Well everyone, it is 6 pm on July 4.  Some people went out and did stuff today but I do not know what those people were thinking. I stayed inside and drank two coffees. I can tell I need to not overdo it with the coffee at night but I am okay and think that was a trauma reaction two days ago when I felt a tachychardia feeling. 

So anyway, I extended a tiktok ad that goes to my book page.  It didn't really get that many page visits. Only a hundred.  That is low but people did like it and I got a hundred profile visits too. I should put my website on my profile. I think I have enough stuff on there, though.

I tried to boost an old video and it would not let me. I do not know why. I think it is part of the conspiracy. I think it is part of why I was not successful during the social justice peak years. I was blocked. I do not know why. It does not help anything to hate people over it.

Really I am content with the ad I am running.  The mouse playing basketball and it has a link to my books.

I think that is an okay first impression to make on the young people of America. Kind of funny, because of the imaginary mice series.

So anyway, that was some ups and downs. I mean possibly I could post that same video now and because of the timing, it would be allowed. But I don't know. I think I will stick with the content that does not include me as an influencer. That might be the idea.  The idea is that within the conspiracy, the tik tok and facebook people have identified me as a creator and they will not budge on that. Honestly that is okay with me but I do think I have always had pretty good influencer potential too. Interestingly, my comedy videos are also going to be creator content and not influencer videos. Isn't that interesting? I think it is.

So what are the numbers. 10k video views per 20 dollars. So 50k for a hundred dollars. To me that is worth it in America. That is good enough for me.  But that is only about what, 300 website visits.  But the people aren't there to hop off tiktok.  No sign of sales yet.

My facebook numbers increased like I always had wanted them to. Maybe I will revisit that art page again sometime and do some more God loves you memes. I will not give up and waste these ratios but wow my budget is low but I believe my mom will help me reset in the fall. So it will be the same pace. It is a good pace and I have to take breaks sometimes too. So the next thing is to do the copyrights. I mean I should do that this evening.  That is what Ravneet said to do today. I think tomorrow is okay though. 

Well everyone, have a good fourth of July.

 Well I just saw a little recipe I am going to try, from someone who doesn't torture me. Goat cheese and dates wrapped in prosciutto and fried in olive oil.  You have to keep frying until the meat gets darker than you would expect. Well that will be yummy. I will order those groceries next time.

So okay. It is about 93 degrees, climbing up to 95 later. This is my last day trapped inside.  Some people say I am not trapped inside but wow I can't tell you how much I don't intend to be in 100 degree weather.

So what should I be doing. Well I do not know. I already checked my online stuff. It is going well and I am thankful. I just like to be able to share creative work in some way. To me, that is not a waste. But I wish I had readers for these books. Well don't give up, everyone.

What else.  Treadmill. I am just not feeling it but I believe I will be walking again tomorrow. And I did lose five pounds. So that was unexpected.

I am not sure I am going to chat gpt any of my writing.  But I bet it already got sent through ad is being used as prompts. Ravneet told me to work on my copyright selections. Yeah I should do that.

I could just get the links for the books and email them to Tristan.  Well I will try to get that done soon.  Okay what for food. I still have some potatoes. And I have cheese and sour cream and could make some refried beans. I guess that is what I will do.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I had hoped that I would see book sales on my amazon page and I don't, but at least the demographics are different on my tik tok ads. Maybe I will improve at that and get more page visits. I did get 75. But even I myself don't see how the link works and am not able to click to the amazon page. So I do not really know what to do about that. And 75 is low for what I paid. (36 dollars) Like it will probably be 200 total and it goes up to 400.  But 200 is not bad if there are any sales at all. Like if ten people say hey maybe okay, then it is a profit. And wouldn't it be 20. I mean I do not know.

But that is something and not nothing.  And once again, am I supposed to believe that sales are happening? I have told you all that I don't enjoy that and I feel tortured by this process. I know people are creative, the conspiracy is neat, but don't you see that I can't stand the missing pay off from work.  It is not fair, it is not right, and it covers up your racism, bias, hypocrisy, and selfish reasons for preventing the books from reaching people.  All you see is a game where yes you would love to ruin an evangelical's career. How convenient.  

But maybe that is how people participate is they see the bad thing they want and can have if they let me stay alive.  Well isn't that clever. I just didn't do so bad on my own sometimes did I. So you have to wonder sometimes if maybe you guys are also my persecutors.

Anyway, I know that is not it but I wonder what is it, because this change in events is cool but does not bring about the needed thing.  And I have asked people to stop torturing me. And as you think maybe you help less prosperous populations, representatives from those same populations shame themselves by abusing me, so that didn't really work out, did it. And your clue that it wasn't a good direction should have been that you lost me as an advocate.  Because I was a strong supporter. But you spent what I had to offer, and then turned to absolute barbaric destruction.  So that is your legacy and their legacy.  And the zoom out reveals plenty more of that which can be as defining as anything else triumphant.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I woke up earlier and then went back to sleep and ad a good dream where I went to a mental hospital and it was fun and I won a power play and then I went to a restaurant and it was kind of a crisis but I got this box of chocolates and he design had a cross on it and it was about the appropriateness of the cross being surrounded by islam or something on the design. So that is interesting.

Last night I felt that there was a demon bothering me and I think it is within my soul landscape and needs to be rid somehow. And something made it who itself and I think it was going after Ravneet and the people on tiktok. And I also wondered if in the big picture when the evil stuff decides what to target in your life, it went after certain main relationships. And did it mistake people.  Like was there a choice to go after my twin or my girlfriend.  And then obviously me and my mom were attacked. So that is interesting. 

The demon was doing stuff. It wanted me to say bad stuff and that could have been the cursing issue yesterday when I said I planned to do the mickey mouse speech.  Like that was on my tongue ready to say, and then there were some other things like gosh what was it, i forget what they do, it is seizure activity. I want to tell Dr. Gokhan but I don't want to get sent to the hospital.

I felt some success agaisnt it to even see that it was there when I tried to think of certain people who have power over that stuff. But I could not get rid of it.  But possibly it was attacking because of that dream, too, like it new I had a good dream on the way.

Well that is interesting. This is real. It is a seizure disorder, it is targeting something happening or people, and I have had many more before. I told people I was very infested. What happened at the bookstore got me lashed and slashed with a lot of it.

Anyway have a great day everyone.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I got through the hottest day of the heat wave. Tomorrow is July 4. If it is only 85 degrees in the morning then I might walk to 7-11. But probably I will stay inside again.

Ravneet sent me good messages.

Also my TikTok video is working. I am only going to boost posts one day at a time.

They are forcing me to pay the Apple fee. I don’t respect that but the numbers are still pretty good.

I need to figure out how to share a website. The link I did post did not work. These people know how to keep traffic on their own site.

People are using exclamation marks with me but I don’t know why.

I feel the same hs feeling on TikTok as with the art and poetry page so that is good. It says something about the people on there which is young people. 

Maybe people are excited that something is about to get better for me. I do hope so but I am not like wow so emotional because I actually think it’s total bullcrap what has happened. An absolute outrage with the usual suspects. 

so it’s probably going to be the Mickey Mouse speech from me tomorrow. Just letting yall know what to expect.

 Hello everyone. I am watching some youtube videos of cooking and music.

I think I should do some treadmilling.  But it is okay I think I am just having a break from walking and will start again soon.

I think that soon I will make some potatoes with cheese and sour cream and honey mustard sauce.

I think it is disturbing me a little bit to not know what to eat. But actually I have some canned goods in the cupboard and I could thaw some chicken and make peanut butter chicken and rice. Hmm I wonder if that is what I should do.  But I do not have enough milk. The milk is for the coffee. I think it is soon time for afternoon coffee. I think I will make the potatoes now. And maybe boil some eggs later.

I am glad because we have gotten through a lot of the heat wave. 

Well have a good day everyone.

 Pals I started a new account and tried it on the phone and it would not work. I am gong to send them a message saying I think that is dishonest to tell me it is the payment when they set it to not accept my card.

It is refusal to serve. It is illegal and dishonest. I am tired of all these problems.

I am not going to the mensa meeting today. I don't go to every meeting every week.

I don't appreciate having these problems.