Hello everyone. This is Refried. It is 10:45. I have had some ups and downs today but mostly I am thankful for comfort and being ok. I had some good food today, I had a nice time at Panera, I have a good girlfriend who is sending me messages, and my family is all ok for now. I mean when you have some responsibility for aging parents and really they are doing okay. That is really a blessing.

How are my videos going. Well I don’t know. I like the ones I posted but honestly it is not happy to just do the same prompts twenty times and not get a good video. But some are ok but I think the rate of usables is better for the 2D memes. 

But maybe just not rush it, like watch it on the spending, maybe add in some God loves you memes to round out the numbers sometimes, and not check everything obsessively. Like let time pass and then check.

Possibly I should be watching YouTube. Gice I am keeping hope alive that things will suddenly get better for me. But times are hard but what are we all just going to abpurptly stop trying? No I think enough people will keep working hard and doing ok.

Which reminds me that facebook sent me another invitation to monetize but with no actual path to make any money after all, except for them to show that they rated my originality as “fair.” And that is total bullcrap. They know my work is original. I mean the quality of my jokes and the way they pretend not to see it. But possibly they do like it and that is why I got rolled through to India. So I need to stay positive. And God already told me not to be greedy. Maybe he knew I would start kind of not being satisfied. But ai does that too. You say don’t put glasses on the mouse and they do it anyway.

So anyway it is okay I just have ups and downs sometimes. I kind of felt left out of no kings but I’m sorry I just don’t get it and there are thousands of marines willing to die for us all right now. I mean my gosh some people have no respect.

Anyway okay. I think I will be posting some more posts.

Probably medicine at 3 am.