Gice I got a fast approval on two boosts so be thankful for what I have. Gice I think I should try to market my books in India. Maybe I will call amazon and see what they say.

It is 2:23. I think it would have been nice to go to wellness chat today but maybe next time. I think they don't mind me being a frequent.  There are a lot of good frequents. I need to do a donation for the walk.

What should I eat for lunch today. Ravneet said food. I mean should I chop the bacon.  I don't have sour cream for the potatoes.  I mean maybe that is the idea is to make potatoes with cheese and sour cream and bacon.  So I need sour cream. Should I walk to Key Food. I mean I could do that at about 4 pm. But wouldn't that be a good thing to do tomorrow? So I think tomorrow I will do that.

Do you gice have any opinions about my videos? I think they are good.  Well, mostly good. I think there are facebook people who care about my posts. I mean that is what I have going for me.  Other people have other stuff going for them.

Gice maybe a little exercise in the evening. So what should I eat for dinner tonight. I am thinking a hot pocket. Ok that will be good. Gice I feel my phone a friend program is lagging but I just wasn't sure sometimes about whether to call people.

Gice people are saying maybe socialize with New York people more and be a comedian. Maybe do some open mics.  Ok that is what I will do. And then when it is the only thing I do then it means I am a comedian as a career.  And I can sell joke books. The joke book is my top seller right now.

 Hello everyone, I am making some more videos and got a lot of good ones from that felt blog prompt. Next is a mouse video and a checkerboard. But I will take my time. So far I got one good mouse video but it does not make sense but I might still use it.

Gice it is weird, I think I did not do well for a few days but making videos is making me feel back to normal. I mean definitely I do batches of facebook shares. I do not know if I got the stuff right this week but I think people are fine either way.  And what if one of my videos isn't that great. I think that is okay too.  Also the old numbers are starting to disappear from my stats page. So I will need to remember a total and add it to the one accumulating now.  I think I am almost to 160 if you include likes and shares. And then what, about 7 or 8 blocks of 5 and I will hit an ultimate goal. But all in good time, be patient, only post good videos.  I think the one now was really a maybe but I liked it enough so I did it and sometimes have doubts. But it is okay. That is what I had at the time after doing like 40 videos. And then I ended up with ten usables from that prompt.

Anyway that was a weird process with the review, wasn't it.  I mean it is one review. The question is, where are the readers.  Well it is okay. It is just weird to have not had a normal acceptance as a writer.  But definitely I had some kind of conspiracy so I will be thankful for that. But I just sometimes think people are wrong about thinking it is okay to make the normal results disappear.  And the charade, and what people tell themselves in order to go along with it.

Ok I forgot to go to wellness chats but I think maybe I will just take a break from it. I mean I do not know I just feel like I don't necessarily need to go to all the groups.  Am I wrong, I do not know. I was going to attend but now it is 1:08.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 12:30 pm. I passed inspection but it was not easy and I have not taken my medicine for today yet. But I will soon. It is just not that easy to pass inspection and I cracked the code to not take medicine but could get punished for it. But I have not missed it this week.

I am making some more videos with that same prompt. I mean I could just keep doing these videos.

Gice my bill for canva is a lot.  It is too much. I might have to cancel it. I will see what happens with my mom's support. I am definitely okay for this month.

I think also I did get my money's worth this month.  It is a patient process even at full blast. Also the canva cuteness is cute. Like it is not like it is never cute enough. And they get the whole blobs concept.

So that is good. I think I might need to do some more checkerboards and some mice.  I mean is that what I am doing today? Karla said it is cold outside. So maybe in a while I will go outside and drink coffee.

I think my apartment was clean enough but not great. But I might add a day and do some more permanent tidying on Mondays or Tuesdays.  Gice it is not that easy being disabled. I have fatigue and it is hard to do anything at all sometimes.

But anyway I feel happy because I emailed Connie those blurbs. I think it will be fun to talk about. I think she will find it interesting, too.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Friday, May 1 at 8:30 am. I picked up some stuff in my apartment. I have a bag of trash ready to take out. I put my sleeping bag onto my bed from off the floor. That was the main messy thing.  Picking up trash was a lot to get done.  The bathroom is okay. The clothes are mostly folded. I think I picked up like twenty random things. Trash, some clothes, and a few dishes.

So I am getting there. I could not rest until ten am if I want to. I am a little bit distrubed by my fatigue but starting to feel better as I drink coffee and do numbers on my computer.  For some reason I think I can get into the 200 mil range with just a couple of months and only a little bit of extra help from my mom. I hope she says okay. 

Gice what do you think about this recent batch of videos. I think they are okay but the main one I did by itself is only a little bit good. Like the blobs only take up half the screen, but they are still cute and I think people will like it.  I think facebook agrees that I am only at 90 percent range in quality with these but that the prompt did yield some cute stuff. But if you think about it I really needed to use the software as much as I could. I did get my money's worth from it this month.

My friend Matt said he made some videos with his daughter and I hope other facebook friends are doing the same. Because it is pretty neat.

Gice I am not happy about the war but hopefully it will be over soon. I mean they make it seem like it will be but then Russia is in the background and that is not good.

Gice I will check on the finances soon. I think I am okay. I think I need to order some more joke books.