Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Saturday, May 31. It is 5:40 pm. Unfortunately I just logged into Tik Tok and saw an inappropriate video. So I logged out and will think about whether I can ever participate. I mean maybe I can get some views and sell some books but I question whether I should participate.  People could say the same about facebook and instagram, but I think I am doing okay on there.  

The question right now is whether my blue check is up to date on facebook.

Anyway I also watched some mini lectures from princeton professors on my computer. I still have one or two left. It was great. I can't tell if I am having any visions from it. I am not sure that I am.

But I was amazed by the power I felt when I went to the luncheon event.  It was bright and powerful and I think it was the president's spiritual gifts in action.

Anyway I prayed some today. I think I should have asked my sister for more info when she asked me to pray for her. I hope everything is okay. It kind of worries me because we all need for her life to be okay.

Anyway I also did a few AI drawings.  And one of them in particular is excellent.

I think for some reason I might upload a different metal work image instead of promoting the rainbow cross so it is not too much rainbow when i boost the new blob image. The new blob image is really cool.

I think I might also do some videos on zoom in my room and post them.  And I will read some poems and discuss something interesting.  Probably I will only post that on facebook but I don't know.

I think I could do some interesting videos. I guess that will also be a new hobby.

 Hello everyone. Today is Saturday, May 31. I just went to a Mensa discussion and it was really fun. I will be back hopefully. We talked about China. It was an interesting discussion. This guy talked about some of his career adventures and he had to get a plant manager fired for something and require drug tests for safety.

I had a really good time and this confirms my participation after missing some games.

So that is a nice day so far. I am drinking coffee now. So I took a walk, got some good food, and went to a nice zoom meeting, and made an AI picture.  I think I cracked the code on the towels, which is to do art and a poem. And call them Wow towels. I just think maybe no one wants to bother with the puzzle in the same way that I don't want to bother creating it.

My sister had a prayer request and I hope she will be okay. I hope I will be okay too because I really depend on her a lot.

So what will I do now, I do not know. Maybe I will read some books. Yesterday I read revelationaries. I found the middle section to be slightly too boring to read but that is with my reduced attention span.  So really I think the book is fine.  But this could be an interesting meter to use, because it could correlate with a segment of the population that does not read much.  So I will see what is still readable.

I need to mail some books to people because that makes me feel better.

 Hello everyone. I just took a walk to the food place. I think I can make it a habit and see a difference within ten walks. I walked fast, because that is the secret to weight loss is walking fast. It is true.  Next thing is to cut out a coffee and mostly switch from coke to water.

I think I will just try to get down to 186 which was the weight I felt okay about. I mean it was okay for a writer. But 200 is just not okay. It just isn't.  And now some extra atrophy from my luxury trip to SC.

So anyway I think it will only take days to recover from the trip, then weeks to see a difference, then a few months to be back to normal.  

I still think I should be on 40 latuda. I think I am too lazy and the .5 risperdal does more than we know.  And I personally don't think the latuda can be trusted like the risperdal can.

So anyway I am okay for now I guess, maybe just a little bored. I guess I could work on the novel.

I think the idea with the conspiracy is that I would believe things that must be delusions but really they are true, so it makes future schizophrenics be less of a fool.  So the idea is that secretly I am a famous writer and maybe a professor. I mean I hesitate to say that out of pride, but I think that is the game we are playing. And that is why the books don't sell even at a normal rate.

So I will try to play along a little better I think.  And maybe read and find tid bits to share.

I mean what if I just don't only care about myself all the time.  What if I read a history book.  I mean I don't know. But anyway I think the liberals tore up too much stuff and some of their people don't have any basic christianity and they do shoutouts to idols all the time. I mean you can't even believe it.  But some people are okay.

Anyway, that is the same stuff as usual. 

At 2 pm I go to a Mensa discussion group.  That is just what I needed.  I like mensa. They probably think I am mad at them because I haven't been going to games group but I just was out of town and couldn't.

So anyway, that exercise was easy. Hopefully it will do the trick.

 Hello everyone. It is Friday, May 30. I hope you are all having a nice day. I had a nice easy day. I went to the grocery store, I mailed some books to a facebooker, I went to an online meeting, I took a shower, and I ate a taco from Taco Bell.

I felt like a real writer for a while because of mailing the books. The meeting was good. Then I just scrolled through instagram for a while and I saw too many dangerous stunts.

I think I should read through some books for a while. Ravneet just said hey to me and I think she said hello from salad as well.

I am not currently boosting any posts. I am taking a break. I think it is good to sometimes boost posts and sometimes not boost posts.

I wonder when my books will sell.

I guess I will play some music on my computer and then rest for a while.

 Hello everyone. Party's over with the grocery store grace period. Now I have to go back to stop and shop using hard to use transportation. But i think I can do it. It will not be easy but my food prep was better before. And I can still use extra funds to get the other groceries of choice.

It is not easy but hopefully our country will rev back up together.

I have to say that I had a good cashier and that made a difference in my life. She knew what to do and tried the groceries with the scanner.  So it worked out and some groceries went on my OTC card.

I believe my functioning is now moderate low.  And I am glad I was able to travel. I think I will be able to travel again in November. My summer plans include a job prep program with cab rides, walking more, drinking water, and going to the grocery store. It will be okay. I might lose OTC anyway because my insurance might disappear.

So maybe on my computer I will make a gratitude list.  And a grievances list. 

Well, that is all. I wonder how Ravneet is doing.

have a good day

 Hello everyone, today is Friday. I am listening to a theology podcast. It is pretty interesting. I woke up at 9 am. I just drank a coffee. Last night I ate pancakes and it was yummy. 

Later I will try to go to the grocery store.

Mostly I will get frozen meals I think. Maybe some snacks and cookies. Maybe stuff for a bean dip.

Then I need to prep some books to mail to some people. I will try to do that in the afternoon probably or maybe prep the package and then go to the store then mail the package later.

It is not that easy because I waited because I was out of town.

Well, have a nice day everyone.

 Hello everyone. Today is Thursday, May 29. I am in my apartment. I need to update facebook friends and tell them I am home in Greenville.

I went to my mental health program today and it was mostly fun.

My housing place did not let me turn in my check today but I will turn it in tomorrow.

I stayed inside mostly and rested and listened to music.

I just washed some dishes and put up some clothes. My apartment is almost ready for inspection. I think I will do a little extra this time if I am able to.

Later I am going to a nami meeting online.

I am thankful for each day and am just trying to keep housing and insurance.  The government might make me lose insurance. It will be a mess when that happens. But I have medicare so maybe that will kick in. I think there will be lawsuits that people win easily against the government.

I just made some coffee and I cleaned the coffee maker before I did.  So that is good. There aren't reall bad messy spots in my apartment but I need to clean out the cupboards and start over with food.  I think I should throw out some clothes, too, like random stuff that doesn't fit etc.

But really my apartment isn't that messy.

Tomorrow I need to go to the grocery store and mail some books to a facebook fan.

Wizardmouse gave his testimony at camp starbucks. The mice had a great time. Now is the closing slideshow and they are moving on to work in the cities.