I think what I feel is the grief from earlier this year when the college thing wasn’t decided and then the mom problems and her negative feelings towards me but really things are ok. Mom will have hip surgery in July and she doesn’t want me to come visit then. So that means I might not be back until December.

I am okay not visiting a lot of people. I think everyone knows that and I appreciate the break.

Hopefully I will wake up in a good mood tomorrow. I am trying to get one more good video and I have a lot of almost good. Right now I am trying to get one with mice and glowing stones.