Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 11:24. I am going to make a cheese ball in a little while. I think I will not be able to take my medicine until 1 am. this means I do not get psychological rewards at the hospital tomorrow.

I just got my groceries from door dash. I ordered them around 6:30 but decided to have them delivered later because I had a meeting from 7-8.

So I chose the 9-10 option. Well the driver didn’t leave from across the borough until 9 to go to stop and shop. And he had other orders and the order got to me at about 11 pm. I felt like I had already given them the two extra hours. So I was not expecting it but the driver was young and from another place and it seems somewhat miraculous for me to know him and for him to be able to drive and do this job. So I am looking on the bright side about it and got some good groceries even though this is my second failed egg nog attempt.

Earlier today the subway was not working in my area and I don’t feel the same about that. I think that is not right and the rudeness of the worker was not right. But I will try to go to that store to use my OTC card later this week. It is just hard and there is too often a barrier that makes me not be able to get groceries easily enough. And it has made me not have the right food this year. And there have been wasted dollars that I could have spent but was not able to.

But I think I can buy the other items at the key food from the subway soon and be stocked normally for a while.

So the issues are the closed stop and shop, the failed access a ride, the inefficient otc process at westchester, the subway skipping whole areas, the otc not being eligible for Instacart, and the slow service at DoorDash. I mean honestly that is a lot, and there have been mean bus drivers and cashiers mixed in, too. Grocery shopping used to be my favorite hobby and now I have some major outlook problems regarding my neighborhood and life.

So anyway tomorrow I will go to the hospital and tell them that honestly things didn’t go that well today.