Ok everyone, I missed a lot of my conference. That was the housing people's goal. To hurt my professional participation. I finished the meme I was making on my computer instead of on chat gpt. That is kind of a weird scenario. To not be able to type something in a personal chat program because you know you can't trust people. 

So anyway it turned out good enough on my computer. I will think of what to do with it. It could be an art therapy item.  I think it is good I still have some self control and inhibition.

I think some people support going whole hog with all of it. I really mostly don't. I just am aware of a population that isn't the target. Like it is the housing people, not the identity, and it can become confused with other people who are actually more like me. But that isn't what makes them innocent and bullied, necessarily, it is just that they are also the victims and not the abuser. 

I mean I am abused to just try to have a nice normal day yesterday and attend online presentations and cook some bacon and get some coffee and then I can't go to sleep in peace that night. That's bullcrap.

As far as who out of my friends will support the abusers over me, I don't think it is a certain group from growing up. I think it is some political people, and it could surprisingly be no one.  Like possibly literally everyone thinks I am being too quiet about it.

Anyway I think also you have to start questioning the case management of publishing people who have helped me, like whoever stewarded my true writing contribution.  Because maybe they shouldn't have waited until all my character was just tortured away so I become a slur machine and really nice poems just fade into the backgound of bullcrap cancel culture, mostly comprised of thoughtless, worthless trolls who have no read content themselves yet are allowed to waste my stuff that I spent twenty years on while being tortured by 30 thousand people then 60 thousand.