So okay, it's me again, Refried Bean. At about 5 pm I need to go to the grocery store. I might get stuff for a bean dip, a corn casserole, and pretzel salad.  Or should I wait until Thanksgiving to do that? I mean I do not know.  Possibly this doesn't need to be a major trip, like just pick up some chicken and bacon, and a few other things.  But some ideas are forming in my mind.  Rice Krispie treats, bean dip, potato soup, corn casserole, strawberry pretzel salad, dorito casserole, chicken pie, spaghetti casserole, I mean maybe get back in the game with food sharing. But really that is too late. I just hope I go visit Ravneet sometime soon.  Yoo hoo, Ravneet. Ravneet likes my cooking.

Today I did laundry and it went well. It was not easy because all the washing machines had clothes in them and I thought of an insulting sign to post in the laundry room.  But I think those feelings passed very nonviolently and I might not even say the idea to the mental hospital people this week.

I wish the mental hospital people would post more notes from my case but they know I publish them sometimes, well, every time.

So anyway, earlier I was thinking about how the people who helped provide all the cool stuff for 80s children are old now. They are in their 70s and 80s, and we should pray for them and be thankful and help them in some way.  It is a lot of stressed out people in my generation now caring for their parents and it is not easy for some people.

Anyway I prayed a little bit earlier today for some people and some yesterday under the umbrella of spiritual ocd about the facebook posts, but really I am just having small bursts of prayer and not enough sometimes. I do not know why but there is still some good stuff that people will get. Other people need to try the bulk ordering format and I am sad that my books didn't reach people to help them.  But I guess there are all those "thoughts and prayers" out there, and people can pray for facebookers, so maybe there is some good stuff already.

Ok what else to say. I mean doing laundry took a lot out of me so I can't go to the grocery store yet.  And I think there is still a laziness component from the medicine. So I do not know what to do about that but I think I might end up walking more during these next months.

I might read through some books for a while, maybe flip through and ponder. Earlier I prayed for other people to be successful at writing like how I used to pray at the bookstore.  And I think it worked a long time ago and now more people will want to write books so lets hope everyone can be successful. I mean why not.  These politics will pass over.

I gave the staff downstairs some copies of horizon cow. That is good, it took me a long time to do that, but today was the perfect day for it. I mean maybe no one has an attention span for it and maybe they will laugh at my old author photo that looks better than me now but what can I say, that was me back in the day.  Like it is not a fake picture in any way and I used to be skinny and made lifestyle choices that frankly some people think I wouldn't ever do, like getting exercise.  That is one of the reasons that God is going to chop up Tamara in front of everyone on judgement day.

So anyway I guess that is all for now, have a good day everyone.