intertia we are dealing with because of my autism imbalances. Like I really am a "mental person" as DG labeled it. I sit around and stare out the window, and a lot of people aren't like that.  Their go to thing is to be moving around. 

But anyway I wonder if thanksgiving can become more of a multi day feast for various combinations of people and not a one day judgement day. I mean who knows, maybe all holidays should be more like that.

Today I am going to try to read some of my writing. I am kind of worried about something I said one time but I think the philosophy of it was positive.  I am not going to say what it is because people will bother me about it with ignorance. I have lost faith in readers some, like the general public, since my work was not enthusiastically accepted, I kind of question if people have the capacity for it. I really don't find it rewarding to have a whole society fall through the trap doors on judgement day. Like that was not what I was trying for. It was actually quite the opposite, and I am sad about the losses that still to me make no sense.  Anyway, I guess I am not the only one on that, but that does not make it right. 

Well, have a good day everyone, I will see if there are any reruns of the parade on youtube.