Pals, the bridge people just had a fire drill so they could check on us. I accidentally locked myself out of my apartment because I had washed my keychain. So three people climbed the stairs on my behalf. Two for the fire drill and one to unlock my door. And Daniella and Gloria were downstairs and nice. So I am not being tortured even though I disagree with the elevator situation.

There is something else. I think my infection might have been staph and not mrsa. And that means it came from my room. That makes the most sense to me and I also think it was aggravated by the detergent. I mean people think that theory is stupid like a cover up for my germs but I did something different with my laundry the day before and washed out the inside of a bag. So my hand was like the rag to wash out a surface with the tide. I just think that was it because my clothes make me itch so there is an allergy factor.

Anyway. The other thing is that I worried about my lungs because all the sprays I have used are irritants, plus gasping some at night, shredding my lungs, and then the smoke particles. Like what if that causes an infection. Well I have had antibiotics for a week so I think I will be okay. And what if I don’t end up being ok. That is ok too.

So anyway, the last thing is that sometimes I feel a pain in the corner of my lower right side. Lower than the liver. I don’t think anything is there but intestines but it could be a kidney. But my pee is normal. Dark yellow two days ago and light yellow today. That is normal for me. Like slightly abnormal two days ago. But I have only felt the pain three random times. It also reminds me of the latuda pain like it is like, well hmm I need to find a way to describe it. I just think I have felt something similar in another area before like stomach. It is like a transient fire cramp.  It only lasts for a few seconds. I think it is a latuda thing and kind of random. However I will pay attention. I mean if it happens again it could be worse and need some kind of emergency surgery. The most likely thing is kidney crystals. So I will drink water. But I just haven’t felt my normal kidney problems.