Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Friday, May 29. I passed inspection but not enthusiastically and I think it should have been more recognized as really well done. I also went to the post office twice and was not able to get my package even though amazon said it was delivered. I am having some serious problems at this post office and I think they are trying to find ways to do refusal to serve.  If I don't get the books tomorrow, I am going to go to the police station about it. Possibly some stuff I mailed was also sent late but I don't know.

This could be a re enactment of the barnes and noble case but I am a little bit tired of that, everyone.  Where is my writing career? Where are the book sales?  This game is cruel and there are millions of people who I don't respect.  And it is a loss for them. Pretty severe for some people, and if you are reading this, your case is against Barnes and Noble. Are people waiting for me to say "also NYU?" I could have handled NYU's injustice much better if my patience had not been destroyed by more criminal abuse.

It is weird to have these post office problems. I do not know what to do. But I think it might be kind of simple. Like you just report it and they fix it. I mean is it happening at all the post offices? Is it "nonviolent resistance?" Well how inspiring and historic. I guess the paycheck part is what confuses me.

Anyway it is bothering me right now also because amazon changed the design of their page and the books don't look as good and I think they know that and did it for some reason involving their own power.

But possibly it is time to accept a career that is over. It was what it was and I will get the missing readership in heaven.  Sometimes when I think of that I don't feel like starting over, but that might be the point, is that the books will be popular there as is, and might already be.

I actually could stand up to the conspiracy and unpublish everything. And say time is up for everyone. I mean was the goal for me to see that everyone just wants my money? I do not think that was always true.

 Hello everyone. My next batch of books is to Delgado. Interestingly, a lot of the things books I have on hand are going to go to the autism event again. And there will be some different titles. They were so nice to me to accept me again at their event and I won’t mess it up. I will also be logging on to a writers retreat online that weekend.

I just ate some stoufferd turkey tetrazzini. I love that stuff. I also like the barbecue chicken and cheesy potato bake but I did not see that as a choice on the store list.

Gice some people do not have the food they need. But I think there will be motivation to help them.

I feel like some of the network problems might be happening again. I don’t know what to think about it but so far Karla is nice to me and that is the main thing needed. I just couldn’t tell if the post office people are ganging up on me. I don’t order that much there and they have been getting it wrong every time and it seems like it is on purpose.

I just got an email from my therapist. She was sick this week. I hope she feels better soon. Both emails came right during the time that I was supposed to take my medicine and waited. But I feel fine. My medicine is okay.

I wish I had my new book here. I might re order it.

I should do that now.

 

Hey everyone I am trying to decide if this meme is good enough to post. Do you guys think this is inappropriate? I always found gerbil jokes to be kind of innocent and funny. I think I will post it to my facebook page and see what people think.

 Hello everyone. I just mailed some books. Ten books total, seven joke books. I am glad to do that, it makes me feel some purpose. Next up is Delgado but I am waiting for my new credit card to get here. But who knows, maybe I will know what to send later today.

So ok, that went well. Now I am an hour and a half away from inspection. Left to do is finish dishes, counter, sweep and mop, clear table. That is a lot but I think I can wait thirty minutes to get it done.

Ok for two dishes do the pot and pan on the chair and that will count as clearing the chair.

Gice cleaning is not easy.

Gice my new book wasn’t at the post office yet. So I might go back later. I just don’t think I can get Delgado’s books ready by then.

So ok. Wash three dishes. Wipe down counter. That will take five minutes. Then sweep and mop.

Gice any thoughts about life and books? I just feel like it is good to be thankful for each day.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is almost 8 am on Friday. I did a load of laundry and took out some trash. I have about five chores left and I will be ready for inspection. Then I will probably go to the post office and mail some books. It is possible I will get the packages ready before inspection. Like at 9:30. I don’t have the right sized boxes but it will be okay. 

Some of these books might go faster than I realize.

I felt bored earlier and really still feel like the facebook feed of bad news instead of friends posts is one of the most harmful things that has happened in our country and world in the past decade. And people think I am shallow but I think a lot of the other problems are because of that.

There is some major protesting happening against ICE and I kind of am in admiration but kind of think I feel pretty sure about that stuff being something I have no control over whatsoever.

I am not sure how I feel about my sleep schedule still being messed up. I think the main thing to do is try to take some walks and see how things improve.

Well, that is all for now. Have a good day, everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just went to a support group and wow it was great. I was really stumped on people's problems but the other members had amazing ideas. So that is neat and I feel good afterwards.  I am waiting for a guy to do his laundry. Then later I will go do one load.

I took a nap this afternoon and in the dream was cleaning and packing for something and did so well at it that I was sorry it was a dream.  But now I feel rested. I was scared my apartment building was going to disappear. But I think it is okay. They just need to hire more staff. It could be that this recent year or so with all nice people will be over. But two of those people are in charge now. I will miss the person named Linda.  Also Delores is one of the nicest people I have ever met and she is the night person which is when I am awake. I just now said hello to Tonya and I think she is nice and won't torture me.

Gice the instacart order was expensive today but I added two new ingredients to the orange fluff salad: coconut flakes and maraschino cherries.  So that is good. But I did not have cottage cheese.

Next is the taco dip. I got some aluminum pans.  So that is also good.  And the milk. Gice medicine is not  a game. That is why Tonya was a little bit stern.

Gice I didn't do that well today but ups and downs live and learn.

Gice maybe tonight I will pack up some joke books for some lawyers. Then maybe go through some friends lists to see who would want a library book. There could be some vermont people. maybe on linked in. Don't forget patrick. The reason I forgot him was because of linked in.

Tomorrow is inspection. I believe I will do okay. I got some trash bags. I need to walk more. Tomorrow I am going to try to go pick up the new book. Gice, any thoughts?

Gice do you think Montifiore will let me be in the program that meets near me? Is it mental health groups? I might inquire.

Ravneet sent me some messages.  She is doing well. Ravneet loves me and is going to make some food for me sometime. Hopefully some vegetables with cream sauce.

Well, that is all. Have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. It is 2:15 on Thursday. I just received an Instacart order and am going to make a taco dip and ambrosia salad. I also got some trash bags and detergent for inspection. 

I got worried today because my building needs more staff and I got worried that they would suddenly close it. But I think we will be okay. I am glad I am not taking any trips in June. Also the hole in the fence is back so I can more easily go to the post office.

I don’t know what my plan for giving away books is. I might just try to have some on hand. I think the joke books will disappear by next week.

My mood is kind of low today but I think some of it is from low iron again. However I took an iron pill last night and think I will be okay.

I think that soon I will make the stuff from the groceries. Then later I will try to do laundry. Maybe late at night.

I got some new milk because the other milk went bad. It kind of went bad too fast but it is okay. I did use a lot of it.

Well, have a good day everyone.