Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 3:20 am. Soon I will take my medicine. Tonight I read an article that I think was Christian nationalism. It is my first encounter with it. Isn’t that weird? It was horrible and I felt the cult feeling from it. I have only felt that feeling three or four times in my life. I am thankful God spared me that particular spiritual abuse. Now I am feeling a little bit of the evil power when I think of it. so far it is going away ok and I could read old hospital notes if it persists.

I think it is not cool for the northerners to accuse all conservatives of Christian nationalism. A lot of people are voting their conscience and just wrong about some things. That is not the same as a cult. I think also there are people who conflate religion and politics but aren’t a cult either. 

I just wrote something kind of nationalist and felt the evil power. How horrible and scary. What I was going to say I do actually believe which is that I don’t know that God hasn’t led the church to work through government against threats in the world right now. Like to take control and be militarist in some ways, like I don’t know that God didn’t lead half the people to choose that.

But anyway I think one main priority is helping young people find their way and be social in positive ways. People need friends and some parents are really suffering as teens start mobbing places. But anyway, crazy times. I mean honestly I feel that we knew several years ago that “this is it,” like we knew we had to get through those years, keep insurance, etc. I mean am I wrong? But I think possibly the roll out of social media was an important thing during our time, and it is reaching a lot of other countries and stuff is available to them. Some bad stuff but some good stuff. And certain important things happened and now it is different scenarios. I mean am I right?

I mean maybe some parents organized for their teens to go be violent. I do not really know.

Gice I hope I don’t keep feeling the evil power. We should pray for people to be delivered from those cults.

Also here is a question about reincarnation and purgatory and other worlds. We know there are angel armies and spiritual battles. Well do angels get “killed” in battle and if so where do they go? Just wondering, I mean what does born again literally mean. Well have a good day everyone.