hello everyone, this is refried. It is Friday aug 7. I am thankful I got good sleep. I just drank coffee. Will I go for a walk today? maybe. I think the medicine is working on the new itchy spot. Also it seems that it was never mrsa but probably staph.  But I personally still don't know for sure.  Let's see if this medicine actually is working or if I am just hoping it is. I think it is. Also what was it that got infected? I think it was a mosquito bite.  Which now I have a bite on my other arm too but it seems like an obvious mosquito bite and I did see a mosquito.  And maybe some people are like, "it's always something."  And I have to say that well, it is always something sometimes.  And I got derailed from a few things this summer.  The elevator, the air quality, the low iron, going to the hospital, and then something that is either from the hospital or possibly from the ocd stress from elevator or the stairwell. My guess is stress plus apartment. And that is a thing. And basically when the housing people abuse me, my health permanently declines.  And I am reminded of the main medicine and health problems from two years ago.

It wasn't that long ago. The Gracie Square visit was 2024. I believe that was march. So two years. I hope Haley calls me today. It might only be if I am a good exercise buddy. So I will check the weather, I mean maybe I will walk to Starbucks.

Yesterday it was so fun to be back at 168. I just love them all so much but I wasn't consistently perfect with my thoughts and behavior. But it was still good and I think I might have felt some good supernatural prayer a few times.  But that was interesting about the OCD urge later and they gave me exactly enough time for it. Wasn't that weird? I think it was okay. And Dr. P got a blobs book.  Why didn't he want a library book or pinnacle of human folly? I mean I do not know.  But maybe they agreed with me that this is not a joke and I do not need to spread germs. I mean it is kind of an interesting impression they got from me. Like hi, I might have mrsa, hi I might have mrsa.  I think they will be nice to me but I will probably be paranoid about racism for the rest of my life.

Anyway I got my tetanus shot, as I requested by email at the mall that time. I do think it is good to stay up to date on that. I think last night when I suddenly didn't feel good, it was because of that.  And I was worried that it was because of the skin medicine. But then I was okay and sat up in bed and could breathe okay and saw some mild visions of random things. Just random people visions that weren't interpretable and seemed related to getting medicine.

But I had a healing feeling too so maybe people prayed.  It makes me want to pray more for the sick and maybe pray for the healers too, like praying for them to pray.  You can boost other people's prayers, I believe that is true.

Anyway I might send in a statement about how I feel like my notes are messed up. But it is okay for now.  I think the doctors think it is okay to just say pre diabetes instead of taking off that other thing, but really there should be no mention. But really I should lose ten pounds if I can and then it is not as much of an issue.