Hello everyone, today is Nov 12. I had a good Nov 11 and a new facebook friend was nice to me. Today I went to the post office and there was a copy of my new book called "Thank you, Conspiracy." I am happy with it but wow it starts off with some shocking statements that I might question and regret. I am just sad because I was upset about something that happened on amtrak and then as I described it, I blamed them for all of the problems in American industry, when mostly I think they have done well.  But my experience with their bidding program for upgrading seats actually did match the problems of total corruption in every industry, so I did say something about it that wow might have been too much for the big picture.

So I do not know how I feel about it. I think some people will not like me as an author after just the first two pages of this book, but it is mostly a good book and even i am able to read all of it without getting bored.

Anyway, I was thinking about just suddenly walking to starbucks, and then I thought about taking a joke book to Donna the manager and then one for the Thai restaurant person.  But I think I should wait until I am a customer at the Thai restaurant, so that to me means waiting on both of them. Well that would mean going today to Starbucks without the joke book for Donna.  But I think that is how it has to be if I do go.

And now that I started typing this, sitting at my computer is a different choice than walking to starbucks.

So I do not know if I will go or not.  Yesterday I got some food and for the budget, I need that to be all for two days. And I just did finish the pork chop meal from the grocery store.  And I will eat the rest of the quesadilla from Taco Bell, and that will be a two day feast.  I mean honestly, today was like Christmas. It just really was, and I think I should not expect too much more for the holidays.

So okay. my sister texted me today and said she took my mom some brunswick stew yesterday, and I am glad because my phone call to mom did not go well on Monday. I could tell my mom was triggered by it.  So I just can't care for my mom that well, because something about me irks her into dementia.

Well that is a clue of God's plan, that maybe my sister will be the one to do most of that, and her family. 

Anyway I know what I am getting the nieces for christmas but I hope the items do not sell out.

Well, have a good day everyone.