Hello everyone, this is Refried. I had hoped that I would see book sales on my amazon page and I don't, but at least the demographics are different on my tik tok ads. Maybe I will improve at that and get more page visits. I did get 75. But even I myself don't see how the link works and am not able to click to the amazon page. So I do not really know what to do about that. And 75 is low for what I paid. (36 dollars) Like it will probably be 200 total and it goes up to 400.  But 200 is not bad if there are any sales at all. Like if ten people say hey maybe okay, then it is a profit. And wouldn't it be 20. I mean I do not know.

But that is something and not nothing.  And once again, am I supposed to believe that sales are happening? I have told you all that I don't enjoy that and I feel tortured by this process. I know people are creative, the conspiracy is neat, but don't you see that I can't stand the missing pay off from work.  It is not fair, it is not right, and it covers up your racism, bias, hypocrisy, and selfish reasons for preventing the books from reaching people.  All you see is a game where yes you would love to ruin an evangelical's career. How convenient.  

But maybe that is how people participate is they see the bad thing they want and can have if they let me stay alive.  Well isn't that clever. I just didn't do so bad on my own sometimes did I. So you have to wonder sometimes if maybe you guys are also my persecutors.

Anyway, I know that is not it but I wonder what is it, because this change in events is cool but does not bring about the needed thing.  And I have asked people to stop torturing me. And as you think maybe you help less prosperous populations, representatives from those same populations shame themselves by abusing me, so that didn't really work out, did it. And your clue that it wasn't a good direction should have been that you lost me as an advocate.  Because I was a strong supporter. But you spent what I had to offer, and then turned to absolute barbaric destruction.  So that is your legacy and their legacy.  And the zoom out reveals plenty more of that which can be as defining as anything else triumphant.