Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 11:38 on Friday night. I am doing okay. I have felt some brewing anger off and on about various things, but have been taking my medicine and am mostly okay. At the mall today a guy started driving towards me in my lane from the wrong side of the road. And frankly I have had about a hundred thousand incidents just like that for the past ten years. It wears on you after a while and affects your sense of meaning.

But anyway I feel close to heaven like I can feel the hope. And I am enjoying making videos and got good news that I can still use the software but just have to wait four minutes in between each video. I mean that is awesome because I thought I could not do any more until April.

But anyway today I worked on my resume. I mean I kind of don’t know why because I don’t think I can work again but I might use it to try to get grants to give away books.

That was weird yesterday to feel like some people were bullying me online. I actually don’t know how they feel but it seems like they hate me and I don’t really know why.

Anyway I just wrote this post to pass the four minutes.