a good letter of reference:

 

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Hi everyone, I hope you are all doing okay.  Today is the Friday after Thanksgiving. I hope people are having a nice time, doing some shopping, having good conversations with their family, and eating good food.  I am in SC visiting my family, and it is a good visit so I am thankful. We have definitely had our share of problems and griefs but have a lot to be thankful for.  These days I have started being more thankful for all the time clocked behind me, like years of survival and friends and food and candy.  I am not out there shopping much today but almost went to the mall because a belk's department store credit card is the last of my credit budget that I still have a good portion left on. Other than that, it is time to catch up on credit card bills, and there is not a huge income in sight that will solve that problem fast.  But there is potential income from books, and I might start doing zoom groups to tell people how to get a good facebook page up and running.

 

Anyway, maybe people are interested in that info, maybe not.  Today I went through some old papers at my house, and found about 80 rhymes that I did not include in my rhymes book.  Some of them have potential to not waste, so I am going to add them to one more picture book that I will probably post in December.  That is kind of cool but I did cringe to read some of the old poetry.  Some of it is in fact quite cheesy, influenced by my religious-themed anxiety disorder, and full of some awkward rhymes that anyone can see as being in amateur beginner range for writing.  But I think that over time, I ended up with a great haul of over a thousand joke poems that are good enough for any audience. So I am thankful but also glad to have some perspective on what is important.  My poems just aren't that important but shouldn't be wasted either.

 

I thought about trying again for a business loan but I just think the credit cards are that.  It worked five to ten times better than I even hoped for facebook, but I still have no book sales. I just don't know why. I am perceiving some secret messages that make me think maybe things can change next year, but I still am on the edge of emergency with finances and am starting to question the conspiracy as being abusive after years of generous attention from every one I know and don't know.

 

Well, that is today's blog post, truly a journal entry, and now maybe I will go take a walk or buy my third coffee of the day for a cheap outing. Ok Duke's sandwiches., great idea. I think that is what I might do. Have a great day everyone, go Packers!

Grades Posted

 

Ok everyone, just a heads up that most of my students will receive an A minus at the end of the semester.  The question is just what the A minus will be for.  Unfortunately, for some people, it is not in something good. Some students might have actually hit A or A plus range, but what I am suggesting doing is saving those points for another time that they need that extra boost to get another A minus.  So for now it is an A minus.  It’s kind of simple, but there are actually a lot of calculations done by the imaginary animals who have graphed everyone’s progress quite accurately and faithfully around the clock. This means you might be getting credit for things in dreams, and some animals have access to records of people and places that have affected your progress.  So I may create a shadow report for future auditing purposes that overlap with my future department store job in heaven. It is Efird’s department store, which used to be in North Carolina and now will probably be one of the base locations that I use to establish my gift basket delivery service in heaven. And yes, it will be quite something, and there will be some marbles and stones that could be controversially empowered by off-limits Catholicism. So I personally would not miss out. What can you do now to get on the list.  I don’t mean that as a power play. I am just saying that we are literally days away from actual wooden boxes with trinkets. And are you going to be a “no” on that? Do you have some alternate farm where other imaginary animals are prepping school supplies and office gadgets for you to receive from some other mail out service?  I doubt it, no matter how much you think A.I. and the money sharks are not coming to ruin your life too.

New memes

 

New Book

 

persecution update

 Well everyone, how are you doing.  Today is Saturday. I might try to do a food video today if I am able to.  And a possible commentary on credit card practices, which I have found to be very bad.  Basically the thing I find unbelievable is that the credit card companies are able to monitor your other finances and take back their agreement based on your other banking.  I almost can’t believe it.  This reminds me of when I got a plane ticket and hotel room fifteen years after not doing anything like that, and saw how leveraged the system was towards cheating everyone.  The credit card business  is similar but on levels I almost can’t believe. Bank of America ended my two thousand dollar credit line suddenly this past week, and I couldn’t believe it. I did not know why, because I had not missed a payment.  Yesterday I figured out that it was because I accidentally missed a payment on my Walgreens card, and Bank of America found out before I did.  I literally can’t believe that the credit card agreement isn’t just between you and the company and you either pay your bills our you don’t.  Instead, they call you and say we know you took two hundred dollars out of such and such account and we have reduced your credit line.  So they don’t have to uphold their end of the agreement even if you are paying them correctly.  I have to say that I may not be able to survive that.  Like literally, I probably won’t be able to stay alive once I can’t afford it. For me, I had this other contribution I was doing, this writing work that I invested my life and safety and education into, so I did prioritize that and take financial risks.  But if people make that not worth my while and not sustainable for people who have helped me, then I have to consider “folding,” “giving up,” “calling it,” and accepting the loss in a country that is mostly ruined and unsafe now anyway. 

I am still being abused at my supported housing apartment. I pay rent there that is supposed to include costs of staff who helps people take medicine, but they have harmed me permanently and show no signs of stopping.  Things got better when I avoided their abuse and started taking my medicine in my room instead, but that means staying up later and having my late night trauma symptoms again.

 

So this is life, attacked by racists in the Bronx, trying to not waste a delayed writing offering before I die, and now being shocked to find that normal honest responsibility is no match for predatory American money sales.

 

That is all for today. I guess I just live and learn and it is all training for when I am on the Judgement Day rewards committee in heaven.

blog post

 Well I guess it is time for a blog post.  It is Friday night and I am safe in my apartment and just ate some orange jello and rice pudding.  So that is nice to be safe and comfortable.  But I do feel lonely and wish I could see my girlfriend named Ravneet.  My imaginary mice parents visited her sugar glider parents at the bagel shop today.  They are recovering from some trauma and had to lick a phosphate pill. 

Yesterday there were guards armed with machine guns investigating my building.  I think it is because of the residents who have been setting fires.  I had to go back in the building while they were there because I thought I might have left the oven on.  So that is kind of funny.

 

I shared some new posts on facebook this week and it went well.  I have about nine more to share.  I might post them here to be patient, or I might just be impatient and post them soon.

 

I have opinions about the war but I don’t think it is my job to share military strategies.  Is it?  Is everyone counting on me for that?.  Last night I saw a vision of a war lord of the underworld sitting at a desk and reading an old book.  He looked up from the book and stared into my eyes and then I did not see him anymore.  A week or two before that I saw a different vision of hell, like where mining slaves will work in the heat.  It looked just like a far side cartoon and I didn’t realize at first that it was a vision.  I do not know what it means but I think that stuff like that is my job now and not necessarily listing all the next steps that I think United States should use against the bad people. I already did that in my book called pizza novel.

 

Is Biden just going to send money to Israel and Palestine?  Like in the democrat tradition? I will not assume that and hope that everything goes okay.  I guess that defense stations have been super vigilant for about a year now anyway.

 

Yesterday I read Isaiah 45 and it was a nice time.

 

Well everyone, I hope you are all okay and have some friends you can call if you are lonely. If you don’t there are a lot of churches that might surprise you in how worthwhile it is.

 

I do invites like that a lot because some people just frankly haven’t been told and shared with properly, so I say stuff when I can. I know it gets old but rejection and fear gets old too.  

 

Okay everyone I forgot anything else interesting to say.  Thanks for supporting my facebook page, it is a happy thing in my life and I really appreciate it.