Pals. I saw two legal sharks at the pizza place. I do not know what it means. I ate a piece of cheese pizza and am still drinking a cream soda. I think this is going to settle my stomach. I just think the food was the issue and not a new condition from some kind of infection or something.

But it was good food so possibly just not a match for my innards. Ok.  The thing to figure out is whether to query a new agent. I feel like what this agent says is in fact a match for me. I think I might have to go by face value and believe that I do not have an agent.  What do you gice think?

I mean maybe might as well and if there is a conspiracy then this agent will know what to say and do.

I mean how can you not query an agent who lists Watership Down?

So okay here I go.

 Pals. I have indigestion from the food last night. I do not know exactly what the issue is. I am not sure it is the usual IBS. I hope it is not a parasite. I feel that is unlikely but I do not know. I mean what if they had frozen vegetables from the earlier problems this year. 

But possibly I am okay. I at least feel okay. I still have another dish left from the same place and I do plan to eat it. I kind of think parasites would not work that fast. I think it is probably some kind of reaction to the food from my system.  But it did taste good. It could be my food allergies but usually that results in a stomachache but maybe I am wrong.

So anyway I need to go to the post office. 

Gice I tried my password about fifty times for the copyright screen and I finally did get in. But my case is not listed in that section because I used a lawyer. I am okay with my choice. I could be wrong but mostly I feel glad it is not in my hands. I think I will feel suicidal if there is injustice over this. Like if anyone can be copyrighted except me. But probably it will be fine.

Ok the thing to figure out today is whether to query another agent. The possible that I have written in my phone. I feel that the description on the website matches my work some.  And yet do I already have a pretend agent and need to play along with that.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 7 am on Monday. I did not feel good earlier but am okay. At about 9 am I will go to the post office. I am mailing a joke book but am not sure whether to re-use an amazon mailer or not. I think I will use it. I think it will be fine and if they say I can't then I will go to Walgreens and get manilla envelopes.  Possibly I will do that anyway.

I had a good weekend even though I did not go downtown as planned. 

I think I will drink some coffee in just a little while after writing this post.

 Hello everyone, I just was able to eat that soup that gave me a stomachache last time.  It was because I accidentally ate some weird vegetables in it.  But this time I just ate the broth so far and am okay. And it is so yummy. It is honestly worth a hundred dollars to me. But I got other food, too.  I think this is the first delivery driver to come all the way to the lobby instead of meeting me outside. But I might be forgetting something from four years ago.  But I think I was here for two years before I ordered anything.

Anyway some people helped me feel better, thanks so much. The autoimmune zap does feel bad. There is pain and a sick feeling. It could be so much worse. I am glad to still mostly be able to eat normally except for avoiding a few foods. Like I can still even eat fried chicken occasionally.

I think the chicken curry is okay and won't give me paronichia. I mean that is serious now, that the results of a spicy food can be so serious.  But I am okay. I do sometimes reflect on my health when I feel okay and am thankful. Because whenever there is an issue, I am very bothered even by just the fear.

So anyway, I could not go downtown today or yesterday. I really wanted to go to blessing of the animals but I couldn't.  If anyone is paying attention from a large conspiracy, it is time to reflect on disability and what a lot of people miss out on. Mostly I have had a very full life.  

Ok there are a few other things to say.  One is about forgiveness and a reminder to forgive.  I really feel like I need to get some more prayer work done on that.  Not because of resentments but because of the need out there for a lot of people.  Both the people wronged who feel pain and anger and the bad people.

I mean yeah I do believe we are all bad sometimes but I just mean sometimes you can logically refer to the violators and the hurt people.

There is something else.  From one of the visions that made me perceive God as saying, "you don't know what you are asking," etc, I feel like I can interpret some more and feel him reminding me of the bible verse that says no eye has seen what he has prepared for people who love him, etc.  I mean the idea that eternity in heaven is going to be more awesome than we can imagine and just think of the humor and hilarity. I mean think of how facebook was at its best, and heaven is going to be better.  That is amazing, and the level of being reminded of it is making me be a little bit less selfish.  So I need to really dwell on that and keep other people in mind.  You can tolerate more problems when you have that perspective.  But I also defend my feelings that sometimes you do find your life on earth and need to really make the most of stuff here in certain ways, defending it sometimes, and choosing positive earth outcomes over lazy waiting for blessings in heaven.  However there is an overwhelming reality that we will get plenty of stuff in heaven so we need to accept some suffering and losses here. I mean that is an important part of the most important stuff. To say okay I can take a hit now and be happier later. It is really a key opportunity. And for some reason I became aware of it yesterday and maybe can pray more and care for people who were not told about that stuff.  Because God might tell them himself in some way.

But anyway I feel that God personally reminded me of that, how heaven is going to be great so don't be a brat here. I mean he meant it in a nice way.

Anyway Delores was downstairs and was nice to me. She is an awesome good person and I guess the social work people found her and knew that too. I gave a joke book to the delivery guy. Tomorrow I am mailing one to my friend Ralph from Mensa. I thought it was humble of him to ask for one. There are different kinds of humility scenarios and I just could tell that he was being humble to accept a book.

So anyway I think I should post some more soon on facebook, like normal post for friends.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 3:17 on Sunday. I just ate some apple jacks. I think I might cook the frozen pizza but what I really want is cheese grits. I just remembered that there is some popcorn in the microwave.

My neighbor beat on my door again but it was not as bad but I did not really need that this morning. I haven't been feeling good because of eating a cinnamon candy Wednesday that was too spicy. But I am okay. I should take an iron pill soon too but I did take one yesterday and I took my medicine last night.

I could eat a granola bar too and some fruit snacks.  I think my mood was slightly lower from not doing any creative projects.  But I feel like I discovered that I have done everything I can on the books and am at a resting place with it. But I do not really know. Maybe I am supposed to keep advertising.

I am sad that I missed the puppet show but I just did not feel able to attend and I made my choice to send a snake video to Algeria. 

Does anyone have any thoughts?

 Pals.  This is Refried. It is 1:47. I feel better. I went to the group in question and it was great.  They treat me fine.  There have been some issues before but sometimes I do not know if it is really my paranoia.  

So anyway I met a cool therapist who has been through stuff worse than me possibly. I asked her about forgiveness because she seemed so peaceful and she actually still had some violators in question.  So that really built a bridge with me and I will continue working on my own prayers for people.

I think at 2 pm I might go to the mensa discussion group. 

I learned a lesson which is to always show up if possible.

So okay. Do you gice think it is bad that I am pretending to have an agent? Well to me it is kind of fun and I might as well at this point.

I should sit down and do some comedy homework shouldn't I? 

My girlfriend made me feel better this morning. She gave me secret messages and it was fun. She is mostly proud of me. She said something funny. 

I ate a candy apple a few minutes ago and now I am drinking milk. I think I will go buy a bag of sugar after this meeting. A huge bag of sugar is my favorite thing to buy.

Well have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 9:36. I am drinking a coffee right now. I feel a little bit attacked by the liberals this morning. Some of it is just a mood.

Some of it is from a voice inflection, some is from an email, some of it is from a mental health group that sometimes treats me like crap, some of it is from a bill that is hard to pay, some of it is from interpreting the news in a slower way than the aggressive political rollout, and some of it is from my neighborhood.

Definitely that is one of my findings from emotional abuse is the use of prior circuits of pain so that someone can activate a whole set of bad feelings with less obvious provocation.

Anyway I will probably feel better later. I mean am I going to boost some posts or do a book ad? Maybe.

I might try to get the copyright help from my mom sooner than my trip. But I don’t know. I think that would help in some ways and yet it isn’t that urgent. I am kind of ok for a month.

Well, have a good day everyone.