Hey everyone, I am going to cook that taco meat soon hopefully. Like in one hour. The trolls on facbook are bothering me. It is weird americans. I guess just don't worry about it. I am kind of embarrassed for them, but kind of disturbed sometimes.  So possibly just take a lot of breaks. 

Maybe I will watch some more youtube and cooking videos.

Possibly I will call Erline in a while.

I feel like the animal videos kind of cured the weird disorientation. Like to think I had to be a martyr or I didn't do right. When just survival is a fight for so many people. That reminds me to write a few poems.