Hello everyone. I think instagram is going to make the numbers be less for that mouse and coin slot post. That is what they did on my other coin video. I think it has to do with not flashing money in another country.  But I believe the coin theme is great for the mice videos and I will not waste the video. I personally think if they cut my numbers on it then they should apply that value to another post but I think they just say well ups and downs live and learn.

But it is okay. My numbers were good on the other posts and it is definitely the deal of a century or millennium. 

As for the joke books, it would be good to have some more copies to give away. I just don't understand why I can't have a normal income for good obviously valued work.  I think too many people are too okay with it. 

But anyway it is okay. I am thankful for what I have of course. I mean of course I am.  But anyway, it does mess with you when your numbers are less but mostly the numbers are good so ups and downs live and learn. Maybe check the posts on my phone instead so I can see the more accurate accounting.  However I think we are looking at an extreme drop for that video that is so freaking cute. I just don't appreciate it being wasted by 50 percent or more. I mean it could be as much as 60 percent drop. And I think they are wrong about it. I think poor people like seeing mice with coins. 

So anyway I perused for an agent and concluded to maybe just go with the self publishing and for some reason I can't do an ad right now. I think that photo of the mouse with the torch is what I will use. Probably someone will see it and submit and ai novel and get an agent.  It is just interesting to me and people think no one will know or see the industry for what it does. Well I see it, good and bad.

Ok everyone, it is cold outside but I could wear a coat and walk somewhere but I just feel like it is too cold to do that.  But maybe I am wrong. Maybe a little afternoon walk would be good. 

I just ate some Cheerios. Gice live and learn, ups and downs.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I am back home and it is cold outside. I am trying to be patient and wait until maybe tonight to boost those two videos I want to boost. I just think maybe I should wait until the current three get to the halfway mark. But actually one is at the halfway.  I think six days might be too long for me to wait and 5 days is the correct boost.

However I am about to be out of money anyway. Like I will seriously need to abruptly halt. But it is okay.

What will I eat today, I am thinking cereal. I am thinking corn chex.  I think if I do an instacart order then I will try to get stuff for casseroles like potato, green bean, maybe even sweet potato.

Gice am I getting on y'all's nerves by checking instagram obsessively? Well I think it is good that I have a good new hobby. I think it kind of is what it is. Maybe that is ungrateful to God to say because it is such a cool tool for someone like me. But anyway I wonder if maybe I need to be searching for an agent for the mice books. I mean what do I want? Maybe ads would be better.  Do I want them to make a movie out of it? Not necessarily.  I just want some readers for the books and to not waste all of it.

Are people scared that I will go right wing on them? I mean I do not know. Also is PTS mad at me? I do not know. Probably it is part of the conspiracy.

Gice you know what would really help me is a sudden extra credit card. But I don't think that is happening.  But I wish Citi had done that for me but I understand them not doing it.

Anyway I think that is the thing I will focus on to not be too obsessed with the instagram videos is to look for agents online. 

Gice about India, some stuff is in God's hands.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I tried to walk to Starbucks but it was too cold. So I am drinking some coffee here. I feel happy and content.

Gice Indian people were nice to me. I just can’t say how much it changed my life. Same with the African countries too but wow I got a lot of nice messages from people in India who say good morning to me a lot.

I just saw Daniella downstairs. She was nice to me.

I need to clean my apartment but it could be worse.

Well, have a nice day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Tuesday, April 7. Later I will try to go to the post office and see if my clothes are there. I will take the cart and walk very far.

I might also work on cleaning or laundry, or see what my grocery status is.

I feel good back here in my apartment.  I feel happy late at night. 

I am really glad I was able to file taxes electronically.

I think that my books are secretly selling though I should do a few more ads soon.  I can't spend much more on video boosts but I definitely got a lot out of this past budget. I mean frankly I am at 20 million for the whole video hobby so far. That makes a solid third phase of entertainment from me. I think my overall goal for the year will be 80 mil. That will be like a 40 60 80 total content creation career.  And a 200 million total.  That is really a blessing.

So what next is maybe exercise.  

I feel a lot better after my medicine adjustment. I think I am also mostly caught up on sleep. I think I got about 6 or 7 hours last night and 8-10 hours the night before.

I need to take a shower and then maybe at one o'clock I will go to the post office. It is so bad that I go during that lunch hour time but that is really when I am able to.

What else after that. I mean I do not know. I should cut my hair soon too. Will I do that today? Maybe.

Gice let's be honest. My reach was 10 10 10.  But I think that is good.

Gice each Eastside graduate gets a stadium to work with in heaven.  As a club of constituents.  That is how it works. I mean from when I was there. 

Gice I believe a lot of the suffering now is a societal sacrifice as christianity reaches more places in the world through many outlets. A lot of people who aren't expecting it might get a cultural martyr designation in their heaven evaluations. Sorry but I really believe that and I think for me I am actually part of the social media outreach being facilitated by other people having health problems and poverty. No one needs to get mad, I am not talking about certain economics of it but am mostly innocent about that too. I am just saying, can you see a big picture view of this millennium.

The other thing is how God provided for us. What he did with social media. I mean it is a mess now and political problems but in a way that meant more material that mattered. But we were stressed and many of us trapped and then we got this literal feed of socializing and entertainment.  It was just what we wanted.  And we are the 80s children and got smartphones. I mean it is just awesome. I just can't believe it. 

Anyway I feel humbled by the evangelical music that got churned out.  That simply wasn't me.  I think that the liberal social harvest is also amazing and a permanent resource and witness for the world. Such as Obama, etc.

Well, that is all. I am really glad to be back home and thankful for my trip to Greenville. I am sad to not have seen people I wanted to see but really am still coasting on the last meet ups.

 Hello everyone, I did my taxes. I recommend H and R block online filing, 34 dollars.  It was easy, thanks everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried.  It is Sunday, April 5. I just got back from my trip. I am in my apartment now.  The subway was not crowded this morning and I am glad I broke up the trip with a hotel.

The staff at the hotel weren't that nice to me. So I don't know if it will still be my go to place but I am at least glad I have one option for emergencies.

They closed up the hole in the gate so I had to walk an additional half mile to get home. I don't respect that but I am just thankful to be alive and have housing for now.

Today is Easter so I will maybe attend a service online. Maybe later I will go to Starbucks.

Well, that is all besides my next posts which I think are rather interesting.

Have a great day everyone.

 Hello everyone, I am in my hotel room. It is 8 pm. I think possibly I will conclude not to do this next time. And this time it did eat up the rest of my video budget.

But I am happy to be comfortable for a while and sleep and then take the train home tomorrow morning. Honestly it might be harder tomorrow because of the Easter parade but I think I know what route to take. 

It is hard to carry my bag when my pants are too baggy. But it will be okay tomorrow. It was okay today. 

There was a wifi scam where the person said I could have free wifi but then it is only if you join Marriott bonvoy points club. But the button says "Join" so you think you are joining wifi but it is the points program.  That is another toxic zap. I thought this hotel was a happy solution to not having a go to refuge as a backup plan but I might have to go back to kind of just having a more strict poverty status and not having a place in Manhattan as a backup.

I told my mom the truth about being here and she did freak out but then saw it my way fast enough. I mean that actually is just a sad part of my life. It is some suffering.  How hard it was to travel, how I tried to make it easier this time but it wasn't really easier.

I was a bonvoy member but they did not properly change my name either upon request and they did not help me know how to use the points for a hotel stay so I actually closed the credit card that made me eligible. 

So this endorsement might not be working out that well for them but I am staying here for now and hopefully will have a good night. 

I feel kind of lonely and need friends to talk to but on face book I am seeing repetitive posts from Mike Vick.  The dog killer.  Why is he on my feed? I mean believe in redemption, fine, but where are my god damn facebook friends.