Ok what is the other thing, it is the video share.  My numbers are slightly lower on this video but really it is about the same as some of the other ones.  The thumbnail is not as good but it is okay. I did what I did. It is a short video.  I like how the books are and I am okay with my appearance which could be worse.  So this is another thing that I don't need to people please about. I tried to sell the books. I felt like posting another video. I have only done two or three all year. I think the idea is that I keep trying to sell stuff and it might be selling even though I don't know it.  I mean I think it isn't but it could be.  And the videos continue my established pen name and writers status.

I just don't understand why there is no one who is like hey I will give it a chance.

But anyway I think I am mostly staying out of the immigration fray but I will pray for everyone out there. I think I am supposed to do my mental health stuff and get the abuse I get from the places and be friends with people. I could make more effort I think for deeper friendships and maybe some more shared food or something. Maybe I will recover the food habits some.  Some bean dips, casseroles, soups, etc.

Now I am listening to Battle Hymn of the Republic.  I have some thoughts about our country's problems. I think the south doesn't know what else to do besides Christian Nationalism and it might just be what has to happen now. I will share other thoughts about it at some time. 

Do you guys like my video. Honestly I could use some support and I think some people already have helped me some because I do feel the endurance challenge with the weaker memes and not as good video. But a lot of the facebookers have been nice to me.

Well have a good day everyone.