Hello everyone, this is Refried. I did some ads on facebook. It was kind of weird, I hesitated and didn't have that feeling before about how obvious it was to do the God loves you post.  So I will just be patient. I mean maybe it is time for the books and the books is that.

I was listening to music I like on youtube and found that emmanuel video and I was like hmm is this the next algeria video.  and then I was like okay I think I will post one of the new four memes on that page.  Well that page I believe has spies from the bronx bullies.  So I might have been wrong.

So I have two book ads, one mouse post, and a cross post. I think that is good for now.

I might remove the angel post for now. Because I have a bad feeling. So what is the bad feeling from. It could be that. The bad feeling is a spiritual power. I mean I feel the spiritual powers when I am doing right. So maybe I should not assume that I am in trouble for it.

Hmm I do not know.  I just really felt I might as well go ahead and post it and not be like ok the four posts have to be together on a page.  And I don't feel that the motel looking thing belongs on the Bronx page. I think it belongs on the jokes page if at all. So hmm I do not know.

Anthony just knocked on my door and I told him not to jiggle the handle anymore.  I feel kind of bad because he thought I might give him more candy but instead it was a warning and that is depressing.  But last night was really unacceptable and it did cost me some stuff.  All that bad stuff yesterday, I mean there was no reason to have any of those interactions at all. It was like 6-7 problems and a general awareness of a more permanent problem that isn't supposed to be a problem.  I believe these people would be absolutely destroyed in court. For me to pay rent every month and be treated like a criminal for staying alive.  And for them to act like they help people and make me feel like I have a perpetual unsolved problem.

So anyway, that bad feeling is going away. I have no doubt whatsoever about the angel post except that I don't usually publicly curse.  But I have cursed a few times in my books, and I think that is a good word to use for this issue.

Anyway I have not been praying that much for several days. Can you guys tell when that is the case? It just really is like the Krispy Kreme thing. And just a reminder for the people who judge me for saying too much, there is this other struggle of being alive. And I think that is where God agrees with me to choose my battles.  And I am not a monster or dead. I am like a slouch and loser but am not wasting my life. And I think that is a good compromise.  And people can judge it but you would not be here. You would have been gone at 19. And possibly I should have.