Ok everyone, here is another post. I have had a lot of mental health care and can feel some layers of stability sometimes but it is weird because the losses and missing things are conspicuous sometimes. Like ok I am not screaming like an animal but I am not very employed either. So anyway I am sitting in the food place in a hospital and it is nice. I had a good latte. I have a meeting today at 3:30 and one Sunday at 3 pm. I hope it goes okay.

I am wearing my yellow hat again after temporarily losing it yesterday. I found four other hat options and could survive it if it went missing but felt pretty sure that I still need the hat. And it is not that big of a deal. An autistic person has a hat they need.

So anyway I feel hopeful about the Israel stuff and hope the remaining hostages are returned but I don’t really know what is happening. The news is not necessarily reliable. 

Today I hope to have a good day in the program. I could get in trouble for not taking the new supplemental medicine but I wanted to wait until next week when the break is over so they can monitor the medicine.

I am glad they can see the skin problem from latuda plus risperdal. Maybe this will help them say 20 mg instead of 40. 

Yesterday I told a therapist some of my problems that are very confidential. And yet in a way it isn’t that confidential that I have mad thoughts toward some people sometimes.

Anyway I think I feel okay right now and will try to pray for people, especially the health stuff for people I know and then their people etc.

This morning I bought a croissant and the package was opened like the plastic packages and I just decided to eat it anyway.

Well have a good day everyone.