Hello everyone, it is 8 am.  I took out two bags of trash, or something like that.  Then put clothes in the cart.  Then wiped counter but I need to do one dish.  Then I need to make the bed and clear the table. Then mop the floor. Then that is most of it. I already cleaned the toilet and the shower is okay. So I could actually wait another hour but I think I will get it done this hour gradually every ten minutes.

It is weird how I can't do stuff sometimes.  But usually I eventually can.  That is how it will be with my comedy routine. I think I can cut a few things if I need to.

Ok what about those groceries on the floor becaus of pest control. Hmm ok and throw away the stuff from on top of the fridge.

I kind of feel resentful because of forgetting last time because the time before they did not show up.

 Hello everyone, it is Saturday, Nov 7 at 3 am.  I need to clean my room.  Here is the list: fill up trash bags, take out trash, mop floor, turn on light, make bed, clear table and floor, clean counter, tidy bathroom.

So actually that is not that bad. I could get started at 8 am and get it done.  But I think I should start at 5 am.  So I think I should sleep for two hours and then get it done. 

I'm having IBS symptoms and got disturbed by that loud guy and feel swindled by Instagram as well but it could improve. I mean it is still good numbers but I don't know why they are allowed to quote double or even four times the actual numbers. I guess sue for punitive damages.

I had a doom scroll that disturbed me as well.  I think one thing I need to do is turn my light on. If I had done that earlier I might have already cleaned for inspection.

At least I had good food yesterday. So okay, turn on light, take out trash, I can do it. I could do it in one hour if I had to.  But I need to clear out the fridge also.

I had a dream while awake and this is becoming a thing. I think it is partly from Latuda permanently harming my brain.

But anyway I guess set the alarm for 5 am.

 Hello everyone. It is time to clean my room but it is not easy. Just one thing at a time, step by step.

Pals. Something cool happened which is that one of my friends can vouch for me on a copyright issue if need be. It is kind of amazing what a good person and friend it is. My friend Philip Burt who I emailed stories to as early as 2002-2003. And he said he has my art in mind too.

And I was thinking how if someone tried to tear up certain books I would take a baseball bat to a china shop and this friend works in an outlet place that has the only type of china shop I know of.

Also freaking weird is how the reason I remember that China shop is because when I went there as a college student I mostly wondered how people get jobs designing plates and bowls and I knew that was out of reach for me, like I couldn’t have a graphic design job anywhere and why and how do some people get to. I am talking about things like wrapping paper. 

And then my book in question has to do with art. And it is at risk for that very reason. The reason of a difference in privilege. I mean it is just crazy and what an awesome friend. I mean maybe I can see it as no matter what happens I have that friend and that is a lot already.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Friday, Nov 6.  I just walked to Starbucks and then got some vittles at the store across from Montifiore. It was pretty yummy. I like Vitamin Water and think I should buy it more often. Then a good chocolate handoff to neighbors.

Tonight I need to finish practicing my comedy routine. I do not know if I will post it on my facebook page but I might. I mean who knows how it is going to go.  I have been so out of it for the whole class. I do not know why.  But I was depressed and sometimes didn't do well and yet God helped me as usual.

I also need to clean for tomorrow's inspection. I think I can do it. I think I will start at 9 oclock.

I think the last three books I will copyright are Creature Comfort, Poncheesy, and Copyright Extravaganza.  I am thankful that Amazon approved that document.  There was one image that ran over the margin. I had to upload it more than once. But it is okay. I think that is what I will do for a while is peruse that document.  It is cool because it is so hodge podge.

Do I have any secret book sales? I do not think I do. 

Well have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, the copyright document went through. i think it is ok that a page was not labeled. it is just a copyright file and in the original book the stuff is kind of described properly.

I'm kind of sorry I complained about the facebook thing and I do think it is the algorithm but at the same time, where are all those people and why is anyone putting up with their missing life.

Anyway that was kind of a rough night and I didn't feel good. I just took my medicine though.

Weird That Christina Applegate has Lupus. Do people think it is just ok to be stupid about Lupus. It seems like doctors play weird games with diagnosing it, meanwhile it takes a toll.

I think the weather is another example of how God took my side against Karla. Because she was like, okay, how soon can we turn off the air, and this is month three of an uncomfortable building. 60-70 degrees outside means 80-90 in the upstairs rooms, or more for a while.

Anyway also interesting is how those Montifiore hate people also got busted.  All those people who also gang up on me from the buildings on the campus.  The people who killed Groundy. They are also busted.

I do not think this is a fun game with any purpose that serves others.

Well, i guess I will go to sleep again.

 Hello everyone, I wish I was at the reading but the 6 train stops at 9:30 for no reason other than to make the Bronx not livable. It would have been fun and I would say Elizabeth, I did my copyrights yesterday, but I simply can't be there and I don't feel good.

Partially it is from Latuda.  I think the Latuda makes the low iron worse. I think that I wil lhave to report that it is taking away my life participation.  I can barely function to do the comedy show Sunday.

But I have two days to practice and I think I am done after that.  I think I didn't do the ideal dates on that mice book for copyright but I think there is something that will withstand a problem which is the simple truth of when the individual books were written.

Anyway it is not that big of a deal. God can return the blessings I lose someday when people ruin stuff but it has been kind of hard to believe.

So anyway I hope all those poetry people are having a good time.

I think I will call Haley soon to chat. She sent me some halloween candy. Thanks, Haley.

What do y'all think about my 800 pager? I think it is cool and I think it creates a liberal collection and a conservative collection but I don't really know if that is true but the titles are like that.

So anyway have a great day, everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 11 pm. I just got home from comedy class. I did okay even though I could have been more memorized. I just didn't work as hard this time but I think my routine is okay. It was kind of weird how Ben told the wrong stuff to all of us sometimes and I am wondering if he feels like there are too many scouts so he is deflecting or something. That is what I am going to tell Angela because I plan to text her and tell her I think her song ending is good the way she has it and she knows that but I see Ben's point about the big laugh but I think the song does end well the way she had it.

So anyway that was not easy today to do those forms. I think I did okay but I was wordy in a couple of places but weirdly I think it is more okay than I realize.  But I need to send a note about the brand names in Sparkity Bonkins and about that ai art section and to clarify about the lice joke.  Because they might think the original joke is from ai but it is not at all.

Something else interesting is that the focus on ai is making other issues fade when really people might have normal issues of accidental or coincidental similarities to address. I mean all the gillions of things that can happen in a book and now it is like hey is it ai or not.

I drank a coffee tonight that might have hit me kind of hard in the heart rate but it is not bad. I am okay I just did worry about it a little bit and I forgot to only drink half of it.

So I guess I need to decompress from this day and tomorrow go to the post office.

Something weird happened at the deli which was that the guy said the credit machine was stalled so he took people before me who paid in cash.  It seemed weird like on purpose but I eventually asked him what to do because I had poured a coffee from their machine. I mean is that what it was about? A power play? Based on the coffee? I mean I do not know.  Maybe it means don't buy coffee from there.

Ok so this is what it is about is documenting the coffee for tonight.  Why is that? To legally protect the health people while I do these copyrights? Hmm I do not really understand the need for that.

Well okay, that is all for now.

Have a good night everyone.