OK I remember the post topic that I forgot about. It is about this mental health abuse being like a relationship problem that people have when they repeat their same problem patterns that they learned in early childhood.  Except people had an idea to make that play out in my huge social life, as if it is family. Well that is crazy.  So basically I had this air-tight strictly well meaning social life full of hundreds of friends and ten or twenty associations, so about a thousand people, but something went dreadfully wrong and I was tortured by 30 thousand bullies at a retail store and left permanently disabled.  Sow now, a similar pattern is playing out in the Bronx with my mental health services and neighborhood.  And people are bullying me to death again and my dementia is increasing. It is three hospitals, housing as the main problem, and the cops as the worst extra element that truly has no business paying attention anyway. And it is just like the other stuff that revolved around constructive dismissal, only this is about mental health escalation.  And the idea is that all this played out like a freudian social loop that happens when people repeat their "attachment styles."  And this is another idea about some kind of extrovert outreach autism style where I just connect with person after person until an infinite hallway of doors emerges.  So that is why it also overlaps with fantasy genre afterlife element.  Well truly, congrats to everyone, but there is in fact a part of the pattern where I survive and all the people are found out, good, bad, or kind of comical.