Pals I fixed that mistake. That is exactly what I was saying. I mean weird that there are mistakes and the meter thing is an issue.  But the meter still is a meter in a certain way.

I feel fine. I will probably eat some ice cream.

It is about 1 am. I will take my medicine sometime. It is easier when I don't have to eat the food with it. I predict that my sleep schedule will be corrected.

Pals I think the poems are the goal and not a big prayer haul but I think I can get the usual stuff or more.

Well, have a good day everyone. I think I am not going to talk to Erline tonight but I appreciate all the phone a friends etc. Pals, what do we want, blessings, when do we want it, now.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Tuesday at 11:30. I am having a good time writing poems. I mean I wasn't really doing anything else except being on my computer too much doing ai art.  And writing poems is a little bit more meaningful and something I worked at more as a profession.

So that is good. Anyway I just wrote a poem I thought of because of an email about art history. And it was an awesome email that I found very interesting. I mean you could see how the icon was in fact supernatural. So that is really great.

I mean what does it all mean, we do not know. But it is kind of interesting. I mean let's think about this.  The roaches in my apartment. How I need to walk to the post office to get the roach motels I ordered.  But my room is like a roach motel. Like if you hear the word "roach motel," you think of a motel with roaches. And that is what my room is.  But anyway if you think about it, and the cleaning that I need to do, and how I did wash two dishes today, but that was rather minimal, and then suddenly it is poem time again.

And then how I am writing this blog post and it is just like all my blogging always is. 

Pals I think I can get some good prayers prayed right now. I will do facebook friends, NYC, crisis places and people in the world, maybe the future, but mostly people who need stuff right now or want stuff.

I think something interesting is that the eggplant poem is currently posted. And that was the poem I wrote when I reflected on how funny it is that the poems were supernatural and that is what they were about.

Like if you do see it as supernatural and then consider the jokes etc.

Well, that is all for now. Have a great day.

Pals, the poem thing is happening where I think of a lot of poems for a few days. I think it is because of a facebook share but I don't know which one. It is either from posts I boosted today, or because I am about to boost one on my regular page. It could be a worldly monk post.  I would suspect it is the one with the cross but it could be either one. It is mostly a good feeling. I just sit and think and then I realize it is a poem idea and I write it and it is easy to write. 

The pace is okay but after a while I do get tired so I hope I can last the whole three days. Last time it was a week or two. I do not really know why. But it has to do with posting a cross and I think there is a rule about honoring God and then he backs you up and for me that is the zone for some reason. 

What I am wondering is whether I need to share the poems yet. I think it is not about this blog. It is about the poems.  So I could keep them to myself and possibly already should have.

But maybe people following along in their weekly reader can see how it works.

I mean honestly I wonder if this is from a spiritual gift of someone reading it. 

 Pals, bad news. Facebook is forcing me to click the "advantage creative" in order to give them permission to change my post.  Supposedly it would be a variation of the post, but a variation could change words or images to anything.  That is really bad and could be a sign of oppression and persecution on bad levels.  

This could be the end of my international posts.  Definitely I did all that I could. I am glad I went back to still images. I think I got more for my money during a time that I did not have as much.

Maybe this is an additional incentive to change to video. I can also see some other creative work from people and am aware that my art is at certain levels. But it is a good level for what it is, but inferior to some people's skill and ideas. However I am really happy with it. I think retroactively it will also hold up as cute. You can see how some of the main entertainment industries failed on cuteness sometimes.  But there are still examples of ultimate cuteness from a lot of artists out there.

I think I will write Elizabeth Warren an email about facebook forcing me to sign over creative control in order to run an ad.  I think it is such a mainstream channel that they could be prohibited from that kind of disrespect and dishonesty.

Anyway, I guess when facebook ruins this opportunity, then I will just eat more steak dinners and lobster.

It is sad, though, because it is a good hobby. Maybe things will go well in America.  But I really enjoyed sending the posts overseas.

But let's not despair, because other people will also leave if they change our posts too much.

Am I going to do opinion videos? Probably for my facebook friends. But I don't need to do that right now.

Maybe I can do a video for Bronx Civil Social that is like a tour or view of the hospitals and then say what has happened and how I feel about it.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I did a lot of memes on Canva today. There were a few good ones, but most were just okay. I mean I say that when the quality of several prompts was really good, but really how many zingers are there? Only a few. And nothing I feel that urgent about sharing. Except maybe that rabbit one. It is really cute.

So anyway I also shared a worldly monk post. I mean how many of these posts will I do before finally boosting some. Well I do not know. But I just remembered that issue yesterday. I couldn't remember exactly what they were saying and then I did and it is just ridiculous.

However, it is close to the canary in the coal mine idea and there is such a thing as suspecting a cause behind a mass mental health pandemic.  But saying it is personal sin is just a lie that people use to feel superior.  And I can't believe that anyone would still take it seriously. 

So I wrote a post about it, and I forgot to add the way people like to quote the "perfect love drives out all fear" verses to the mix whenever someone has anxiety. I mean still that verse is true I guess, but what is the motive behind quoting it? Blame.  

But the christian witness of depressed people has been great in our time.  And yet my books got shut down, didn't they? I think that is shameful for the people who did get rolled through. I really think that. 

But anyway that is enough of that. 

I ate a really good meal today which was a stouffers salisbury steak frozen meal. It just hit the spot. It is too rainy and humid today to go take a walk in time before the storm hits. I mean maybe I could have taken a walk but I stayed inside and I believe that is okay.

 

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just paid a payment on my US bank card. It is an account that was transferred from American Express. I think I will keep the account. They did something sketchy with the bank account info but it is okay for now. Also, what about the other cards. I think I can call and ask to have them removed, or like two people removed.  

I mean that is questionable but in a way they have the main account number as the real account and the other cards as just usable things that are not connected to people's credit. However I still think it is questionable but at this point, I am the one in question.  So I mean I do not really know what to do about that. Hopefully it will be okay.

Something good that happened is that I got a good groundhog picture on ai.  That always helps my mood when there are good renditions.  Last night I felt the mental effects of too much ai.  Like when you play Tetris for too long.

Wow that was actually disturbing to think I had to close the business account.  I think it is okay now.

I did spend my whole deposit paying off credit cards.  But I had enough but it turned out to be kind of exact but I am at peace for now.  I hope my sister is able to do the normal deposit on the 15th. I mean possibly we could wait and do the 20th and it could be mom again.

There are storms and rain today so I am not taking a walk. I kind of miss it, like that was the right activity to be doing.  Yesterday was an 8 mile day.  

I saw a lot of link clicks on some of my posts and thought they might have gone to the book site, but I think facebook was counting the post likes. But it was interesting to feel the feeling of the amazon link working, because that is how it should be.  I mean I honestly have to wonder if facebook is actually blocking my site.  I just have to wonder that.  Because what I have done all these years simply should have worked.  And it has to be someone else's decision for it not to work. People say that is delusional, but they say anything I do is delusional.  The other thing is that other people's books are also not selling. So it is an industry thing. Also, people are noticing the scams of publishing and agents, and who gets rolled through and who doesn't.  Only sometimes now, it is who gets rolled through to nothing.

Because the billionaires have automated the systems to benefit themselves. I think some of the politics is going to be harder to deny as well.  The people who thought they could be superior through a vote and now that is over and everyone wishes they still had a good social media blessing.  But that was an injustice they were happy to overlook.

Anyway back to this low iron thing. I am trying a new low iron medicine soon but can't pick it up until Sept 4. I also need to go to the medicaid office that day. I mean am I wrong about the timing. I think it is okay. But I should go to the post office in the next day or so in case medicaid mailed me anything.

Well, that is all.  What should I be doing. I think I should be taking a walk.  Yesterday I left my mug on the bench. Hopefully Luis got it so it is not wasted.  I am using one of the Ihop mugs I bought on eBay. It is a small mug so I might need two coffees. And I ate some Corn Pops. I think the low iron might help me lose weight by reducing my appetite.

I feel good right now so it could be that night time is going to be the issue with the medicine etc. But I think the issue last night was the low iron again.  Are you guys sick of me saying that? Well I am tired of having the problem and usually my health problems get better with care.  But not this time.  And some people don't care.  And it is suspicious to me. Very suspicious.  

Also I need to remind myself that I saw how I wasn't going to ever get the money from the books. 

I saw it a long time ago and it is part of the torture. I saw the torture. I was more accepting of the torture so I need to remember that the financial thing is part of the torture.  And it has to do with being a children's book writer.  And that is going to work out and is a thing that can make up for the other losses.  I don't know if that is how to phrase it on subjects like that.  Like if it is supposed to be something religious instead.  I just think the suffering is part of a children's book writer profile and it is like all of us doing a little something for the kiddos.  

So maybe I will clean my apartment or something.