Hello everyone. It is Thursday, July 2. I just went to a meeting and it was nice. Soon I have to take my medicine. It will be okay. I had a rough afternoon but am okay. I mean wow I am thankful for what I have but I sometimes feel the missing stuff and it hurts me a lot.  But now what is missing is the book sales, isn't it? Like isn't that all and I will feel like all is well? I mean not really because where is my girlfriend and why can't I take a trip to the beach. I mean not everyone can go on a vacation.  

But anyway I am just so thankful for air conditioning and I have a pepsi in the refrigerator and some ice cream.  Today is the midpoint of the heat wave. It kind of gives me hope for future populations because air conditioning exists and people can stay inside like they do for snow days.

So anyway I enjoyed that meeting. Someone named Joy was nice to me.

Becky is nice to me too. I love Becky.  She is a nice person.  

Tik Tok is helping me. I think everyone is participating in the conspiracy. I think it is a little something for the youngsters.

Wow that dalmation video was just incredible and amazing, how sweet. Hard to believe.  Just great and think of all the nice innocent people who have an innocent social life on social media.  I mean there is a lot of nonpornographic stuff and God knows that some people needed all of it.  Except abuse of course, that is terrible, and the accident videos where people fall.  And yet what would the middle schoolers want to watch? Maybe some grownups falling off cliffs.

Wow I made myself laugh.

So okay. I am okay now.  I miss my comedy class but now I am going to have a double comedy class, individual coaching and trauma class. I possibly need to recruit some people. Wow I think I will.

But wait a minute it is female and gnc only.  Well that is okay I think I can find some people.

Some long distance people.