Hello everyone, today is Sunday, Nov 9.  I had a really good weekend and feel thankful.  I just finished a mensa bible study and thought about it for a while and felt happy. We are reading the beatitudes which is my favorite part of the bible. I mean I guess I like Isaiah 53 too. And Genesis and Revelation.

So anyway before that I went to a critique group for children's book writing.  And it was excellent.  I think I made a mistake and did not give the group enough context about the chapter I shared. But they did like the writing. And I got good feedback about the reading level.  I think the books are on target and people will like the young adult factor.  Like it has to be that way. And it will be okay. 

Before that I went to church online and heard such a great sermon from rev natalie from my church. I like all our ministers and am happy when they do awesome. She read a list of things from a book and found it to be relevant to what i care about, and advice I will use if I can.

So those were my three meetings. I had to stay in my neighborhood today so I walked to Starbucks, and I can feel how any exercise will make a difference. So I will try to walk every day. Tomorrow I will try to probably walk to that Key Food near Buhre avenue.

So that was today, and yesterday was also good. I went to a Mensa meeting. I had a good time but I think i might have talked too much.  But definitely I have gotten to know some people and have a smattering of friends here and there. In January I might try again to do games in person.

What I forgot this weekend was movie night with Hope Lab.  But I think overall, i have full weekends now with one, two, three, four or five new associations.  And this is after my year of laziness where I felt like I lost all my affiliations. 

Also yesterday, I watched an amazing lecture from a favorite theologian. It made me re-see a vision and believe that Jesus died as me.  It is true.  The theological adjusment I would tell people trying to understand the cross is that Jesus was you. That is why it counts for you.  He was us.  That is how it works. I believe that is the revelation that I was given and there might not be much else from me.

How am I doing on food.  Better but not totally recovered from the decline.  I will have to do chicken only for purchases for a while unless I directly make a casserole right after a purchase.  

Well, that is all except for some reading and a presentation from DBB and TF and mystery person. Thanks pals, you guys have really been a great part of my life right when I need an extra jolt of social theology. 

That is an interesting term, isn't it.  "Social theology," coined just now. It means church friends!

 Hello everyone, today is Friday, Nov 7. That means 7-11. And yet I shared a share of my bingo card having the number 666 on it.  And not that many people clicked like. It is just so wrong how facebook does not share our posts to enough friends. It is behind most of the depression in this country and a lot of the political problems, because people are getting the replacement social fix from seeing their side win.  

But it is in God's hands. I am going to start asking him to fix facebook better and restore the social over the media.

Anyway in ten minutes I am scheduled to attend a talk for the Trinity Forum. I do like them but they had a doctor on there who didn't believe the disease model of addiction and called it idolatry and I feel bad for them. I said that you can be addicted and your heart is in the right place and there was this silence like total ignorance and I am like are you kidding me? 

But anyway let's see how this talk goes. I think I will be bored and need to read some books during the presentation.  I still like the people and I don't think the new guy ever got a book or maybe his name in lights so I will try to fix that if I can someday.

The Nami group I went to last night was great with amazing people. Wow I am thankful for that. 

I just ate some food from chipolte. I wasn't planning on it but had some room on my card for the final day before SSDI. Wow I cut it close on my credit card this time but hopefully I can pay things back okay. I think I can. I think I can do 500 of the SSDI to that account and reset the normal amount. And I have two hundred left from last time that can pay off discover.

I need to check and see if I owe. I think my girlfriend tried to remind me. Thanks Ravneet. 

So okay time to go to the presentation.

Hello everyone, today is Wednesday, Nov 5. I am about to go to my appointment at North Central Bronx Hospital. I am leaving here at about 10 am.  I might leave earlier. But do I want to get there too early. I mean maybe not. What would I do there, sit around for more than three hours? I should try not to get there before twelve, but I might take the shuttle from Jacobi.  

This picture is a grid that I might post when I hit 80 million views for my facebook pages. That is awesome and I am thankful.  I think that is the right number because of organic reach and paid reach combined but I could be wrong. I mean who knows, maybe I am at 90 already, but 80 is my goal.  I think I will not stop yet but sometimes I feel a possible lull of some sort. 

But anyway I got awesome support for my facebook post yesterday. I did not expect that but wow it really sent me onto a happy feeling and it was a good update about lucky charms, too, which added bigger marshmallows to their cereal. I mean it is very psychologically comforting because you just keep getting giant marshmallow after giant marshmallow and you can't believe it each time. I want to send an email about it to the Lieber Clinic but I am not a client there any more.

Well have a good day everyone.

 

 Well everyone, it is Tuesday, Nov 4. I just voted my vote for mayor. For the other votes I went by names and voted for minority representation. I have done that pretty much for every vote I have done since moving here.

Who did I vote for as mayor. Well this morning I woke up thinking a certain way and changed my mind.  But that had been a change from another day.  So who will win? I do not know.

But to me there is a certain gesture of acceptance and love towards a certain population that is an opportunity.  Frankly, I think all three options are good.  I have thought that about a lot of elections, how we have really good people out there.  It is too bad about the fighting between parties.  But possibly God used that as some kind of deflection to distract from other salvation happening.  I mean I do not know.

But it could be that social media is one thing that reaches a lot of people in the world and it had to seem like it wasn't meant a certain way and maybe even sincerely not be a tool from a unified front for Jesus Christ, but an offhanded culture leftover from a bickering dirty lost nation.  So people elsewhere are like sure, we'll take it, and before you know it, there are videos of people singing the best music in christian history.  And then what do you know, another billion people get a ticket to heaven.

Well anyway, that is nice. Gice, I left off a cool poem from that last unfluencer book. So I could upload it again with more names.  Well maybe.  What do you gice think.

Like I could do another block on the next page and the originals wouldn't lose their elite status.

Well have a good day everyone.

 ravneet sent me a message yesterday, it was d good message with a lot of meaning.

I think I accidentally used the post after this more like an email note and I posted it.

but that is okay, it doesn't really matter. I think I am finishing up with some stuff.

So the question is whether the books will ever reach people.

Well I do not know. I think I could send out more horizon cows. 

It is interesting how the book of choice is still horizon cow.

But the later renditions of joke book and library book are cool.

So anyway I think today I will mail some books to joshua and holly.

And then later this week I will mail something to patrick.

I got off track with mailings and i am sorry about that.

Well have a great day everyone.

 Gice did you like that joke. I think it might only be one school. But I did not know so I said it that way. And I could have just said "writer in exile." I mean that would be funny to actually say that somewhere, like writer in exile and then list the school.

I mean that is funny and I could be the first person who does something like that.

Anyway the orange chicken I made is good. I am letting it cool off but actually this might be the optimal time for it. So that is good, two good meals in a row this weekend, however, some indigestion last night. I think it could be from the eggnog but we do not know.

I will drink some more egg nog later. I mean sorry but I am not wasting that. 

Did I get the wrong brand, I do not know. I have been mostly awake today and I think I can start over from my year of laziness.  Why am I not thinking of poems much anymore. Actually I did think of a few ideas. I need to write one about my old phone number.

Gice I could do a revisit on names but it seems like no one cares any more, I mean are people suddenly going to care at some point, I do not know.

Gice I don't like how I talk about being gay in these recent thin books. Should I do that as the third thin book series? I mean I do not know.

Possibly I eventually will.  I read the gerbil book earlier. Mixed feelings about how I might have done bad with the jacob and esau but some people might see what I was saying and get into it.

Gice I miss princeton, are they mad at me? I do not know.  I am not mad at them but they probably think I am but I do miss my visions and I don't understand why I can't see stuff. Because I really need to see that stuff. It is there even if we don't see it.

But I could tell that it is the prayers sometimes that defeat things. I guess all kind of stuff does. 

So anyway don't forget bible study tonight.

I wish I could have gone to games day but I will return another time like maybe try again next year.

Gice I am not on certain levels. I am not a 160 person. But how can people not see that I am a 140? Why would that be in question, it is not that big of a deal.

But anyway are you guys tired of that. Well I am really sorry.

So anyway, should I read some more books? Should I read those other books I got from friends? Maybe.

People are saying, we thought you were going to take a walk.  Like why not go to starbucks.

Hmm that is a good idea. I do not know if I will though. I might stay in and make coffee here.

I think I will stay here.

Gice it seems like the memes are going slowly but it is normal.  I do not know what that means but I really love those people and probably a lot of people who don't comment and like are also nice buddies.

Gice I am running out of cash for it soon. But it is okay. I think a pause is okay.

I mean sometimes I don't know if I will think of anything else on the ai generators.

Does anyone have any opinions?

Well have a good day everyone.

 gice jacqui just reminded me to say this joke:

some schools have writers in residence

i am a writer in exile from certain schools