Hey everyone, this was one of my favorite posts. The numbers were better than usual and people were really positive. It  a good surprise. I don’t know why the poems and jokes are not popular in USA and don’t get these same numbers but I am still happy about this. I think I didn’t answer well for one person and should have said something more reassuring but I couldn’t tell if she was trolling me. I think she wasn’t. I think she really felt like God didn’t love her. So I might need to revisit that. Sorry about that. 

Anyway I did not take that iron pill but am going to. There is some thing else I forgot too and it is weird because I always think I won’t forget and then I do forget. Ok I remember. It has to do with maybe mailing books soon. I am going to see if that person named Misha wants some books. Maybe I will do another mailout soon. Like ten people or so. 

Well, that is all. Have a good day everyone.

 

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 4:39. I had such a good time at my toastmasters meeting today. I hope I can give a speech someday. 

After that I ate a frozen meal that I like, which is the lean cuisine enchilada.  I added sour cream.  It was great.  Then I took a walk to dunkin donuts and ate a kiddie scoop ice cream cone. It was so yummy. It was a flavor that I have never had before. It was a type of birthday cake ice cream that had actual cake in it. I do not know how they kept the texture like that.

Now for an update on the hacking: I think my account got duplicated in some way, and they are collecting passwords that I would use in the future.  But I think that Facebook is going to fix it successfully.

I am able to run ads and have two new ads going currently.  This is the end of my budget for the recent extra help.  I got a lot out of it.  

Doing two factor authentication on several accounts got on my nerves, and I questioned it.  But in the end, I think it did work and allow me to get the people out of the account.  I think they got into the account because I used their link and was on my phone. So once I used my own link, I could see they were logged on and I kicked them out.  But they already hooked something up to the account, but it can be taken out by facebook.  Also, my meta verified subscription makes me eligible for extra customer service.  And actually, when I have needed it, they did help. So that is interesting.

I can't believe anyone would read this blog.  I have an interesting post every now and then, but usually it is just me yapping about what I do, which is normal survival and less and less, I don't know, high up in terms of being notable.  Like it is literally like, wow, I need to get rid of the bugs in my apartment.

So anyway, the other thing to say is that my poems and jokes get low numbers in USA and my ai art is not like that. So maybe I will share poems on that poem blog and post the link with more ai art.  Because for some reason, that poetry career just isn't endorsed by facebook except to India.  Unless there is a hidden audience.  The reason I think there could be is because I got spiritual asthma from posting that cashier ice cream post. And that was what happened with that Lamb of God post when it reached 2 million people. So why would I get that from posting the ice cream post to 6000 people?

Is it because an agent is considering me and this is it? Hmm, I do not know.  

I think I might see if Marla wants the box of books that got sent back. Mara Taviano.  She has some other friends in Columbia she could share with if she wants to.

Who else. Some hospital people. I think Dr. Banana and Halverson did not get any books, joke book or library book.  Both of those books are good and are meant as a good present.

Pals, the parties in my mind are really fun and kind of like regular socializing with actually some disability. Some memory and attention issues, and whatever the latuda does that makes me not feel feelings correctly.  But you know what, it is possible that the autoimmune condition is also behind it.  I think I might call it that instead of Lupus. I think that is harder to deny.

Well, that is all. I need to take an iron pill. I think I will take one right now.

Have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, I just remembered that toastmasters is today. It is at 1 pm. I can do it, it will be fine.

I don't think I will make more canva memes unless I just feel like logging on.

I think my memes have been cool. It is weird that it caught on and reached people when my poems and books didn't but my poems still could reach people in India.

I mean maybe it will be a hobby too in USA but just at a smaller level.

Like okay. 10k views, 3k likes. That is great.  I still got faked out in 2012 but on a normal scale, that is a great appreciation for poetry.  

I just feel like it impacts heaven too for my work to either reach people or not reach people. 

But we need to believe that anything can be made okay and resurrected.

So anyway this Toastmasters stuff is a challenge but I like it and will be hopefully sticking with it.  Hmm tomorrow am I going to Bruce's comedy show? I think I will.

Gice could you believe I got three steaks from that diner? 

Pals. There is something happy with comedy which is that I am usually just happy to be a real comedian and don't have to be the best. I am not as competitively ambitious in ways that don't matter. Like it is about the laughs.  That is interesting, isn't it. I think my striving in other subjects still is part of who I am and influences the kind of jokes I make.  But I am happy to be free in a certain way, to not be like hoping for awards or something. To instead be trying to laugh and make other people have the same laugh.

That is happy. As for the depression, a lot of us are like that. I might make a quote about how it could be from mourning about growing up. Like a lot of comedians have depression. Is it mourning from having to grow up.  But you don't just say stuff like that because of how some people don't have that luxury.

Anyway that is sad but a lot of people are suffering.  Sometimes I can really see it.  Certain loneliness or sickness, poverty and lack of opportunity, rejection and stuff like that.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I am making some coffee. It is 11 am. I am going to text Haley and tell her I walked about 15 miles this week. Ok I texted her. Now the coffee is done. I went and got the coffee and just drank some. It is really good even though the thing happens where the grounds get clogged and the coffee is too light. I mean I am not sure what the problem is.

But the coffee is good.  There are too many bugs in my room and I need to get some of those roach motels.  This coffee is really good. I am thankful.

Will I walk somewhere today, maybe.

My facebook account is still working so far but I might have to start a new one. I mean maybe on a different email address or something.

But so far I will keep this one.

Maybe I will make an RB Tostada account with a different address but I am not sure they let us use your phone twice. Do you see what I mean.  

Pals, my new post is doing okay but not as crazy as that duck post. I mean that duck post really got people. And that fish post a few weeks ago. That is really cool to me. I was not planning to post the frog post so soon.  The other weird thing is that it got 912 "other clicks." Well that is very rare for me. I don't usually do as well on clicks. But I guess they went to my profile to see what was going on. 

Pals I felt an upset stress last night but I am okay today. I think I still do have some anxiety.  So possibly I will take an atarax if I need to but it did mess with a coughing feeling last time so I do not know but it also did work.

Well anyway I signed up for the Mensa speech and then they suggested getting three dollars of insurance for it which is ridiculous and then the link doesn't work, so they are like told you so. I mean how ridiculous.  And it is just a speech like any other zoom meeting.  I mean come on, people.

So anyway. I think I need to socialize today some. A few phone calls, a walk, etc. I was going to sit on that bench last night for a while but it was called into question by other people's health.

Gice, the elevator thing.  Total bullcrap. but good conversation with my friend Carmen.

Well ups and downs, live and learn.

Have a good day, everyone.

Hello everyone. This is Refried. I am really tired. I think I will try to take an iron pill soon.  Being tired is from the rough time today after I got hacked. It really shook me up and it lasted for hours and still isn't totally over. But I think it is okay. I think the accounts are secure. I think the two factor thing helped and when I logged them out they could not get back in.

My phone feels half hacked anyway. I mean honestly some of the regular technology seems rigged now.

But anyway, my numbers were lower for that groundhog meme.  I thought it was so funny but maybe it wasn't but to me it was.  However maybe there was a loss culturally. The other two jokes did well.

And the art memes are doing well in USA.  So that is good.

I am okay with all my posts.

I hope the hacking thing is over. My account seems the same with the same access to everything.

I did not phone two friends.  I think I am too tired again to talk to Erline. I mean I could call her right now. Maybe I will send a text but I am too tired really. I am breathing okay. I got anxious but it is mostly normal.Well have a good day everyone.

 

Hello everyone, I am making some new memes on Canva.  Maybe I will do some videos.  Usually I do come up with something usable. I think these are good but I actually wonder if a blank computer is better for that first one, and then only do that one. But I think it should say something and the original plan was "God loves you," but it didn't show up right on that computer.

So I edited it and it is mostly good but I am not sure it has the magical component in the right way. I mean I should use it for something.  But should I use the original with no words. Well I do not know.