Hello everyone, it is Saturday, Sept 13 at 1:30. I called in an abuse report on all three abusers at my mental health program.  It was really only going to be on that one physical blocking meant to trigger me but I ended up telling on all three people.  So that is interesting and bothersome. Hopefully it wont turn to a bad feeling. I am interestingly feeling bad feelings from other sources as I get through this bad spell with mental health people.

I called my sister today and we had a good conversation. My mom made her feel bad this week but it is good that she knows that is real.  Because when I complained about mom doing stuff to me they thought it was my problem. 

Anyway wow I have just gotten so much emotional abuse so I might stay inside today and try to get my mind off of it. I hope I can be in PHP but it might not work out and it could be another series of provocations.  Things would be different if I had book sales but I think I see why I don't. It is because I could be targeted by people who want revenge after I report them.