Readers who take seriously my "this is abuse" statement: there is something that is abuse but I am provided for and I am back to feeling okay and hopeful. There is a path forward and I am safe in terms of daily living etc.  There are just crimes that people got away with and missing career elements that compare to people simply not ever receiving a paycheck.  It is something like that but what do I do. 

But like I said, I will try some ads for the younger people soon and see how that goes. And I have new professional organizations, events scheduled, food in the fridge. I am okay. I mean a lot of people aren't okay right now but we don't need to just make that the new norm.

PC USA determined that the Israel's attack on Palestine was a genocide.  I mean I think USA is also defending Israel from a genocide from Iran. I just do believe that when that is in the news.  I also think Obama might have been right when he said that Palestine needed to be a separate state.  But they wanted quite a chunk of territory and on maps you can kind of see it as a an aggression against basic existence for Jews in a region where Muslims do have a lot of location options. But 30k children.  So some people did not do right.

Anyway thanks everyone. 

Ok soon I will take my medicine. Gice.  There is something to be sad about which is that I have inspection tomorrow. But I did laundry earlier this week so that is good.  Only a few dishes, then clean the table. I might not do well because of missing medicine one and a half times.

Gice. I have not prayed that well but I will try to later.

Ok thanks everyone. I am praying for God to break up the curses that people pray. I am prayign for those prayers to be counteracted and translated.  I myself have prayed like that before but in the end we want blessings for ourselves and do we really want to see bad news every day? I don't.  So anyway I mention that because a lot of people will have their prayers in the jackpots.  Like replicated 45 million times. So I mean there are going to be some thoughtful people who get discovered.