Hello everyone, today is Tuesday, April 28. I wrote an essay a few hours ago and it went well. But a little while ago I started remembering some of the problems again and feeling sad.  Like the anger problems but I have problems too obviously.

But anyway then I checked my facebook ad and it is not reaching a normal amount of people. It is only reaching ten people per dollar.  But one out of two clicks like.  But no one is clicking on the link.

So that is really confusing to me. It just feels like an official, overt sabotage. Like someone chose for the ad to not reach people. And I feel that all my book ads have been like that.  Why is that?

And then I started thinking about books that have done well in various ways and I doubt mine a little bit in that same way.  Like there is something different and cool but I am not sure it is the same amount of the quality of the other books in question.

But anyway I don't understand the ad numbers.  Also I can't delete the angry emojis from three random profiles that seem fake. I mean that is very few.  But why is it ten views per dollar.  I think I might stop the ad. Like those numbers are not worth it. Are the facebook people punishing me for posting that Onion post? I mean that truly is censorship.  It is just such a weird time period where we were blessed and then everything got messed up and really bad people were excused from abuses that affected millions and billions of people.  Like for them it is okay, but God forbid that you such and such such and such, I can't think of an example of something.