Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 4:11. I just walked to the grocery store. It was really far. I spent 17 dollars of OTC dollars. I got milk, cheese, sour cream, and eggs.  I think I will eat potatoes later and make a cake.  My apartment is warm but I can go sit outside.

I am listening to a video that makes me feel the Holy Spirit.  That should humble me because I didn't already feel the Holy Spirit without the video.  However I can't say how fru fru I find some of these people's beliefs to be.  But they will find their way and ultimately they are probably not "the problem." Am I right? Like some people are "the problem," and it is probably not these people with their new age spirituality.  Except a guy named Harry was mean to me so I have not returned to the group.

There is a nice presenter who is a CPA and is saying some creative stuff about having a relationship with money, like it is personified.  So that is interesting.

Something on my mind is that I am looking at admissions stats for colleges and some colleges are hard for anyone at all to get into.  And it is kind of sad to me but I guess there will be those super places and then some regular places. Life is hard and people will find their way.

Gice I had a small vanilla milkshake and it cooled me off so I might get another one.

Gice this opportunity to pray for my constituents in India is very unique and I invite everyone to brainstorm some stuff for them.  It works and is slightly different than just praying in general for the world.  I believe that it does help to have a connection and to pray specifically for specific people and you can be in the middle and pray for crowds in between the way people pray for their church and pray for people in general.

Tomorrow I am going to get a frosty with my friend Tehla. I am meeting her at Wendy's at 4 pm.  I hope I don't forget or get blocked.  Maybe I will go at 2.

Gice these people on the video believe in the law of attraction and I don't.  

So anyway, that is all.  I am watching my facebook numbers.  I didn't expect to boost all this and add ten million views suddenly.  But that is it and I am going to be at about 160 million.  That is good and I can do more videos.  

Gice I would really like a Buccee badger stuffed animal but all in good time.

 Gice I got a fast approval on two boosts so be thankful for what I have. Gice I think I should try to market my books in India. Maybe I will call amazon and see what they say.

It is 2:23. I think it would have been nice to go to wellness chat today but maybe next time. I think they don't mind me being a frequent.  There are a lot of good frequents. I need to do a donation for the walk.

What should I eat for lunch today. Ravneet said food. I mean should I chop the bacon.  I don't have sour cream for the potatoes.  I mean maybe that is the idea is to make potatoes with cheese and sour cream and bacon.  So I need sour cream. Should I walk to Key Food. I mean I could do that at about 4 pm. But wouldn't that be a good thing to do tomorrow? So I think tomorrow I will do that.

Do you gice have any opinions about my videos? I think they are good.  Well, mostly good. I think there are facebook people who care about my posts. I mean that is what I have going for me.  Other people have other stuff going for them.

Gice maybe a little exercise in the evening. So what should I eat for dinner tonight. I am thinking a hot pocket. Ok that will be good. Gice I feel my phone a friend program is lagging but I just wasn't sure sometimes about whether to call people.

Gice people are saying maybe socialize with New York people more and be a comedian. Maybe do some open mics.  Ok that is what I will do. And then when it is the only thing I do then it means I am a comedian as a career.  And I can sell joke books. The joke book is my top seller right now.

 Hello everyone, I am making some more videos and got a lot of good ones from that felt blog prompt. Next is a mouse video and a checkerboard. But I will take my time. So far I got one good mouse video but it does not make sense but I might still use it.

Gice it is weird, I think I did not do well for a few days but making videos is making me feel back to normal. I mean definitely I do batches of facebook shares. I do not know if I got the stuff right this week but I think people are fine either way.  And what if one of my videos isn't that great. I think that is okay too.  Also the old numbers are starting to disappear from my stats page. So I will need to remember a total and add it to the one accumulating now.  I think I am almost to 160 if you include likes and shares. And then what, about 7 or 8 blocks of 5 and I will hit an ultimate goal. But all in good time, be patient, only post good videos.  I think the one now was really a maybe but I liked it enough so I did it and sometimes have doubts. But it is okay. That is what I had at the time after doing like 40 videos. And then I ended up with ten usables from that prompt.

Anyway that was a weird process with the review, wasn't it.  I mean it is one review. The question is, where are the readers.  Well it is okay. It is just weird to have not had a normal acceptance as a writer.  But definitely I had some kind of conspiracy so I will be thankful for that. But I just sometimes think people are wrong about thinking it is okay to make the normal results disappear.  And the charade, and what people tell themselves in order to go along with it.

Ok I forgot to go to wellness chats but I think maybe I will just take a break from it. I mean I do not know I just feel like I don't necessarily need to go to all the groups.  Am I wrong, I do not know. I was going to attend but now it is 1:08.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 12:30 pm. I passed inspection but it was not easy and I have not taken my medicine for today yet. But I will soon. It is just not that easy to pass inspection and I cracked the code to not take medicine but could get punished for it. But I have not missed it this week.

I am making some more videos with that same prompt. I mean I could just keep doing these videos.

Gice my bill for canva is a lot.  It is too much. I might have to cancel it. I will see what happens with my mom's support. I am definitely okay for this month.

I think also I did get my money's worth this month.  It is a patient process even at full blast. Also the canva cuteness is cute. Like it is not like it is never cute enough. And they get the whole blobs concept.

So that is good. I think I might need to do some more checkerboards and some mice.  I mean is that what I am doing today? Karla said it is cold outside. So maybe in a while I will go outside and drink coffee.

I think my apartment was clean enough but not great. But I might add a day and do some more permanent tidying on Mondays or Tuesdays.  Gice it is not that easy being disabled. I have fatigue and it is hard to do anything at all sometimes.

But anyway I feel happy because I emailed Connie those blurbs. I think it will be fun to talk about. I think she will find it interesting, too.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Friday, May 1 at 8:30 am. I picked up some stuff in my apartment. I have a bag of trash ready to take out. I put my sleeping bag onto my bed from off the floor. That was the main messy thing.  Picking up trash was a lot to get done.  The bathroom is okay. The clothes are mostly folded. I think I picked up like twenty random things. Trash, some clothes, and a few dishes.

So I am getting there. I could not rest until ten am if I want to. I am a little bit distrubed by my fatigue but starting to feel better as I drink coffee and do numbers on my computer.  For some reason I think I can get into the 200 mil range with just a couple of months and only a little bit of extra help from my mom. I hope she says okay. 

Gice what do you think about this recent batch of videos. I think they are okay but the main one I did by itself is only a little bit good. Like the blobs only take up half the screen, but they are still cute and I think people will like it.  I think facebook agrees that I am only at 90 percent range in quality with these but that the prompt did yield some cute stuff. But if you think about it I really needed to use the software as much as I could. I did get my money's worth from it this month.

My friend Matt said he made some videos with his daughter and I hope other facebook friends are doing the same. Because it is pretty neat.

Gice I am not happy about the war but hopefully it will be over soon. I mean they make it seem like it will be but then Russia is in the background and that is not good.

Gice I will check on the finances soon. I think I am okay. I think I need to order some more joke books.

 Hello everyone, I just had a scare. I saw someone who looked like Tamara at our building and I got scared that she was going to work here again and I feared for my life.  But I asked Karla and Karla said no she was not coming back and as long as Karla was there I would be okay. Wow that is nice.  And just think that I said stuff on facebook but they did make their choice to do a series of escalations and it did bring back my Huntington's disease symptoms.  The chorea and rage.

Gice why do you think I have ups and downs with prayer? Sometimes I can pray and sometimes I can't.

So anyway I walked to the hospital store but it wasn't the best selection today. Man that creamed corn was awesome and I never see it anymore. I bet it will be a reward if I walk five walks in a row.

So okay. It is almost 6 pm. Will I go to nami later? I mean maybe.

Gice I did not do that well on facebook did I.  My videos are kind of iffy, I spent too much, and that escalation article was not really well shared. Like I needed a different image for it and a separate topic.  But it is okay. I think about 300 people saw it but only 30 clicked on it to read more. Well that is okay.

I mean ups and downs live and learn. Gice I am going to eat a lime popsicle soon.

Gice an indigo girl has spasmodic toricolis.  It is probably from playing her guitar.  I have it also because of my neck injury from twenty years ago.  But it is probably not from the injury itself but correcting my neck so much.  However what is weird is that it is a neurological disorder in the basal ganglia. Well I have had other basal ganglia problems.

So anyway does anyone have any thoughts?  Gice I will try to mail out more books but I need to ask my mom for some money for facebook and the books. I think it will be a yes but it won't be a huge amount. It will be kind of normal. Gice it is good that I went a while without boosting any videos isn't it. I think I can tolerate it and not overdo it. But I also think I should go for a cool mil every time.

Gice I think I will use that prompt again for other videos on canva.

Maybe some other people tried it also.

Well have a great day everyone.

 Hello everyone, I just ate some pizza from my apartment fire safety event. I learned a lot and got some good orange drink as well.  There was almost a fight but I was fine.  Daniella the social worker is very good at socializing, way to go. It was also the most well attended event ever besides holiday meals. Way to go, Karla. I had a good time. Way to go, Linda and Gloria.

Things are calming down some so maybe the escalation threat is over. I wanted to take a walk today but it is raining.  So I guess this pizza is the thing.  And I will make some coffee soon.

I drank coffee earlier this morning and slept some too.  The sleep was about 6-1.  So is that 7 hours? Hmm I do not really know.  I had a dream where I was sorting dishes and boxing them up for like an hour.  That is kind of crazy. It is because of the Latuda.

Today is the last day to use OTC for this month. I just did not do well I guess. I mean I could still walk to Key Food or something. And get some milk and yogurt and sour cream. I do need sour cream for the potatoes.  But you know what, I can do that tomorrow and it will be okay. I mean maybe I save some insurance people some money. I think that is okay.

Anyway what do you gice think about my posts on facebook? I kind of think the escalation share is a fail because I combined two posts. But at least I shared the link. I should do a constructive dismissal share too.

I mean that Chat GPT could not have been more clear.  Why was there not a case for my torture? I do not understand.  I have had three major torture stretches for two or three years each. I mean that is ridiculous.

And why don't my books sell? I just don't understand but at least I got the books done.