I should talk to my therapist named Drena but it is a day off and I am just not going to interupt that. The problem is not that bad, the flooding is okay, but it was during the worst of the rain that the cab came anyway but I think possibly they were as equally stupid as the hospital. I do not think it was stupid of me to assume the cab would not be here. Because we don't have program.  And if they want to change my status with the cab service to make it from them when it needs to be and from me when they need someone to blame then that is their problem.  I mean why should I feel hate on my day off.  Possibly there will be a lecture series on this in the courts of heaven that are mentioned in the sermon on the mount.  

I had not noticed that until recent years that there is a mention of an actual court system. So probably all these individual power plays will be dealt with and the philosophy of it will be described and condemned.

There simply should be no phone call record on my phone from today.  They could have called me friday to confirm no service but they wanted to say I did not call them.  But of course I didn't because we simply don't have program, and that was the hard thing to remember. Something interesting is that this could have gone to court and I think it would be the hospital who is responsible.  So why didn't they cancel the cab ride. I think I should send a message to HHC.