Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Tuesday, Oct 20. I feel okay today. I did not feel well last night. I felt the low iron feeling and mental spaciness and exhaustion.  

I went to the doctor yesterday and told her that I felt that the low iron problems were different at different times but I felt some memory and attention problems that were worse than normal because of it. I think that is true and it really is a feeling different than before where I am kind of like wow I could really be disoriented without much warning.  And yet it kind of is just almost there and not really that level of out of it.  But to not really be able to finish thoughts sometimes is a thing. And I did not explain it well to her. I told her I was having trouble completing daydreams like I couldn't follow the story line. That is TMI for her or my blog but I don't know how else to say the difference in the amount of memory issues I have.

So anyway I am eating a calzone and will make coffee soon. I mean should I go to starbucks. I do not know. My weight at the hospital was around 199.  It could really be 196 or 197. I think that is ten pounds down and the next ten is the real kicker,

So anyway have y'all enjoyed my facebook posts? It does help me recover a lot. I can get almost back to normal instead of triggered. It is not happy to be in a triggered state and it can hurt your life. That is why I am standing up against it. It must be stopped as a go to practice for no reason except power and bullying.

Anyway I am working on a parody idea of a story, what do you guys think: