There was a message from the conspiracy saying I did something stupid.  I figured out that it was because I posted these posts describing what my mental health and housing programs are doing to me.  Starting up the emotional abuse again so I have to guess what I did wrong.  And I figured out that it is attendance at the mental health program.  And that is because I genuinely thought they were "terminating" me, which is when social workers break up attachments to say goodbye.  I thought this was because I was volunteering and starting a new job program.  So I tapered off as well.

And what people are saying is stupid is to complain about these problems after sending queries to agents for my books and writing.  Well I have to say that they have a point, but in reality, this is my life and how it is going.  And what it is now is raised stakes for the abuse.  In legal terms, it's called "damages."  So now these bad mental health workers didn't just cause me emotional pain, but also contributed to me losing outside opportunities.

So maybe that was stupid of me, or maybe it is always, always the abusers who are stupid.