Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Monday, Oct 13. I just went and got some milk from 7-11. And a sandwich and a pizza and a scratch off ticket. I haven't done the scratch off ticket yet. I could win 500,000 but I wish I had gotten the one for a million but it is okay.

I have some things to say because I got triggered as a prophet. Possibly that is how it is supposed to work. I am aware that I am about to be part of the third organization in a trio that does not have the same moral framework as me.  The three organizations are Barnes and Noble, NYU, and Bellevue.  The location I am in is a disguised Bellevue and in the same company. I am not allowed in the assembly of the righteous because I am gay.  That would have been Young Life, Grace Church, and maybe a third thing. Possibly that third thing is the writing career that would have been supported by millions of other christians.

But I am inelligible and wow figured it out so fast and was so right and the rest of my life, people would pretend it was me and not them.  So I found my way to where I could be allowed to stay alive, like literally my only option every time, and it is always the same people: the leftists. There is a miracle there that should be celebrated, like how amazing it is that God provided that for me so specifically and consistently for literally my whole life.

But this cab incident today is a reminder of the cost of it to me personally and what will take its toll on society as well when this way of doing things is too accepted.  There are power plays and compromises, oppressions and hypocrisies, and I am right to feel the chronic grief and sometimes devastation as I get through each muddy system. Toxic sewage might be the more accurate analogy.  Radioactive toxic sewage of all the bad philosophy in the world, with me as their slave pawn victim. It will be my whole life. It is an assignment of God, possibly for journalism like this, and his problem with it might not be as much with these social networks as it is a judgement on all the self righteous hypocrits who left me no other option. The failed church, who mostly looked for the best in people, but made an exception for people like me, and found fault with anything and everything I did in order to justify their prejudice and lazy theology.

There is going to be another post after this.  Some stuff just adds up to an all too deliberate strategy against me, with some people aligning too often with very evil intentions from the devil's dark forces.