Hello everyone, I just studied some slides about the brain and the disease of reward systems involved with addiction. I believe I will be able to learn the material in the class and get a certificate for the CE.

Unfortunately, I am feeling mad as I learn because I can see some of the offensive mistakes in my medicine that have ruined my life at various times.  And the way doctors don't really know that much more than any of us do, and think it is okay when they ignore the more reliable info that we tell them.  Such as, "this medicine is ruining my life." Such as "you have ruined my health permanently and I will never recover."

Anyway, I think I will post about it on facebook soon. I mean in a way I am a broken record by now.  It is the same stuff.  I was fine on 600 mg trileptal and 1 mg risperdal.  Anything else damages exactly the reward system.  The other meds make me hungry because they are torturing my appetite system already, so to comfort it, I eat.  And all psych meds do that, and millions of doctors have given their patients diabetes and don't give a crap and never will.

Also on my mind are the social media problems and the way people found that they were able to ruin our social lives.  And they did. They ruined all kinds of things in our world, and some people were okay with it, because it meant pain for their enemies. So they were hypocrits and did not stand up to it.

Anyway I need to find that article where O.D. the neurologist gave due propers to God and Jesus.  Because frankly he did and now he is very successful. And I think it is a good example that people can use to teach others what due propers looks like.