welcome to my blog, it has taken a rude turn sometimes

Hi everyone, I hope you are having a nice day. I am okay. I am recovering from some mania and an outburst on facebook earlier this week.  It was actually some good material and seems to signal the end of some silent suffering.  Thanks, friends who reached out, and those who posted supportive comments.

Today I might start a school application and see if it is a good path for helping more people and using my writing skills in a good way.  I also received author copies of the imaginary mice books today, and the secret messages are telling me that it was legally significant.  So hopefully the other books that amazon divided up into a lot of packages on purpose will also get here soon and not burden the post office too much.

Later I will also eat some food and shop for a new pot since I burnt the other soup pot a few days ago. I fell asleep with soup cooking and woke up 7 hours later.  That is not good but hopefully it will not happen again. What do you guys think of all the phd jokes I have been emailing to myself?  I think they are pretty funny, like the one about turning in grocery store receipts as a dissertation.  

Thanks for visiting my blog, there is no need to worry about me even though I have complained a lot recently.

Cashing Out Soon

 Hi everyone, here is another post on my positive attitude blog.  The conspiracy gave me some rewards for not saying that all of adulthood was a living hell.  I guess the crimes were specific and not a general cursed life.  So okay that is fine.  Today I am planning to try to go buy some milk from the grocery store, and I will be participating in pumpkin painting at my apartment building. So that will be pretty fun, and then I guess I will read and call friends.  Life is almost over, honestly I can’t wait, it could even be finished as soon as December.

happy halloween everyone

 Hi everyone, time for a post on my positive attitude blog.  Yesterday I saw a vision of a skeleton grim reaper. It was after I prayed for someone and then listened to a speech from a leader from India and then I felt some love and saw these two skeleton hands criss crossed in front of me with black joints and I looked up and saw a hooded darkness and it was like a grim reaper.  It is because I am participating in a prayer conference.  But I do not feel traumatized, I feel like it is good that I saw something. But it is kind of scary because I had a low mood and anxiety sometimes recently and was it after me I don't know. Well have a great day everyone.

blog post for positive attitude blog

 Well hello everyone, it's me, Refried Bean.  I hope you all are having a nice day.  I have not written on this blog for a while, but am doing a post now to say that I had a good weekend. I visited my old neighborhood and got a coffee and saw an old coffee shop friend who was nice to me.  Then I took a walk in my current neighborhood and got some apple cider donuts from the grocery store.  I also took my medicine and got enough sleep.  I sometimes have religious visions and saw some stuff a few days ago.  I couldn't believe what I saw. I don't know if I will add it to my list on the other blog.  

This is my positive attitude blog so it does not have as much on it.  I don't know if that means I am bad in some way.  But I think if you found this blog you might enjoy visiting my other blogs which I have been writing on for about five to seven years now. 

A lot of times I suddenly write five or more posts in one day. I don't know if I will have a spell like that soon but I did think of some more topics for my theology blog, and I think I have a few mad blog topics in the back of my mind too.

Well have a nice day everyone.

hi everyone

 hi everyone, I just changed my website link to go to this link instead of my blog that took a little bit of a rude turn.  That blog is still available to read and I am still posting on it, but I started feeling personally hurt by politics so it became a little bit more negative than it was for a while.  I guess I am thankful for the years when it wasn't negative, and counting blessings is always a good habit.  I am about to drink some coffee and that makes me thankful too.  It is kind of funny because I started this positive blog and I think all the posts could end up saying I am about to drink some coffee. But that is something that cheers me up.

This is interesting when I try to only be positive, because so much of my writing material just disappears.  What does that say or mean? I don't know. It could mean I am a complainer, or it could mean people have done me wrong and to just tell the basic truth about each day means tattling on the whole world.

Well have a great day, everyone, I am going to drink some coffee and play candy crush now.

happy july 3

       Hi everyone, today is July 3.  I am writing on my new blog where I am thankful and happy.  Yesterday I played a lot of video games.  Today I am going to take some walks.  I am not going to the hospital probably unless people give me tachyardia on purpose. I might make rice krispy treats later.  And I have some chicken fingers that I will eat with chick fil a sauce. So that will be a nice fourth of July. I have not unfriended all the political people on my feed.

    Yesterday my mouse parents got a letter saying I had been accepted to technology camp.  At first they were confused but then they cried. Then I saw a groundhog outside.  I think that I have done better with my behavior this weekend than some other times and I will try to keep on doing the best I can.  

    Well have a nice day. I am about to talk to my regular mom and dad on the phone and then I will go take some walks.

plot for my new book called Soldier Hogs

 

So there’s going to be a sad groundhog who has been through a lot but he gets the dame and the hot shot fun guy doesn’t mind and becomes quite an ace. One groundhog says he wishes he had two brothers and two of the groundhogs make fun of him a little bit because he describes how he wishes his life was and it is irrational so they start a running joke themselves where they say I wish such and such and they get some chuckles. Then they think of a strategy for shooting the shadow monsters where one of them pretends his gun jams and the other one shoots the water color. But then one day the second ones gun jams unexpectedly so the other one who pretended shoots the shadow but it is too late so his buddy dies. the hot shot saves the life of the groundhog who wanted two brothers and the grief stricken friend is comforted by them so they are the brothers now. The leader starts the book with a back story of how he liked to paint as a child and wanted to be an artist and had a running dream of a movie scene where he would look up from his work and say “I’m an artist.” But then the shadows attack the canyon lands and they find that the paint defeats them. So he leads a group to fight the shadows and that is how the army starts. So it is his memoir. So he might finish it in a way like describing a beautiful paint scene with a sunset and it seems like he is going to say I’m an artist but he says, I was a soldier.

 

Ok so the grief stricken groundhog finds the brother groundhog injured in the medical tent and cries with him and then the hotshot groundhog is with them and stays there and then there are some dame nurses that cheer them up slightly. The ace groundhog is shellshocked and says to the nurse groundhog, please don’t leave me, and she says, I wont leave you. Another funny nurse tells jokes to cheer up the grieving groundhog who lost his buddy. And another nurse helps the injured groundhog walk again.

 

So the third plot idea can be that there is a rabbit who fights in the war and there’s not much of a plot he simply fights and at the end says he feels like he did pretty good and they say why did you fight he says he doesn’t know but the bad stuff was a mystery so why shouldn’t there be a good mystery and they give him the only medal.

 

gice i think instead of having the memoir be exactly like the memoirs of old, it would be funny if the groundhog said he was writing this memoir for a creative writing class and he was the only groundhog in the class

 

and i think if that is the case it would be columbia university

 

i think that is really funny to continue that pattern

 

but i dont know because the straightforward memoir idea could be good too

 

but i wonder if i am mixing a movie mood that is different from how the story could be with more of an animal personality.