Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday, Feb 11. I just walked to a food station but had really wanted to go to the grocery store today. However, it was so cloudy when I went outside that I felt I should wait until tomorrow.  Probably that will be fine and I will get the fixins for chili. As it is I ate some chicken curry and it was yummy but could use more sauce.  However I still feel good about the food for today. But now my account is depleted and I have to be more careful tomorrow.  But it is good to be careful anyway and buy the OTC designated foods.

What is left is some pork and mystery food which will be good later. I wanted that creamed corn again but it was not there. Also today I ordered snacks from Instacart. And I sadly did not give Salvador and his mom a poetry book and art book.  It was such a terrible fumble.  But I left a good tip online but it is not the same.  However I do not need to grovel in the regret. 

Will I feel bad about those poems? I actually have one more but I am not posting it. There are actually two about liberals that I am keeping to myself.  I do not know if all my friends left me but I know I will write what seems good and if it gets wasted, people can be corrected on Judgement Day.

What do you guys think about the soup I bought? I think it was a good purchase.

I miss Ravneet. She helped me feel better this morning. I did not expect to post all that facebook stuff today but I think I will be glad. I think I can say that when these posts finish, I will be at 97 million views.  One of my accounts disappeared, though, and I am not sure the organic reach is as much on the new pages.  Because the organic reach for the jokes page was 5.5 million plus the 30 million views.  And I estimated that it would be the same for these pages.  But these pages only have 3 thousand followers instead of 300 thousand followers, so I am not sure the organic reach accumulated the same way.  And yet it might have.  Also, it is about 55 or 60 million views for the art pages.  And 3 million that got erased on the records. So I always add those accounts and then add 11 million and 3 million.  That puts me at about 95 million.  But I am ready to be at 97 million and might estimate a little higher and maybe guess one million from my normal page where I did videos for 300k people this year.  And then I think last year is added to that.  So maybe I can definitely just round it up a little bit.  I mean I don't know. I always have had guilt sometimes about lying to myself.  That was from being gay and not feeling like myself.  It wasn't really my fault. I think God understands. 

Last night I read Jane Eyre and it was great. I am on chapter 23.  I didn't realize it was such a romance novel.  I really didn't perceive that as a kid until the end. It is just actually kind of funny because there is so much physical description of Mr. Rochester.  

Well, have a nice day everyone.

 Ok everyone, that is weird, but I posted the other valentine and sent it to India. It worked out well. Kind of weird that I also did the rabbit but I think it is okay. I feel good about these posts even though it is pushing the budget a little bit. In fact I think I need to check the discover card account.  

That took a lot out of me so now it is harder to go to the store. But I believe I can do that soon.  And yet what if I wait until tomorrow. I actually could wait until tomorrow. I will just see how I feel in thirty minutes or an hour.

What am I going to eat for lunch. I should have thawed some chicken. Maybe I will make some rice. I think at the store I will get some beans and corn, and grits and cheese and I don't know. I mean maybe wait until tomorrow.

Does anyone have any thoughts about my valentines? A lot of people suffer at valentines. There is a lot of suffering and I think that the next generations are deciding how to live.

Gice what a fumble earlier but maybe that guy needed some cash.

Ok I need to check the account and make sure I did not forget about a whole round of boosts.

 Hello everyone, thanks for the feedback, it really made me laugh. 

Ok here is the new image. I think it is better but for some reason might use the other one.

But this is good too:

 Hello everyone I hope they find the missing person soon. 

I read the section for book club. It was great.

Now it is 3:22. I think I will try to take my medicine at 4 am.

I hope I didn’t ruin people’s Valentine’s Day by mailing books. I kind of feel like I might have caused a distraction in some cases.

But anyway I think they did not find the person yet and I was hoping they would.

I missed second tuesdays tonight with WFYL. I just forgot and did not notice the reminder.

So that is too bad but I might still talk to Kate another time soon.

I will mail Angel a poetry book soon but possibly not tomorrow. Tomorrow is a grocery day.

I might order on Instacart.

I don’t really feel like boosting that groundhog post.

I mean maybe I will soon.

But I do not know.

I just feel like my facebook friends are not seeing my posts. 

Gice my poems aren’t that good sometimes are they. I mean let’s be honest, but sometimes they are good.

Well have a great day everyone.

 Hello everyone, it is Wednesday. Feb 11 at 1 am. I just wrote a poem.  It is fine but doesn't have any layers of genius.  Possibly with these rhymes I could start thinking of some double meaning or something sometimes.  But I think people might underestimate the value of an interesting poem that rhymes well and makes sense about something interesting.  

Anyway, I might read some of Jane Eyre soon for my book club. That poem took a lot of out of me, mainly because I noticed a mistake in the other poem.  I don't think the mistake was a punishment for being wrong.

I also shared a groundhog meme and will see how that goes.  I mean honestly I might hear back from three or four people about it. That is weird to me, and sad.  I mean our society had so many blessings, and people just tore it up.  And they are just going to let the automated systems drain the cash as violence and poverty take over.

Well that is not necessary to go into right now. I am just glad that I had another poem that to me makes sense and is okay. How many people are mad at me or care, I do not know.

In my mind I can see a vision of my life that is near the Toys R Us parking lot and Jason's Deli.  And it is full of respect and discipline.  And it is also a full good life, so I should not play the martyr.

Well, that is all. I just felt that I had to say something because I was embarrassed when I saw that I repeated the word "year" in that poem.  So that was bad but it is okay.

I think that at 2 am I will read the Jane Eyre chapters and then take medicine at 4 am.  And then at about noon or one I will either walk to the grocery store or order on instacart. 

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Tuesday, Feb 10. I did not do much today. I talked to one phone-a-friend, wrote one poem, drank coffee, sent one message to a friend, filled out a short online application, and I think that is all. And now it is 6 pm.  I am going to two online groups hopefully, and I need to make some kind of food.  Will it be rice and chicken broth, possibly.  Or cereal. Tomorrow I think I will go to the grocery store and I will possibly order some snacks on Instacart.

I did not go to the post office today but had a busy post office week last week. People are probably receiving their books today and tomorrow. 

My facebook numbers are so low without ads. It makes me sad, so unfortunately I had to write a poem about how much I don't appreciate that.

I am listening to a video interview right now and this writer named Marilyn McEntire just said that her genre is "the handout." I find that to be extremely comical.

I am having trouble waiting for the query response. I hope it is positive and yet I still have this self-publishing thing going, so maybe that is what I should focus on.

I need to call my mom soon but I guess that will be tomorrow.

Do you gice think I was too mean in my poem.  Well obviously I have had some good times and blessings on facebook but my friends were precious to me and they are gone.  How could they just take our social lives and make money from it. I mean the thing is that they could have done both.  We could have the social lives and they could have the money but they just took it all and deliberately made everyone an addict with attention span problems.  I mean to apply the science like that.  How sick and sad.

Ok, that is all.  People who celebrate the converts to democrat crowds that happened in recent years should realize that it could have been so many more people and literally the whole country if they had not treated their own friends with such cruelty, betrayal, and hypocrisy.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Sunday, Feb 8. I had a great day today and attended online church and my children's book critique group.  Yesterday I was at a conference and it was great.  

Just now I ate microwave macaroni and cheese and I ate it too fast.  Now I have a full feeling and anxious breathing.  But it is okay. 

I tried to go to my Sunday night bible study and there was another meeting in progress so I missed it. I do not know why. I do feel the loss feeling like I missed out.  I think part of it had to do with saving the books for other people. I think I am going to send Sharon Elliot a message and see if she wants one.  I just gathered some books for Allison McCord and it is a good little box full.

I did not watch the super bowl. Also I do not know which friends are mad at me or hate me for being "silent."  Well I actually might start sharing more soon.  I mean like writing opinions.

I need to figure out where to send the class sets of thin books. I do not know if I will make an announcement or send messages but I think Katherine Cooper and Haley Gambrell have donated their possibles to whoever wants them instead.

Anyway I feel okay and hopeful.  What should my follow-ups be for the conference.  Well I do not know.

I might have really missed out from not doing networking but I think it is okay. 

Well have a good day everyone.