Hello everyone, this is Refried. In 30 minutes I go to the bank to get my rent check. Then later I go to the doctor. There is something bothering me which is that yesterday I was leaning towards increasing my medicine as the hospital person suggests but it brings back mad feelings towards the abusers who damaged my mental health. And that makes it seem worse. So I might be better off with less medicine and a little bit of actual paranoia.

So I don’t know what to do. And always in the picture, the thing that should actually be fixed, is that I should not be abused by mental health staff “people.”