Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 7 pm on Oct 25. This was a good October. My neck just snapped in its correct way and I think after the PHP program is over then a few days of rest will make it reset. It could have been like this for twelve years and wasn't. I could have been paralyzed when it first happened and I wasn't. So I have the gratitude that the church people at fairforest used to have when they said they might not have woken up that morning.  I was never in that same frame of mind but I had other thankfulness and I feel that same thing about my neck.  But really there is a lot that could have happened and didn't. So I feel like I'm in a ditch about some stuff but really a lot has gone well or okay or obvious salvation.

So anyway, my posts are doing well. I think it might only be 800k and not a cool mil, but probably it will get up to the 900s after a while. It depends on if people comment and maybe they won't. That is okay. I am just glad that the eternal life post is doing well because that was different than normal. Maybe not a risk, as much to say, but different than normal. And I did not feel any neurosis sharing it.  Although honestly this is a weaker three than normal in my mind.  But I felt good about it so it is okay.

Julie that was a cool halloween post. I possibly forgot Julie in a list of Barnes and Noble names and she was a key player out of everyone for sure. So maybe I will fix that someday or add something to this next book.  Also did I leave off the Stalls from the church list that time? Well I am sorry, it is not that easy to just try to recall all the names of everyone you have ever known. 

Gice hopefully we will all get a lot of rewards in heaven.  Gice in heaven would you rather be friends with a bible character or have a pinball machine?  I would like both.

Do you gice like my books. I am still not able to read normally but can read some and that might need to be enough for now. Just being able to read half a book.

Tomorrow I am going to try to go to church. I feel good about it, like last time I just couldn't, and this time I feel up for it. And I will still be hitting the twice a month goal.

Gice Dr. Heravian was nice, I like her and all those people. Do they think I do not like them because now I go to North Central? I can tell I am supposed to participate at North Central and it is the third thing after Barnes and Noble and NYU.  Am I right about that? I think I am.

ok have a good day, someone is at my door.