Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Feb 14, Valentine's Day. 

I hope everyone is doing okay. I am doing okay and slept through most of the day because I did not take my medicine until 9 am.  I went to a spirituality group today and honestly some people were losers. Like the same bullcrap anti-christianity. I feel sorry for them. It is certain people. It is a familiar pattern.  At some point I should just say I am tired of it and feel sorry for them. I do not know where their arrogance came from, like if they were in a good mood one day and thought themselves spiritually superior. 

But anyway I just felt like I would say it because wow who needs that.  But I was late today and some people were nice. I don't go much because the group mostly took a new age turn toward a consistent belief in certain reincarnation purposes.

So anyway I heard from Ravneet and she is supporting me going to the grocery store tomorrow morning hopefully. I think I will go at ten oclock and walk to that far store with the cart.

My facebook posts did well and hit 1.5. I am hitting ten thousand per dollar on some posts.  I think that is the raise I got for longevity.  So I should keep posting. I might create more images soon on canva and bing. I mean should I do that later tonight? Hmm I do not know.

I think I am at about 98 million views.  It could be only 85 if I am wrong about organic reach.  But I think I am right about it and am also accounting for about 3 million views that I accidentally deleted when I had to stop some ads that didn't have a scheduled ending.  

I could send around the two poems but I don't know if I want to do that gallbladder image. I think it is okay but I am just not sure it is a good enough poem. I am sometimes having trouble knowing which audience to send to.  Because when I do both America and India it sometimes doesn't go to America.

I saw disturbing images of detention centers for ten thousand people at a time.  That is not a happy site.  I don't know why we couldn't just do citizenship for people. 

I think in some ways we have to ask God for help and see a new future where America is a piece of crap country and the things God does in our lives are kind of independent of or under a bad government.

One of my goals is to not blame it all on guys watching inappropriate things on TV.  That might be it or it might not be it.  In terms of why we are missing leadership of actual good people.

Well, that is all for today. I wrote two new poems but did not put them in that book. I feel happy that I can use that self control and not change the book other than fixing that missing letter. I fixed the glossy print status too and now it will be better. I am working on a new thin book but I need to be patient because the poems are already a thin book. Maybe I will find some blog posts for it but really I am not sure I have that much material yet. I hd thirteen pages of memes and poems.  So I need to be patient. I might write something else biographical. But I forgot what it was. Do you guys remember? I think I emailed it to myself two weeks ago.

Well have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, did you guys like my new poems? I think they are good.  I have one more but it is not that great. I just went to the post office and picked up the next round of joke and library books. I might not rush distribution.  But who knows, maybe next week I will feel like getting it done.  I think for now I will just be glad about what I sent last week. I hope I did not intrude on people's Valentine's Day.

I was not able to go to the grocery store today. I think I will try to go tomorrow morning. I think I will postpone medicine until noon and see if I can go in the morning. That will probably be okay and eventually I will skip a day and be back to 9 pm medicine.

I got three frozen meals at Walgreens for 7 dollars each. I think that is an okay deal. I did not buy valentine's chocolate but got two Whatchamcallits. And ice cream snickers.

I think I am okay to wait and get the fixins for chili tomorrow or even Sunday. But I think it will be tomorrow. Wow I am tired of politics and the liberal slash religious divide.  I mean maybe that means stay off media.  But I like facebook and my posts are doing well.

The fun thing this time was 165 shares for the groundhog post.  I think that is funny. Most of the viewers are women older than me.  That is kind of okay with me but I think it is from facebook cheating and lying.  Because the audience I selected was 18-65 and they always give me over 65.

But anyway my India posts are doing well. I might revisit and click like on comments but sometimes I can't scroll that much because my computer overheats.  That groundhog post is running at 10 thousand people per dollar.  So that is great and fun. I mean some people could say why couldn't that be a hundred dollar post but it just wasn't.  The other posts are okay too. I think the bird post could have reached more people but it is okay. I will be at a cool mil.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday, Feb 11. I just walked to a food station but had really wanted to go to the grocery store today. However, it was so cloudy when I went outside that I felt I should wait until tomorrow.  Probably that will be fine and I will get the fixins for chili. As it is I ate some chicken curry and it was yummy but could use more sauce.  However I still feel good about the food for today. But now my account is depleted and I have to be more careful tomorrow.  But it is good to be careful anyway and buy the OTC designated foods.

What is left is some pork and mystery food which will be good later. I wanted that creamed corn again but it was not there. Also today I ordered snacks from Instacart. And I sadly did not give Salvador and his mom a poetry book and art book.  It was such a terrible fumble.  But I left a good tip online but it is not the same.  However I do not need to grovel in the regret. 

Will I feel bad about those poems? I actually have one more but I am not posting it. There are actually two about liberals that I am keeping to myself.  I do not know if all my friends left me but I know I will write what seems good and if it gets wasted, people can be corrected on Judgement Day.

What do you guys think about the soup I bought? I think it was a good purchase.

I miss Ravneet. She helped me feel better this morning. I did not expect to post all that facebook stuff today but I think I will be glad. I think I can say that when these posts finish, I will be at 97 million views.  One of my accounts disappeared, though, and I am not sure the organic reach is as much on the new pages.  Because the organic reach for the jokes page was 5.5 million plus the 30 million views.  And I estimated that it would be the same for these pages.  But these pages only have 3 thousand followers instead of 300 thousand followers, so I am not sure the organic reach accumulated the same way.  And yet it might have.  Also, it is about 55 or 60 million views for the art pages.  And 3 million that got erased on the records. So I always add those accounts and then add 11 million and 3 million.  That puts me at about 95 million.  But I am ready to be at 97 million and might estimate a little higher and maybe guess one million from my normal page where I did videos for 300k people this year.  And then I think last year is added to that.  So maybe I can definitely just round it up a little bit.  I mean I don't know. I always have had guilt sometimes about lying to myself.  That was from being gay and not feeling like myself.  It wasn't really my fault. I think God understands. 

Last night I read Jane Eyre and it was great. I am on chapter 23.  I didn't realize it was such a romance novel.  I really didn't perceive that as a kid until the end. It is just actually kind of funny because there is so much physical description of Mr. Rochester.  

Well, have a nice day everyone.

 Ok everyone, that is weird, but I posted the other valentine and sent it to India. It worked out well. Kind of weird that I also did the rabbit but I think it is okay. I feel good about these posts even though it is pushing the budget a little bit. In fact I think I need to check the discover card account.  

That took a lot out of me so now it is harder to go to the store. But I believe I can do that soon.  And yet what if I wait until tomorrow. I actually could wait until tomorrow. I will just see how I feel in thirty minutes or an hour.

What am I going to eat for lunch. I should have thawed some chicken. Maybe I will make some rice. I think at the store I will get some beans and corn, and grits and cheese and I don't know. I mean maybe wait until tomorrow.

Does anyone have any thoughts about my valentines? A lot of people suffer at valentines. There is a lot of suffering and I think that the next generations are deciding how to live.

Gice what a fumble earlier but maybe that guy needed some cash.

Ok I need to check the account and make sure I did not forget about a whole round of boosts.

 Hello everyone, thanks for the feedback, it really made me laugh. 

Ok here is the new image. I think it is better but for some reason might use the other one.

But this is good too:

 Hello everyone I hope they find the missing person soon. 

I read the section for book club. It was great.

Now it is 3:22. I think I will try to take my medicine at 4 am.

I hope I didn’t ruin people’s Valentine’s Day by mailing books. I kind of feel like I might have caused a distraction in some cases.

But anyway I think they did not find the person yet and I was hoping they would.

I missed second tuesdays tonight with WFYL. I just forgot and did not notice the reminder.

So that is too bad but I might still talk to Kate another time soon.

I will mail Angel a poetry book soon but possibly not tomorrow. Tomorrow is a grocery day.

I might order on Instacart.

I don’t really feel like boosting that groundhog post.

I mean maybe I will soon.

But I do not know.

I just feel like my facebook friends are not seeing my posts. 

Gice my poems aren’t that good sometimes are they. I mean let’s be honest, but sometimes they are good.

Well have a great day everyone.

 Hello everyone, it is Wednesday. Feb 11 at 1 am. I just wrote a poem.  It is fine but doesn't have any layers of genius.  Possibly with these rhymes I could start thinking of some double meaning or something sometimes.  But I think people might underestimate the value of an interesting poem that rhymes well and makes sense about something interesting.  

Anyway, I might read some of Jane Eyre soon for my book club. That poem took a lot of out of me, mainly because I noticed a mistake in the other poem.  I don't think the mistake was a punishment for being wrong.

I also shared a groundhog meme and will see how that goes.  I mean honestly I might hear back from three or four people about it. That is weird to me, and sad.  I mean our society had so many blessings, and people just tore it up.  And they are just going to let the automated systems drain the cash as violence and poverty take over.

Well that is not necessary to go into right now. I am just glad that I had another poem that to me makes sense and is okay. How many people are mad at me or care, I do not know.

In my mind I can see a vision of my life that is near the Toys R Us parking lot and Jason's Deli.  And it is full of respect and discipline.  And it is also a full good life, so I should not play the martyr.

Well, that is all. I just felt that I had to say something because I was embarrassed when I saw that I repeated the word "year" in that poem.  So that was bad but it is okay.

I think that at 2 am I will read the Jane Eyre chapters and then take medicine at 4 am.  And then at about noon or one I will either walk to the grocery store or order on instacart.