Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Tuesday, July 14. At 10:45 I have a doctors appointment.  I think that I have recovered from the paronychia. However I did not feel good today and had a slight headache in the afternoon and I wonder if I caught something else from the hospital or Walgreens or City MD.

I talked to a nice person at the Bridge today and told them I did not want to do a lawsuit but felt that I deserved a rent discount if they are going to keep the elevator off.  I told them that it was cheating and probably meant as retaliation for when I reported them about the air conditioning.  

It was a nice person and I felt like our conversation was the truth and I did not feel offended and run over by power hungry racism.  And honestly that is enough for me.  Like your housing abuses you, you report it, and someone takes you seriously. That is a lot, and I don't think it was just to avoid legal problems.

Anyway I am staying inside a lot probably for these heat wave days unless I have to be hospitalized for whatever this new thing is.  Possibly the issue today was either low iron or an interaction between my iron pill and the antibiotic.  But I actually am suspecting something else.  However it is not an exact match for descriptions online.  

I will ask about it tomorrow. I think I will feel relieved. 

I think I have to tap into some religion to get through all this. Stuff I don't usually rely on like ideas about God's plan, predestination from a billion years ago, and God being in total control. 

I mean honestly there are some weird things about it.  Like the wound from the drained paraonychia is an exact mirror image of my scar from when I was in high school and this guy cut part of my finger off when I defended the paper dolls that I had made.