Gice it is 1 am. Soon I will take my medicine at about 2 am or 3 am. I still feel the low mood but it will be okay. It is a deep dark spiritual feeling. But with power too and the visit with Elise went well. I also feel better about both of them being entrusted eventually with Refried Bean book responsibilities, like twenty years from now if they want to and if there are still copyrights to manage.

So that is good.

I might go to the kitchen to get food to take with my medicine. And maybe a coffee to help cheer up. I mean maybe watch that Kevin Lee Jacobs video. Or some YouTube stuff. I mean maybe now I should see things as a new day. I mean the hobby cheers me up and maybe if one of these mice videos finally turns out then I will feel better about that too.