hello everyone, soon it is time to take my medicine. I boosted the gerbil post and feel good about it.  As for the other post, I think it is okay. I wanted to make that "distribute the book to every man, woman, and child," joke, but the book does have something inappropriate for children in it.  But you can tell by the reading level that like it isn't a picture book. And I say it has legal documents.

I just wonder because I saw a children's social work post on linked in and sometimes that happens if agencies check on you. And I don't know who are my real friends from social work school.  

So anyway, that is the kind of stuff that happens as years go by and the original books haven't reached people. But I think it was assessed that I might not live long after the books reach people.

Some people get celebrated and some people don't.  I am not as impressed by some things as I once was. I think some younger people will see through some things that meant something for a while.

Anyway does anyone have any opinions? Ravneet is the one who suggested to do a black and white photo.

I remembered the thing I needed to do today: rehearse the comedy show.

Does anyone have any thoughts about my book? I would be curious to know who agrees with certain decisions.  I just think I did get it right but why why why. I mean I have to say that, why. 

I think it has to do with prophecy. Like you keep it clean and then you tap into the truly offensive. kind of like wisdom and foolishness.

Gice what do you think about the Kansas song "dust in the wind." It seems that it will stand the test of time, which is kind of ironic.

Well have a good day, everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I posted a couple of posts. I think they were good posts. I think there is some stuff on the news that I am missing.

I can mail my next two packages from another post office if my post office does not send them.

I do want to mail the next packages. I felt renewed strength this afternoon and easily chose what to put in each box. So next is a phone call. I mean I could send a message tomorrow on facebook but I think I will wait until Monday.

After that I think I will try to send birthday presents and a graduation present for my nieces. I think I will send some of those wooden animals from 59th street. 

Some people are very persecuted right now. I am doing ok as compared to the past few years. It is just hard for me to tell whether this is a storm that will pass or if it is some kind of severe assault that no one will escape unscathed.

 Hello everyone. I went to the post office and got my package. It went fine. I wanted to talk to Ron but had to wait because a worker was being observed. 

I am sad that the worker might get in trouble but I did report very serious delays and deliberate impediment of getting mail.

So anyway then I went to McDonalds and I should have given this homeless guy half my nuggets and I ate too much. But at least he got the rest of the orange drink.

I think I will drink coffee later even though I did have an ice coffee. I think in two hours I will have another coffee.

I took an iron pill last night and feel better. I slept a lot and had dreams that were interesting. The dreams seemed normal to me and not supernatural.

I felt upset last night and triggered about the writing career. I think because the books did not look good on the Amazon site and because I was not able to get the books at the post office. But actually I am also a little stumped about mailouts. I don’t know who wants a book and it is hard to ask when I have already sent messages to hundreds of people.

Anyway I am wondering if PFR is next. Like should I send a message to Danny Dotson.

Well I hope I am not out of joke books by then.

Ok everyone have a good day.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Friday, May 29. I passed inspection but not enthusiastically and I think it should have been more recognized as really well done. I also went to the post office twice and was not able to get my package even though amazon said it was delivered. I am having some serious problems at this post office and I think they are trying to find ways to do refusal to serve.  If I don't get the books tomorrow, I am going to go to the police station about it. Possibly some stuff I mailed was also sent late but I don't know.

This could be a re enactment of the barnes and noble case but I am a little bit tired of that, everyone.  Where is my writing career? Where are the book sales?  This game is cruel and there are millions of people who I don't respect.  And it is a loss for them. Pretty severe for some people, and if you are reading this, your case is against Barnes and Noble. Are people waiting for me to say "also NYU?" I could have handled NYU's injustice much better if my patience had not been destroyed by more criminal abuse.

It is weird to have these post office problems. I do not know what to do. But I think it might be kind of simple. Like you just report it and they fix it. I mean is it happening at all the post offices? Is it "nonviolent resistance?" Well how inspiring and historic. I guess the paycheck part is what confuses me.

Anyway it is bothering me right now also because amazon changed the design of their page and the books don't look as good and I think they know that and did it for some reason involving their own power.

But possibly it is time to accept a career that is over. It was what it was and I will get the missing readership in heaven.  Sometimes when I think of that I don't feel like starting over, but that might be the point, is that the books will be popular there as is, and might already be.

I actually could stand up to the conspiracy and unpublish everything. And say time is up for everyone. I mean was the goal for me to see that everyone just wants my money? I do not think that was always true.

 Hello everyone. My next batch of books is to Delgado. Interestingly, a lot of the things books I have on hand are going to go to the autism event again. And there will be some different titles. They were so nice to me to accept me again at their event and I won’t mess it up. I will also be logging on to a writers retreat online that weekend.

I just ate some stoufferd turkey tetrazzini. I love that stuff. I also like the barbecue chicken and cheesy potato bake but I did not see that as a choice on the store list.

Gice some people do not have the food they need. But I think there will be motivation to help them.

I feel like some of the network problems might be happening again. I don’t know what to think about it but so far Karla is nice to me and that is the main thing needed. I just couldn’t tell if the post office people are ganging up on me. I don’t order that much there and they have been getting it wrong every time and it seems like it is on purpose.

I just got an email from my therapist. She was sick this week. I hope she feels better soon. Both emails came right during the time that I was supposed to take my medicine and waited. But I feel fine. My medicine is okay.

I wish I had my new book here. I might re order it.

I should do that now.

 

Hey everyone I am trying to decide if this meme is good enough to post. Do you guys think this is inappropriate? I always found gerbil jokes to be kind of innocent and funny. I think I will post it to my facebook page and see what people think.

 Hello everyone. I just mailed some books. Ten books total, seven joke books. I am glad to do that, it makes me feel some purpose. Next up is Delgado but I am waiting for my new credit card to get here. But who knows, maybe I will know what to send later today.

So ok, that went well. Now I am an hour and a half away from inspection. Left to do is finish dishes, counter, sweep and mop, clear table. That is a lot but I think I can wait thirty minutes to get it done.

Ok for two dishes do the pot and pan on the chair and that will count as clearing the chair.

Gice cleaning is not easy.

Gice my new book wasn’t at the post office yet. So I might go back later. I just don’t think I can get Delgado’s books ready by then.

So ok. Wash three dishes. Wipe down counter. That will take five minutes. Then sweep and mop.

Gice any thoughts about life and books? I just feel like it is good to be thankful for each day.