Hello everyone, this is Refried. I got my comedy video back and it is good. It is a keeper.  I will probably share it on facebook soon, though I might wait some hours or a day until I fully have thought about it more.  I think there are some delivery issues that could be better. At least I can see it for myself.  I just think some of it is an ability issue where I really might not be able to do better unless i am performing more often.  I checked out a lot of other comedy sites and saw a few possible paths that don't seem just right.  But it helps me see I am on a good path already.

My therapist gave me a link that I think could work out but I need to ask my mom to help me take the class. I hope she says okay because it is a cool trauma class.

The video is one fifth downloaded after twenty minutes.  Man it will be hard to be patient. I think my internet is normal instead of slow starting tomorrow so I could try again if I am not able to be patient enough today. I mean honestly it could be impossible.

Has anyone else seen my video? What do you gice think? I think it is pretty good but I am not a superstar. I mean I felt a little bit at superstar level but I think I have some things working against me. Mostly my appearance is okay but a little too pudgy. Eyes are closed too much, my teacher has told me that before. But I did look at the audience sometimes.

I think it is okay. I am just disabled. I am a writer. I do the best I can. 

Well, let's see if this blog post will post without disrupting the download.

 Pals, this is Refried. It is Wednesday, June 17. I just ordered some groceries from Instacart.  It is a nice luxury for me but I did save SNAP 30 thousand dollars by delaying my dependence. I unfortunately forgot to order coffee and added it and I think they automatically recharged for fees. But maybe it will be deducted again but it is questionable. 

I will be waiting until about 1 pm and then I will go outside. I ordered a lot of junk food unfortunately but there are a few good meals too.  Like what about 6 things, plus eggs, meat, and cheese.  And I have been eating peanut butter rice which is yummy.  I do not need to be judged but I do understand a little bit.

Well my comedy video is not here and I know Ben did go out of town but it is weird and different than normal. I mean is he preparing me for not getting a good video because really my performance went well.

I could have gone downtown today to get a rent check but I didn't.  Tomorrow I could go but the parade traffic might be bad. But I could go to 86 street in the morning. I mean I do not know.

Last night I had an interesting dream of being in a map place and that was neat and felt supernatural.  Then this morning I had another dream where I went to a thrift store and the lady who worked there was mean to me.

Do people like those jokes from yesterday? I think I have almost enough for a whole new routine. i mean should I do an open mic. I am actually not feeling it, like I am kind of feeling like stick with classes. But I like the New York Comedy Club logo. I mean maybe check out a show from their list and then see how far away I am from that level.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 

Hey everyone, here is my comedy class from May 5 for 6 weeks. It was very fun and I think I have a consistent hobby. To me, this does reach into identity. I will say again that I think some church people tell everyone that their identity is in christ, meanwhile withholding opportunities for some people to express their true nature. It really means a lot to me for childhood ambitions to come true in New York City. I am really thankful and I encourage everyone to find their way to some kind of open mic at some point. It can really change your life and make other problems fade away.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I had a great day. I woke up, logged onto a group on Discord, then traveled downtown to go to an autism event.  Unfortunately I got detoured on the way and cursed a little bit incessantly as my cart hit gates forcing me away from the Puerto Rico parade.  But I eventually got to the event in Brooklyn and had a great time.  I gave away about 55 books and it went well.  For a second it seemed like I wasn't going to succeed at giving away the books.

There is a cool person named Sy-aire who is in charge of the autism organization and I feel happy for them. The book giving went mostly pretty well but it was not easy but I will try to attend next year, too.

After that event I took the A train to my comedy show and it was amazing how close the train stop was to the location.  I went to a coffee shop to recharge and then met my class at the venue.  I was not as nervous as sometimes but was nervous for longer.  I obsessed about the show for a week.  But I think I learned the material better than usual. It went really well.  I hope I get a good video. It might not be that good in terms of appearance but I think the joke delivery and laughs were good.  This is my sixth show. That is really cool and if you think about it, I have performed 42 times, because we do our jokes at class, too.  I mean honestly, that is not easy. 

So I think this was a really good weekend and I had memes sharing on facebook, too. It was a high functioning time.  My friend Sharon attended the comedy show and we went to a diner afterwards.  Then the train on the way home was as empty as it has ever been.  Also the Knicks won, and yesterday I went to an online retreat for writing.  I did not do that well but it was still fun and I will try to mail Charissa a book to England.

I mean why not have some blessings and things go well. 

My finances are kind of tight but it is not an emergency.

I got some sleep last night and hopefully I will get more sleep later at about 5 am.

I realized that I should have invited my writers group to the comedy class show but maybe next time. I mean honestly I think the writers group sessions are already a thing. But probably a few of those people would have enjoyed the show. Also what about Mary Catherine who came to that other show. I mean maybe the idea is one person at a time. Also I might have told Dan Frey that I would invite him.  I actually think the thing to invite him to is to do a class himself.  I think that is what I will try to do.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Saturday, June 13. I am attending an online writing retreat. It is great. It is on discord. So far I have reread my novel called Poncheesy, written a blog post, updated an important document, rehearsed my comedy routine, and socialized.  I also took a shower and gave myself a haircut. 

So I think I am all set for tomorrow and just need to make sure I get sleep. I mean possibly I will snooze during this session.  

I feel glad about being done with Poncheesy.  My main feeling was that the beginning part of it where I was actually writing a novel wasn't so good that I needed to make the rest of the book be just like it.  So what happened was interesting and kind of funny. And then the groundhogs at the end.

So that is good. I probably won't revisit it.

I think I am just about done with most of my stuff. I think that I should mainly be trying to walk more and get exercise.  But I need to crack the code on when.  Possibly in the morning. I mean what if I do that every day and then take my medicine after that. Hmm I think I might see how that goes.

Ok the other code to crack is whether to order a pizza. Hmm.  I am thinking maybe.  I think I will look at the papa johns menu and see what is available.

 Ok everyone, I got my books ready for the sunday event.  It has some new titles, but I chickened out on second thin books series.  But I added soldier hogs, train light, junkyard, forgiveness flag, and about four or five visuals, more blobs, optic nerve, trio triumphant, and hopping online. I mean why not.  I wish i had a couple of more floopydoos but this is a good assortment too.  I think I will have about 55 books to give. maybe 60 but I am not sure about that.  let's see, 26 plus four, 30 plus 30, I think 60.  That is good.  That is actually not that much for a whole festival.  But it will be fine. Live and learn, plan better next time, participate in the organization. I only ever give away about ten or fifteen at nami things once a year.  So I mean that is just how it worked out.  I think it is a good assortment to give.  And I am left with about 20 of the second thin that I am too shy to share. I mean this is where readers were needed.  A lot of people have professions where they need the people to be there or there is no career and I think that even though writing is not as much like that, it is kind of like that. I mean a lot of stuff is actually like that.

but anyway I think soon i will hear back from the lawyers.  But i am happy that I saw that video today, that was a lot too. It is so sweet.  And funny about how some people talk too much and I am like that. 

So that is kind of comical.  Who will get the next books. I think I will scroll through and see if any vermont people want a book.

I made some popcorn and accidentally used the old butter but it is fine. Well, now what for the rest of the day. I would have done groceries but there are storms scheduled in just a couple of hours. I think possibly I was too afraid of the heat but I did decide to stay in. Maybe I will do the treadmill.

Have a good day everyone.

 Ok everyone, that was my best inspection. Gloria used it to train the new worker and it was fast and I hit the button we hit when it passes.  I actually did clean up a couple of extra areas this time.

The two facebook posts are doing well in India and I am thankful for my audience there even though America is missing.  I just don't understand why people don't want my work to reach America.  

The books can't get to India so that is some of my frustration, because you know what, a lot of it is about the books.  Like I worked in a bookstore and wanted to sell books.

I think I am going to share that video on my facebook page.  from the lawyer. I hope they don't discontinue me.