Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Thursday, July 2. I tried to advertise on TikTok but it would not take my card. I am waiting for a reply. It is only accepting me as a personal profile and not a business.

It kind of frustrates me. But it might be time to make a grilled cheese sandwich.

My main reaction as I am not able to advertise is to say my lack of book sales is abuse.

Someone is abusing me. I do not know who was supposed to do what. But this is abuse.

But thanks for the blog views, and I still have a lot of my friends. Probably about ten percent.

So I am thankful and especially glad to not be out in the heat right now.

But I feel in this way that I can't run a normal business that someone is abusing me.

And who is it, I do not know. I think there is a game where people see other people not doing stuff and they say, it should be the church, it should be a hospital who hires me, it should be these people those people, what about the facebook friends. Meanwhile more of the disability haters become vocal, and I am seen as a bum.  And the bums see me as more of a bum than them.  Because I don't have a flourishing drug dealing career.  

Anyway, I guess I will make the grilled cheese sandwich and get ready for my comedy class. My mood is low now and frustrated instead of motivated and hopeful.  I believe it is a refusal to serve case.