Hello everyone, it is 4 am. Time to take my medicine. I will try to go downtown later and pick up the pantropazole. I just inquired about the ad and got some messages that were very nice. I will try to apologize when I can about being so mean and rude. But it is because I miss my facebook friends.  And whenever things happen to me, I think of others who have it worse. Sometimes that is not such a good habit.  But mostly it is a good way to care about others.

So anyway, it was so sweet when I got those messages. It was hard to believe. I feel so bad for being mean but I was always a little bit mean when I complained.

They are saying India is in my jurisdiction.  And other places like USA are not. Like I was not assigned to that and we need to think about other people. They said China is also not my jurisdiction. It was so funny when they said that. They said my ad was not reaching people because I targeted China. 

And then that reminds me of secret messages from some other funny people and I am wondering why those people have to be so disguised.  I think it is because of the books.  Because of the ad that is actively sharing.  They told me it is not a game.  But I think it already got approved.

I think I am in a safe zone right now in terms of spiritual monsters etc but people are saying to be careful. I just think the main thing is to take my medicine. I might take it at 5. I think the mental health people will be okay with that.  The other stuff was because of the medicine.  But I feel like the dream I had yesterday was a reminder from God to be thankful I have people who will keep me from turning into a bad person.  Because in the dream I made a bad choice and it is only by the grace of God that my real life isn't like that.

So okay. Every day is a gift and I am thankful that my case of Covid seems over. People think I am not thankful for life but I am. It is just different when you are depressed.

Gice. it was funny when Maneet did that video of the pillsbury biscuits because Ravneet told me she would make some crescent rolls for me sometime.

Well, that is all for now. Thanks everyone. Things have calmed down at housing but they were in fact torturing me again but I am taking my medicine and hopefully it will be fine.