the other factor is mental health. But the harassers seem to want me to call the police erroneously and then call that an attempt on their life. I don’t think we are there yet as a socialist hell hole but definitely who is the problem in that scenario? The criminal. So don’t harass me. 

 So what the lawyers are saying is that the apartment is a significant part of the problem.  But there is a question about a possible difference between a racist network and covering for people later on the basis of race.  Also, when taking sides, is it because they think you are racist, or because they think the harassers are not racist, or are innocent, which could also be two different things.

I have to say that I don't think it is that complicated, and I also don't think it matters if it happens on bridge  property or not. It is simply harassment, I don't know the people, it is obviously organized, even if it is hive behavior, and it is in very close proximity to me personally as I walk to go anywhere. Definitely the escalation would suggest a further threat, but I do not believe you have to prove danger. You can prove annoyance on purpose and that is something. And then the fact that that is the only reason they are there. They have no other errand.

And then the bridge is saying that their elevator repair notice serves as an eviction notice because of my predicted logic about the license factor.

But to me, it is a sign in another language that means, "We do not respect you whatsoever and you are welcome to tell the public anything because it is worth it to have you as our community pinata. In fact, that makes it more fun because that is also our audience.

 The NYU lawyer says he believes they were unfairly denigrated. Well I did an evaluation for Kirkus, and I did an evaluation for what Kirkus pretended to imitate.

I need to give Drena a different credit card number.

But I took my medicine so I feel tired.

I will take a walk later hopefully. It doesn’t seem that flooded outside.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Sunday, July 5. It is about 10:15 pm. I started a new facebook page to post about harassment when it happens. It was because of some harassment today. I think there were too many people involved at too many places. 

Tomorrow I am hoping to go downtown and walk. I think I will be targeted a lot on the train and elsewhere. But I have to see it as just good material.

I am making some coffee right now.

I thankfully got a sandwich from 7-11. But I let Manny down but that was because of the harassment that happened. I think it was from non bridge people.

Delores was really nice to me. And Tonoya. I mean is that what it is about? Learning names?

So anyway there is an issue which is no book sales. But I think the idea is there might be secret sales.

Gice what do you think about the demon thing. i think it is not that big of a deal.  But I wish I had not missed Mensa tonight.

But anyway, I will add videos and all kinds of stuff to that page. Will I boost any posts, maybe. Probably only when I really need a feeling of justice.

So two walks today. 4 miles. The "T" key on my computer is messed up and I have to hit it really hard when I type.

I think I should have phoned more friends during this weird four days but maybe this week.

Ok I need to do copyright lists, too.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried.  It is Sunday, July 5 at 3 pm. I will check the weather but I fell asleep and missed the optimal walking hours. I am going to try to walk to Starbucks if I can. And pick up some milk from the Grab and Go maybe.

I had an interesting dream about mall displays and before that going to some restaurant but there was something else happening but it was all very interesting. 

So anyway those new poems and jokes posts I did got 1.7 million views. I could not believe it. I know that they are a little better than some of the other ones but I think I also graduated into better numbers.  So I will continue posting on that page. I have about 20 new posts and about 80 posts that just haven't been sent around as much. So I will continue that hobby.

Anyway, that is good. Ok I am going to check and see if there are any book sales. There are no book sales.  But there were 300 book page visits, probably with some good curiosity. And about 300 profile visits.  

The profile visits could also theoretically lead to sales if there were any sales happening. I just think for people to expect me to go ten years with no sales is cruel and mean.  And I think if they think we are saving until some ending and letting other people have a chance or something, then that is arrogant. I mean honestly there might not even be a USA by the time that ban is lifted.

Wow I will compare non publishing to book banning and book censorship. I mean these people think they are so great and so noble, being censored, but there are millions of people who don't even get a chance because of their identity politics and snobbery, their little market projections and guessed agendas, and their blatant discrimination. 

It is reminding me of some other stuff. I think that is going to be a different blog post.

Well have a good day everyone.

 Gice I’m not talking about people not knowing me like having a community. I have lots of friends and attention. What I am saying is when I try to figure out if I have a book market it seems like not only do I not, but even the conspiracy I have felt for thirty years is not as vast as I thought and I post on facebook and people are like who are you we have never heard of you and my delusions of fame are proven wrong. And they were very fixed delusions.

So that is what I am talking about. Because the conspiracy seemed national and even worldwide at times.

And then I am like talking in a video and people are like are you serious. They don’t know me.

That is what I am talking about.

But anyway the demons are mostly gone for now. Me and some people coughed them out of our mouths.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Sunday, July 5 at 12:44 am. Soon I have to take my medicine.

I should do that soon and go to sleep.

I don't expect to be bothered by any varmits. Before that demon tried to bother me, I felt that sick depressed feeling. So it was a seizure. But it was a demon and it was trying to get me to feel more special than the nami people, and there was a totem pole appearance and another image that i can't remember, and it was trying to get me to curse or something I think was from earlier. I think it also tried to project obscenity of some sort but that is rare and it wasn't the same as the gracie square demons.

Pretty funny. And I think it was different from the demon that followed me home from Montefiore.

I just don't know who to ask about getting rid of it.  I kind of think I saw some stuff like the totem pole outline because I did try to fight it by thinking of people who got rid of those squids that time.

So maybe just be patient and we will get rid of it when we need to. But it kind of adds to my feeling of stn knowing too much about me. But maybe the demon will convert.

And the reason I say that is because Jesus was talking about how good people try to go to the light.  Or maybe that was someone else but I think it was him. And bad things like darkness.  But the demons he threw in the pigs said please don't send us into the abyss. So they did not like the dark.  And I just htink you have to read that like maybe there was hope. I mean the very fact that they asked him for stuff.

So anyway I mean the demon in my soul might have just seen me type that.

Anyway pretty funny how y'all played that song at the world cup that time.  I had a great time and will be back downtown soon. I might go get coffee at Bellevue. I mean who knows, the demon might have read that just now and it is a time traveler and is going to attack me at Barnes and Noble in 2011.

Now I have to write a novel like that. I don't feel like it. Someone else can have that idea.

Gice.  Surge and Sarge. I mean isn't that kind of scary too? I think it is. Because I really was earlier like maybe I will call Sarge tomorrow. But that is because I thought tomorrow was Saturday.

Also why the bible says not to call people father.  It is to protect those spiritual relationships, not because it is not true. It is to keep it a secret from the evil stuff.

Gice the next thing is to take my medicine. I do not really want to but I am tired so I should so I can go to sleep. But I think I will wait a while and take it at 3 am.

Gice I am glad to be on tik tok but they charged the wrong card, so I am in a slight jam, and there are still no book sales. And that really hurts my feelings. And I think it is delusional to tell myself maybe there are book sales. But maybe there are. Because Ravneet is my person and that is a secret. So book sales could be a secret too.

I just know that people don't know me. I know I am not famous. But people are saying, what about the conspiracy. I mean it does all confuse me.

Well have a good day everyone.