Ok they did one good picture and the rest bad but I don’t think it was because of me. However I accidentally left the mike stand there. But I did it right every day in class so I think they did that on purpose. But I don’t know because Ben told me to take the piece of paper out after I got on stage. But I think he says stuff like that to disrupt your normal thinking like to give advice that makes you not feel alone or something. I mean I don’t know but that is what he did with the don’t walk jokes after they were so successful. I think he was trying to teach me something new this time about comedy classes and vibes or something. Was he mad that I used a piece of paper. It just really helped me and it is not easy to do this on latuda.

I kind of hope my video is good but it kind of doesn’t matter because the laughs were gone sometimes. So it already is only okay. But it was a cool routine and what if I don’t have a video, it is okay.

But I think in the email he was telling me that this is how it feels if someone gets a C. But I know he knows my routine was good. But maybe it wasn’t that good. Maybe I barely got through it. 

Anyway, that was an interesting experience. Maybe I can do another class sometime and try some new material.

I mean don’t you guys think overall I did ok?