they are saying to do another blog post to add crystal w to the event list with those other 7 people. and then say how Troy and Lisa were nice to me. They sure were. I just searched their faces looking for the mad feelings and it was not there. 

Now could I have been in that short story group? I don't know. I don't feel like I can do this stuff anymore. I had to skip Shemaiah's group too.  I mean maybe suggest that for other people. 

Pals it is good news that there is a middle section of USA that doesn't want bad things to happen.

I do not know what to google. Maybe low iron fatigue.

gice the pizza is old now. gice possibly some groceries with that onion dip. cokes, vitamin waters, hmm I do not know. any thoughts. chicken pie, rice with sauce. hmm what about rice and a really good sauce. what are some good grocery store sauces.

 gice my agent wants me to get a new hat. it is the lowly worm hat from out of print. 

maybe but i don't know if i can and i don't usually wear hats like that but princeton also said i should.

so okay i guess so. i will try to order it when i can.

i signed up for the new reviews but see how great that old one was. i mean how precious and nice. i just feel like that was a good person who did justice with an honest reading.  she liked some poems but found some of it boring and gave me 2 out of 4 stars. 

gice i need to rehearse the comedy one more time. i am going to rely on the notes.

i think it will be okay.

i am not calling any friends about it.

monday is toastmasters. it is not easy.

but I can do it.

are people mad at me.

the focus on the family people said to not complain

i might go to 7 11 but i might not.

gice i think i am going to send around the buffalo chicken tenders poem soon

but i cant afford it right now so later this month

i feel good like meaningful work this week. the copyrights, the new compilation, the meetings, the reviews, the comedy show, i mean that is a lot and I am blessed. however I feel some health stuff.

 

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I had a great time at my Kid Lit group today. It was kind of a small crowd. I hope I am not ruining it for people or something.

I told them about the visions when I participate and I think they are no exception but for some reason I had not even thought about noticing the supernatural stuff with them.  But it there and I felt it some today. But I also felt kind of a thought battle and I didn't do so well. So that is interesting.

I mean that guy said a school bought 500 copies of his book.  And it was his elementary school from when he was a kid.  Well I am happy with that and the book looks really nice. 

I possibly was selfish and slow to listen to others but I think it is okay.

Anyway I was reminded of a book review club and I updated a book that I got a review on years ago.  So hopefully this goes well.  I signed up for ten reviews. It is much cheaper than kirkus.  I mean it helps with google-ability and kirkus doesn't. And to me kirkus should.

Pals I think I will have another coffee soon.  But I have to take medicine tonight. I skipped a dose and wasn't planning on that but it was because of inspection and the book meeting.

I will be tortured by housing too but I have to live my life and have goals. I think my goals are going to be over soon. I think I have dementia. I just can't function that well anymore.

Are people mad at me? I do not know.  I think they aren't. I think there is a conspiracy.

 Hello everyone, Noreema is not here today and this is my eleventh time this year being stood up for inspection. Hopefully I will have an income soon and escape this bullcrap dirty organization. Basically your policies and practices are dirtier than my apartment after five years of disorganized catatonia. 

So anyway will 'i go to the spirituality group. I mean I might as well.

I guess try to get some praying done.

I looked on the copyright website and my stuff is not listed yet.

That book that came out in 2023 is kind of weird to me. Like I think they saw my name and wrote something but it is still different enough so I don't have a problem and I doubt they do.

Also I remember that days after I posted Sparkity Bonkins, someone came out with a traditionally published book called Sparkly Bumpkins. I mean wow, to me you said the F.U. to yourself. And then when I did Blob Mentality on smashwords, it was within hours that google posted some opera blobs singing. So have fun with that on judgement day, privileged brats who whoops didn't go to church.  Meanwhile at social work school I'm the only southerner people have ever met so they take turns heaping their political bullcrap on my face. Then the 60 thousand worse off people with more literal poverty as I descend into the liberal wastelands of worthlessness and lies.

 Pals, it is 10:49 am. I think I have everything as good as I can. There are a few more items near the window but I can't get tot hat stuff easily.

I think wiping that window sill would be good though. I think I will do that.

The mouse video is doing well. I think it will be at 3 million total.  That is good and worth it to me.

It is a cute video. That is a good hobby.

I am happy with the copyright books and after these next three then about 55-60 books will be protected.  That is most of the material. If they don't get accepted then that is part of a supernatural societal rejection that people will answer for in some weird way on Judgement Day. I mean to me that is already the situation so who knows. 

But anyway I think the book group will be really comforting after this legal stuff.

That was weird how that conversation with Philip went yesterday, wasn't it.  His opinion was very comforting and he is willing to vouch for me on whatever level. I mean that is pretty crazy, thanks.

I need to get this inspection behind me and rehearse for comedy. I do believe in the stand up art form and think that even though there are new opportunities online and a lot of people doing stand up without jokes, it is worth my time and will pay off in heaven as well.

Ok, any other thoughts. I mean I guess some people are good at being clean. Well I am not.  But the stuff I am good at, was that supported? Yeah, it was a lot, mostly.

Pals. What do you think about the refrigerator smell. I just could not figure out what it was.

 Ok let's review: made bed, took out three bags of trash, cleaned sink, did dishes, wiped counter and sink, cleared table, mopped floor plus another section, cleared water bottles, put clothes up, tidied books, threw away two cardboard boxes, and I think that is most of it that I did. Now I am trying to cool the room off.

Later I will hopefully go to the Kid Lit group.

I think I am okay on medicine because I take it in the morning. If they escalate me I will report it.

I think Karla is going to lose her job because of the air conditioning.  A stupid thing to be stubborn about.  Three months over the legal limit.  I mean just turn on the air, but you want to torture people with racism.

I was perfectly nice to all the abusers. I try to help people succeed and they just crap all over themselves.