Hello everyone, it is Monday, Oct 13 at 8:42 pm. I just finished a creative writing group. It was fun. It was the second in a series. There are nice people who are generous with their attendance. I wrote something that made me question my own beliefs a little bit.
Then I took a shower and put on clean clothes. So now all that is left to do is take my medicine at 11 pm. The hospital is going to know I waited until one am a few times and am just now trying the metaformin. But it is okay. My attendance has been good at the program. I got upset today because of the cab thing but it is okay. I told the cab company that I was sorry it happened and I have a cab scheduled for tomorrow.
I am worried that Dilarom is mad at me because I reported them to the hospital. I hope Dr. Fatima lets me stay on as her patient. I did put it at risk and now I wonder if the PHP program did that on purpose. But like I said, it is a bit much to risk a cab driver's life over, and my legal well being. Or really, the hospitals, because maybe I would win that case.
So anyway I have now been in New York for almost twelve years. That is a nice chunk of life and I am thankful.
Gice Z led the group tonight and Z is one of my favorite people. I really have such a good time talking to him and think he is a genius. The other people in the group are also nice and good writers. So we will be a good group and probably will have about five or six other people. And we have a new nice person named Eli. I think it is great that Leah invited someone. Leah should be a group leader too and I hope I did not doubt her too much on screen today. It is one of the zaps that happens to people and it is how other people share in my suffering. But I do not like it when people feel hurt by a facial expression because I can't control it and I can't take more medicine.
So anyway my apartment has gotten away from me but I washed a few dishes today. I need to wash one last dish and clean up the floor a little bit. I did pick up clothes from the bathroom floor. I thought I would do more today but the storm really threw me off.
The fact is that I have limitations and a full time hospital program is not that easy.
But some people have already acknowledged that. But a lot of stuff people do is not easy.
I hope Ravneet had a good weekend. I realize that Ravneet might have had a hard time getting so many messages from me when she already does a lot of work that is social. Sorry about that Ravneet.
But anyway I got some messages from her tonight. I can't remember all of them but it was in my spell check on my email or phone or something.
So okay. How did I do this weekend. I need to take an inventory. I attended every main meeting but forgot the mensa bible study. But I did attend the discussion group but did not do that great and made a mistake to say I was keeping quiet. So okay what else.
The groups: Society at Red Lobster, Spirituality Group, Mensa discussion, church, Little Critique Group, and Creative Writing. Missing was the bible study but I phone a friended Philip and Jay. Then okay, one walk to 7-11, and one walk downtown, but I missed the peer dance a thon. What about Saturday, did I walk anywhere? I do not think I did. What about writing? No new writing. But a lot of ai art. This has been an ai art year and a good facebook career that compares with the jokes page. I do think it is rewarding and matters to me and others. What else, any chores? Medicine? I did take medicine but it was late each night and no metaformin. Also I made butterscotch pancakes and made restaurant food last two days. So the expense could have been worse but was bad but a treat from Kathy Hochul who is the person of the day yesterday and Chanya is person of the day today.
What else. I think five groups plus church online attendance is a productive and meaningful weekend. But unfortunately I was very sedentary. But I could have been a graphic designer my whole life. So I should be thankful. And I am thankful. I could have called mom today but I will text her later this week to check progress on flood recovery.
Ok other thing is that I have a sandwich from 7-11 and need to put mayonaise on it. And I have milk for coffee. Should I cook the chicken tonight. Maybe.
Does anyone have any thoughts? I will check to see if I see Ravneet's messages from earlier.