ok everyone. it is thursday june 19. i had a rough day today but am okay.

tomorrow at 6 am i get up to go to my trip.  i hope i don't miss my train.

i am running a video ad and you can tell i did not care that much.

but at the same time i am okay with the video.

i am kind of enjoying tracking the facebook numbers and might stay up all night doing that.

like maybe i wont go to sleep tonight or just take a one hour nap at three am.

i wonder if people expected me to make cookies today.

well i did and i ate some with my medicine.

you guys thought i would not take my medicine but i did.

but not the pantropazole because i dont know what the high dose is going to do to me.

i think i will read my old psych notes online.

from one of the hospitalizations.

gice i have paranoia sometimes and i am going to try not to on my trip.

i need to find a new hobby besides writing.

i guess it is this ai stuff.

i guess that is just right.

well have a nice day everyone.