Hello everyone, I hope some pals are reading this.

The scbwi conference looks really fun and I am going to try to go.  I think I can go. My mom is a financial martyr for children's books. Thanks mom.  I guess a torture martyr too but that is more complicated.

Anyway I did not mean to get on that tangent but I am going to try to go to the conference and if I am able to go to the illustrator thing I will even though gice I know there is a difference okay. I do know that and probably people know I know because I did my best on writing and they did their best on art.

Ok.  Should I call Hallie and Jocelyn.  I just don't know if I can have roommates with my condition.

Also I think I am staying at the other hotel.  But for two nights instead of one. 

So all I need is the 600 and I could have registered today. But I will be patient. I kind of couldn't have registered today.

Ok. I am not giving a presentation because I would not do well and I am not successful enough and do ai. But I will be a mascot as usual. We think I might be little critter.

Gice.  Thanks for helping me, it has not been easy. The swindle really hurt me.

Gice I am not sure I surpassed horizon cow with anything but maybe that is appropriate.

I think the main happy thing is that the imaginary mice are real and we are all going to have imaginary animal friends in heaven. Probably some people at this conference will design portions of heaven. I mean the life too. I just believe that. I believe Jim Henson has actual creatures now somewhere. 

Anyway I drank some egg nog and now I need to see if there are other groceries. The christmas trees hopefully are for Doug. But we know my word is not good. It isn't and that is what happened but possibly it was too good for a while like literally no blips I mean that is kind of weird. It means your socializing is your job but that is why social work but still that is not necessarily and yet it has its rewards.

Gice the immediate thing is that I need to eat some food from my new groceries but am tired.

I think my comedy will be okay but can y'all tell that I am out of it? Can anyone see it? Probably peopel can see the depression too and feel it.