Hello everyone, I am working on a dolphin video. It is taking time to get a good rendition. About the next post, I have not forgotten about Cheyenne who might like to be a key literary player too but that is not the point. The point is that I felt like Elise was ok and Tuesday I felt like Claire is ok. So I am thankful. Because honestly I have felt tortured in fear about my sister and her family etc. but I think they are ok and it could just be a sign that they are going to stop torturing me.

Also I think standing up to mom was from God and had his power in it and a specific rebuke about her habit of making me repeat myself for no reason. Because that is what I yelled. I said Stop making me repeat myself.

And I think also it was in defense of Elise. Because mom was just going to continue her abuse as Elise arrived. So anyway I think God approves of me and it is part of why I am going to be a writer for teens is because I maintain vigilance and defend them, even if it seems like I don’t for years at a time.

Anyway what does that power mean. I wonder if Elise has ministry power. I mean who knows but I felt that when the college topic was happening a few months ago, God showed himself with a plan that would not be avoided.

So anyway that is interesting. I am starting to feel better and am glad I took a break from the mice videos and am doing a dolphin video. But so far no usables.