Hello everyone, I wrote a post but did not post it but I am happy about the election results and inspired by the Talrico victory. I wish I had some grape soda. I have to take my medicine soon. I am going to be tortured this week for skipping it last night but I had to be alert for my sister's visit. And really I had more medicine in my system.  The latuda is ruining my life and activities again. It is a shameful failure of my new york mental health environment, the racism here, the abusive hospitals, the bad housing practices, and a religious factor of people thinking that God is not going to confront them about it in front of an audience as they wail with devastation, horror, and a humiliation that no one will feel sorry for.

Anyway I did compile an 8 book 800 page copyright document but I think I will be getting to that another time in terms of schedule.  I am not happy to have my life ruined by this medicine.  Do people think I don't know how to manage my own doses? Do you think I got three master's degrees from letting doctors overmedicate me?  Do you think you prove me wrong by provoking me to sound paranoid in front of my facebook friends? They know but they don't know. There is stuff I am not saying. 

Karla abuses me.  I am on too much medicine.  It is wrong.