Hello everyone. This is Refried. It is 2:15 on Thursday. I just received an Instacart order and am going to make a taco dip and ambrosia salad. I also got some trash bags and detergent for inspection. 

I got worried today because my building needs more staff and I got worried that they would suddenly close it. But I think we will be okay. I am glad I am not taking any trips in June. Also the hole in the fence is back so I can more easily go to the post office.

I don’t know what my plan for giving away books is. I might just try to have some on hand. I think the joke books will disappear by next week.

My mood is kind of low today but I think some of it is from low iron again. However I took an iron pill last night and think I will be okay.

I think that soon I will make the stuff from the groceries. Then later I will try to do laundry. Maybe late at night.

I got some new milk because the other milk went bad. It kind of went bad too fast but it is okay. I did use a lot of it.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just took my medicine. I am all caught up on medicine and sleep, and I had an iron pill yesterday. So that is good. I might need to do a grocery order soon.  But I might wait two days until I have more money in Venmo. But I don't know. Maybe I have enough. I guess today I should try to get addresses and maybe mail some books. Weirdly, I think the joke books could go fast. 

I just made coffee. I do not know if the milk I have is still good but probably it is okay. Does anyone have any thoughts? Yesterday was a good trip to the doctors office. 

Maybe in a while I will type up my advanced directive to give to my doctor.

It was fun to go to the hospital yesterday. 

I hope I can send some of these books to people who have not gotten one yet. I do not know if it is too late or not but I will do the best I can.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday. May 27. I just called my mom to see if she wanted to chat. It wasn't that good of a message that I left but I did try to call if she wanted to chat and she could call me tomorrow if she wanted to.

Tonight I went to my main support group for nami. I didn't do perfect but it was okay. Earlier today i went to my psychiatrist appointment and had a great time. Then in my neighborhood I got some secret messages and I felt happy and peaceful. So I am doing okay. I wish I had some better food. I should have turned in my rent check this afternoon but I will turn it in tomorrow hopefully. Or even friday.

I think I am doing okay. I finished another facebook boost. I think when I get to a cool 200 mil then I might stop and always save the money. Tomorrow is maybe when I try to start getting some more addresses to mail books to.  It is a rewarding hobby to mail the books.

I might have gotten on my mom's nerves but I didn't really know how to help from afar and that was her choice and the way it happened to work out. And I think that is okay.

I can see that my blog views dipped. Ok my mom is calling me.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. It is 11:33 on Tuesday night, May 26. Tomorrow is my psychiatrist appointment. I am going to tell Dr. Talreja that I am doing great.

I think I will leave here at 8 am.

This afternoon I got my check from Wells Fargo, took a cab to comedy class area, ate some gelato and Chinese food and coffee, and then went to comedy class. Then I came home and that took about an hour and a half. 

My comedy routine went okay but I rushed it for the third time in a row but it was because the class had already heard it and wasn’t laughing a lot.

Our class had good material and our class show will be good. Now I am home and my leftovers have those little miniature corns but I am scared to eat them because of food allergies.

Gice I have had some nice days and good weeks lately. I am thankful and I think some of it is because of the reduced medicine. Sometimes I don’t remember that much about recent days but mostly I do.

Gice what do you think about my book. I think I had to say what I said.

 Ok everyone, I took my medicine, and will probably not go to comedy until about 4 today. So I will go to the bank tomorrow after my appointment with Dr. T.  Taking my medicine in the day time also means that tomorrow I could skip until the afternoon and it would not be bad.

So that is interesting. Things worked out and I am glad I can pay rent. It was kind of a close call but I could have waited until like June 2 and been probably okay.

So anyway, ups and downs, live and learn. Does anyone have any thoughts about my new book?

I should check the other email and see what the emails say. Any time I designate the law category, amazon changes it, but several of my books are about law. But it is okay.

On the train on the way back from eating at Gemini, I saw a dragon talon. It was red with a black nail.  But other than that I don't feel that much crazy stuff.  But I think I feel a certain HS feeling when I do stuff that has to do with Delgado and the other more forceful PTS feeling when I did that stuff for FT.

But what does it mean. Is there going to be a court case? I just don't understand.

Well, I think everyone agrees with my medicine decision. I am simply going downtown later and it will probably be fine, and then tomorrow will be a nice day too and I will get stuff done and then still have time to spare. Then maybe Wednesday I will do more for inspection so it is better this time. Gice I am so glad to have the smaller pills back. I think they were reminding me that I have disorganization.

 Hello everyone.

This is Refried. I think I took my medicine last night and I feel okay. I got some sleep but not a whole night sleep but yesterday I got like ten hours.

My new book is published and I feel okay about it. I mean I kind of question if something different was supposed to happen but I think this is okay.

Also I found some money in another bank account so I have enough for rent. 

I think at about 1 pm I will go downtown and get the rent check. Then later is comedy class. It is hard to go to the bank and comedy class. But maybe not leave here until 2.

I don’t know why I am so awake. I really think I took my medicine.

Tomorrow I see Dr Talreja. I need to check and see what time that is.

I think a day or so ago I understood the plan of the conspiracy. I am not sure I understand why we couldn’t just let it play out.

Did I not take my medicine? Maybe I didn’t and thought I did. I think I didn’t because I would have remembered the new smaller pills. So does that mean take it now. I mean dang I meant to take it at 5.

 Hello everyone, I am in my writers group right now and I'm writing a blog post. I just read through my new book and I think it is okay. It is kind of crazy that I had to write that third essay but I did have to. I felt off two names from acknowledgements but I think it will be okay.

I caught up on sleep today and I am glad about that. Tomorrow I need to go downtown and get my rent check and go to comedy class. I am not sure what order to do things in. Maybe go to 86 street, then take the bus crosstown, then the one train to Columbus Circle. Then get ice cream and food, then comedy class.

I got into a tight financial spot but fixed that problem mostly and will be okay. It was because I did not pay attention to the facebook charge.  But it will be okay.  I rerouted my canva subscription to my business credit card. Ok time is up for writers group.

Ok they gave us 8 more minutes. I thought about reading a certain essay in the group but I just am not for now. I do not want to ever read it.  I just had to write it. I do what I am supposed to. 

Anyway I enjoyed meeting with everyone for group and later I think I will sit outside where it is cool.

I think that Wednesday I will start sending messages to see who wants a free book.