Ok everyone, the reason all those people betrayed me was to hide from the eyes of the people I am mailing books to tomorrow. It is some democrats. I am not a democrat but am left leaning.

It was kind of depressing but not that big of a deal. Also Karla is pretending to be a child abuser for advocacy purposes.  But I still don't appreciate it and feel very oppressed and persecuted.  I do have thirty bullies among my health care places and a larger network that supports them, plus my traitor friends who saw no other way to show racial support, bringing shame upon themselves, the population they pretend to care about, and our whole society and world.